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just dj'ed the bean for 2 hours and I'm so fucking hungry

Day 12,133 of my life - Sunday, September 13, 2026 100 days since Day 12,033. That’s a whole vibe check. Sunday 12,133 — slow morning, maybe some overthinking, maybe some peace. 11 days since last entry. You’re still here. You’re still counting. That’s the win.

I miss him. He did everything he possibly can to show me how toxic, selfish, ignorant, and dishonest he can get. Yet i somehow still manage to remember the image of him that i created in my mind trying to ignore every negative aspect of him. He’s still my babyboy, still the best and worst thing i’ve ever experienced.

god i wish i could just move out already🫩 this shithole won't give me any future. why study? you're gonna end as a cashier anyways. find a boyfriend who dropped out of school and is already working at a shitty blue collar job that barely pays at 18, get pregnant and stay with an abusive alcoholic till you die. just don't be trans, gay, pretend you hate lgbt and every other minority. cuz saying they should be killed will probably make people laugh, while saying you support it will make you a freak. and if you move out to a city, you're suddenly a narcissist, lazy and hate your family

I hate this fucking eye disease. Going fully blind by 25?!