Wow, it’s been exactly 10 months…and in all that time, I still miss him. I wish we could’ve atleast stayed friends. That way, now that his birthday is coming up, I wouldn’t have to question whether or not I say anything. Would that be weird? Would he even want that? We haven’t talked at all within all this time, but we were close once upon a time. We didn’t even break up on terrible terms.
What would I even say, just a simple happy birthday and an “I miss you”?? Should I tell him everything about how I felt within these past 10 months? Would that be too much? Would I just be beating up a dead horse trying to rekindle our bond? Should I just save myself the grief of him ghosting me?
Idk anymore, theres too many things that could happen, both good and bad. I would be more than happy with us reconnecting only as friends, but it’s not like I’d reject the idea of us getting back together, if that’s even possible.
…..I need to get myself together.