I have no friends. I literally have no one. I only had my boyfriend but me and him decided to take a break. Now I have nobody to talk to. I would love to gain friendships or have people to talk to. I stay in my bed all day everyday depressed and feeling miserable.:(

I hate you. I hate you so much that I love you. That I still miss you. I really don't even hate you, maybe I just hate myself for feeling the way I do about you. I always think I'm over you, and I think I'm going to be okay, and I think you're going to be okay, but I know none of that is true. I wish things went differently between us. Sh*it we didn't even really happen. But I wish we could have. I miss you, I miss how you used to be. You deserve so much better than what you think and what you let be. I know maybe in another life, in another universe, another time, maybe we we're something, I just wish we were now.