Why am I crying? I feel like the world turned it's back on me. I can't find my place. I'm looking out the window and watch that everybody lives their life and a thought slips into my mind. Do I even exist? I can see my breath in the cold air, my heart is beating, a feel the pain, but I'm not alive. My past is haunting me, the betrayals I had to tolerate and I'm tired of smiling through the pain. My heart is cold and senseless. I just hope I won't be alone in the end.
I joined this other app called Talk life where you can be anonymous, but chat with random strangers as well. This one person asked how I was doing then started asking a bunch of very personal questions and I've been very vague. But this interaction doesn't feel comfortable. Should I let them know and then stop chatting or like just block them? Because who literally meets someone and starts asking such personal questions, like we just met how about common interests. Idk