I keep on relapsing but I was doing so good with being clean of it idk why I'm doing this to myself but I can't stop I'm so embarrassed
"You'll change your mind about having kids one day." Actually fucking kill yourself. I know how you see me, is my only worth in this world to give birth? Why is it so normalized to tell people that shit!?
Im going to lose weight im not gonna cut myself and im going to be sociable without making a fool of myself
Suicide, murder, death from illness... Since I started streaming, I wonder how many of my fellow streamers' deaths I've witnessed... What I think after seeing so many deaths is Excluding murder, many of them are streamers who drink alcohol like every day As expected, it's just how much alcohol can ruin a person That's the thing It's probably fine if you drink occasionally However, there are a lot of streamers who barely work, don't move their bodies, and drink alcohol every day Those kinds of people die early