there’s this girl. ive been captured by her for the longest time, and recently she started to be into me as well, but we’re both about to go to different universities… and i’ve already told her that i’m not interested in starting a serious relationship right before i leave. it’s the right choice. problem is, i can’t get over her. she seems better already, but i still watch for anything. any sign that she still sees me how she did, but i think she’s already shoved it down. i’m not sure how to treat her, because i rejected her, but i miss her. i don’t want to hurt or confuse her, but i miss how we were
I miss checking your reposts and saying goodnight every night. But at the same time, I don’t miss our arguments and all the mean things you’ve said to me. You made me feel unheard, not loved, and lonely. I love you but not the way I was treated. I miss the things I did, couldn’t say the same for you.
i’ve been stuck in my head for a while now. i just graduated and college is approaching faster than i think im ready for.. and really no one from home is going to the same uni that i am. ive been stuck feeling like i will be forgotten and replaced, and i really can’t shake the feeling. going to this uni is the right choice because i need to be able to find my own path, but im terrified that home won’t be the same when i come back