When im around my mum i get scared and sad and worry about if her life wasnt as good as she deserved and i just try to tell her i love her as much as i can in hopes that itll make her day beyter
July 3, 2026 Shakir: 10,121 days | Mushk: 8,953 days | Hamza: 8,188 days | Laiba: 5,754 days Shakir: Headed to a local café to map out my professional goals for Q3. Mushk: Hit the gym early. Realizing physical strength builds mental clarity. Hamza: Caught up with an old friend. Good food and nostalgic conversations. Laiba: Started reading a new fantasy novel series. Couldn't put it down.
I wonder what will happen if I just kms rn. Would anyone notice? Would they care? Who would finish all of my unfinished projects/work? Who would visit my grave?
I hate my life bruh. I hate how much my emotions are affecting others too. I don’t reply to my friends texts, I don’t hang out with them much, I’m dry. I hate how my mental health is starting to affect my physical health and people are starting to notice what I try so hard to hide. I want to cry but I can’t. I have no one in this world but myself
I fucking hate it. We made plans a few days prior and you told me you were gonna text me the infos about who’s coming and when we’re gonna go. And what now? I went to sleep early and woke up at an acceptable time only for you to ignore my text and just never actually tell me what the plan was. And you do this every single time—like just tell me you don’t want to hang out/don’t invite me to go out if you’re just gonna ignore me and ruin my day by disappointing me when I was so excited.