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theres this girl in my languages class who is genuinely so earth-shatteringly beautiful that it hurts to be near her. making eye contact with her or seeing her smile feels like being shot. her voice is so sweet and nice and oml i die a little bit inside whenever we get to talk

MENSTRUAL GIRLIES N QUEER PALS Do we have any alternatives to pads when you have a rlly heavy flow?? :( pads cause soreness for me but i feel like things like tampons and menstrual cups just arent enough for my heavy flows

A shower from 11:49 pm to 12:03 am lasts for 14 minutes. I am finally feeling relaxed after my shower. I will leave today's stress behind and start fresh tomorrow. I feel clean, calm, and ready for sleep. I am grateful for this quiet moment at the end of the day.

I miss my briar.. my baby Briar... I woke up without her again and today just kept crying. Shes not real but she feels real. Im grieving a child of mine who doesnt exist

April 29, 2026. 9PM. I’m fucking pissed. I DIDN’T DO THE SURGERY. And I’m so fucking mad I even thought about it. He called me unattractive. UNATTRACTIVE. Like he gets to decide that. Like his opinion is some law about my face. So what did I do? I sat there like an idiot and photoshopped my own face off. Made myself look like HER. My half sister. Because apparently I’m not enough unless I’m someone else. The right photo is a lie. It’s what he wants. It’s what the knife would’ve done if I was stupid enough to listen. The left photo is ME. And I almost threw her away because one man couldn’t keep his mouth shut. I’m furious at him. I’m furious at me for believing him for even one second. I’m furious that I looked at my own face, the one that’s laughed and cried and lived 32 years and thought “yeah, cut that up.” Fuck that. Fuck him. My face is not the problem. His fucking mouth is. I don’t need a new nose. I need a new boyfriend. I don’t need to look like her. She gets to be her. I get to be ME. I’m not unattractive. I was never unattractive. I just let someone ugly talk me into feeling ugly. I’m keeping my face. And he can choke on it.

my least favorite kinda boy is awkward boys who always look offended or weirded out when you talk