Sometimes I don't know how I feel about my family anymore all they every do is "do the blame game" and talk shit behind everyone back. Sometimes I just can't take all the fighting, I just want to disappear. Like would they actually care if I was gone or would just carrier on with all their bullshit. Like fuck man just today it was my birthday and all day today my mom and sister did was fight about something we over hear on the camera in the living room.i was at my sister place and I was goofing off with the camera and I over my mom say something about how I'm all breaking plan to watch the dogs to sleep over at my sister place. Like my sister is the only family member I talk to anymore. I don't talk to my two older sister's or my older brother anymore, so she all I have!! And then my sister over heard my mom saying how my sister had ruined mother's day by sleeping over at our with her kids!! She was so hurt and upset and so was I. Like I don't know, what the fuck is wrong with our family why can't we ever be normal. Why do we always say such hurtful thing about each other. Like I don't know what to do anymore, like I live at home with my mom and dad but I don't want to be here anymore. I'm so done with life in general. Like what's the point in living if even your family doesn't give to fucks about or how their word could hurt you:(