Is it a good thing if my bf told me "I'm the only one who can keep him under control, But I'm also the one that makes him lose it" ? In this case, he was talking about our last interaction where he was kinda going overboard, when I told him I'm not ready to have s*x yet.

When your getting almost eat out by your suicidal thoughts you think your ways on how to kill yourself i don't know for me i feel like i wanna overdose myself as it seems less hassle than hanging myself since you have to buy a rope and get it ready first i don't know of i can handle myself anymore