tf😭 few months ago i was talking with this boy, we met on an app that's kinda like tinder but for minors to get friends. and at first he seemed cool and all. but yea, only for few hours. he's over 3 years younger than me, which i think is way too big of a difference at our ages. i didn't really mind him 'flirting' with me back then. his messages didn't seem like anything more than a joke. but after few hours of talking, a day max, he started acting, dunno, paranoid? i left him for some time because i was busy. and i told him that i am. i came back after few hours, was literally shitting rainbows and acting like he's my bestie. but he kept being like 'sorry for bothering you today🥺 ik i'm a burden'. at first i tried to reassure him, but for fuck's sake i wasn't the 'calm, older, psychologist boyfriend' he imagined me to be. and that was basically the end of our 'friendship', except for a random exchange of goodnights few days later. today i looked at that app again. and again i got a friends invite from him. at first i didn't really realize it's him as his name is different now (not sure if he's tryna seem like a different person or it's solely because he's trans and still exploring his identity). aaand again. at first he was cool. but then he started being clingy and trying to look like a 'soft uwu boy'. dunno, maybe he thinks it'll make him look adorable, but for me it just seems even more childish. and after few hours, if not minutes, he started acting all edgy again. he said that he's got 30zł (around 8$) for some no sweat side hustle and i told him i'm jealous. so he said that he's gonna spend it on his first aid kit. i was like why would u do that and he told me he's like will solace irl. i mean, how tf am i supposed to answer? because for sure that's not the actual reason. i feel sorry for him, i can see that he's got some issues. but i'm not the person to help him. i'm recovering from sh myself, so talking so suddenly and carelessly about it is triggering af. on the other side, man, after over half a year he's still in the same state? i believe he's a good person in the heart, and just ignoring him again would make me feel so guilty