Gosh i felt guilty for buying things online. It's not just a want though but also a need..I guess..😭😭😭
July 14, 2026 – Pyongyang, North Korea The heavy gray rain clouds from Typhoon Bavi are finally breaking apart over the Taedong River, leaving the concrete skyline of the capital city humid and slick with mud. 🗺️ Diary: Mushk (The Pakistani Expat — Age 24) The storm runoff caused the electricity to cut out twice this afternoon, but the generators inside our diplomatic residential complex kicked in right away. I spent most of the day in my room, working on a remote project for my university back home in Pakistan. Ammi cooked a fresh halal chicken dish for dinner tonight using ingredients shipped through our embassy's regular diplomatic channels. While we ate, I sat on my bed and streamed a Pakistani drama series on my tablet. From my window, I can look down past the security fences into the city streets. Even in the dim evening light, I can see local work crews desperately sweeping away debris from the storm. I have a valid passport sitting in my desk drawer and the absolute freedom to book a flight out of here tomorrow morning. Living in this glass bubble at 24 makes I realize how terrifyingly fragile the world is right outside our gates. 🇰🇵 Diary: Mushk (The Local North Korean — Age 24) My hands are burning and completely raw tonight. The moment the typhoon's torrential rain paused this morning, our entire textile factory brigade was called out for mandatory cleanup duty. I spent four agonizing hours shoveling thick mud and hauling heavy fallen tree branches off the main avenue. Dinner tonight was just a single cold boiled potato dipped in salt. My stomach is empty, but hunger is the least of my worries. The Neighborhood Watch (Inminban) just announced a surprise door-to-door inspection for our block tonight to check for illegal electrical hookups and unapproved guests. My blood ran completely cold. Hidden inside a small slit beneath my mattress is the 1GB flash drive my brother smuggled in from the border. It holds three forbidden South Korean pop songs. If the inspectors find it tonight, I won't just lose my job at the factory, my entire family will be loaded onto a truck bound for the mining camps before the sun comes up.
I'm having a trouble to sleep lately. Even I close my eyes now I'll probably fall asleep after 1 hour
People used to tell me I have small face and I thought so too but now my face looks big i don't know, is it baby fats? But I'm old enough to have it and the fact that's it's asymmetrical makes it worst
July 14, 2026 * Shakir: 10,132 days | Mushk: 8,964 days | Hamza: 8,199 days | Laiba: 5,765 days * Shakir: Hit the gym after work. Pushing heavy weights helped clear my mind. * Mushk: Had a quiet evening listening to podcasts and organizing my skincare routine. * Hamza: Stuck on a difficult piece of code for hours. Finally solved it before bed. * Laiba: Tried sketching today. Not the best artist, but it was relaxing anyway.