Okay either I'm underestimating maths or it's actually this easy. For the first time ever I actually believe that it's easy. Never thought I would say this, but I really like maths 😔✌🏻
IT WENT QELL Heh.. we shared some kisses.. not ont he lips tho.. But i loved it. He bought me books, a fat icecream, chiikawa plushies and gave me his jackett 🥹 I didn't even know hed buy me stuff i thought he wanted to go to the bookstore for himself lmao
I’ve lost every thing that has ever mattered, gave me reason to live. My dad doesn’t even talk to me anymore, my mom convinced everyone I hate her (I don’t), my sister divorced her wife who was like another sister to me, and I’m not allowed see her anymore, I have to live with my sister because me and my mom are kinda broke right now, and most people that I grew up around and that I’ve have nothing but love to don’t even want anything to do with me. Yet somehow sometimes I’m a bit grateful for some of this, because it taught me that sometimes our only true bestfriend is ourselves. I don’t love myself as much as I’d like to, and I don’t hate myself as much as I used to. I love lots of things about myself, and hate others about myself; but at the end of the day sometimes all I have is myself. Idk if any of this makes sense, I’m just thirteen trying to cope with everything and I’m also trying to cope with being self harm free. I hope one day I can learn to love myself more, not just love my qualities but more so myself. Except one thing I’ll always wonder, did i ever stop hating myself, or am I just lonely; do i wanna know? (Sorry for any typos)
I feel 13 again having a teacher at uni who's class I'm scared to go to, life's ironic what can I say