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I don't know anymore bro I hung myself last night and it didn't work then my mom saw me laying in the floor and now I'm going to the mental hospital again ☹️ I've been so inactive here and I just wanted to rant something out.. I tried killing myself cus I felt so alone and I felt like no one was really there for me it's cus I keep checking up on everyone like my friends and my bf but no one checks up on me which really hurts.. and even my boyfriend isn't replying to me for 3 days straight I'm not saying that he should always text me it's just that it hurts seeing that he's online yet he doesn't even bother texting me. Idk I js feel lonely and I miss my grandparents sm anyways I'm so proud of everyone in this world especially in this app who are having a bad time yet y'all are still fighting good job and goodluck with your journey guys:) ily all

Im such a coward, I want to cut myself, even typing this out feels weird. I know its BAD, but I can't help the little voice just telling me to do it. I have people around me who care (I think) and it probably notice it right away. But then again, I have cats that i can say did it. I had to replace the razor in my shaver and I just, stared at the blade. It was really nerve wrecking to think back on it, I dont, feel THAT mentally bad right now, nor have I ever felt like this. I tried it once on a dull kitchen knife when I was younger and was to scared to actually, yk CUT. I dont think id actually ever do it, i dont know, im turning 18 soon so maybe this is like a subconscious way to cope ig lmao. And I literally can't tell ANYONE about this cause they have their own worse problems right now. My best friend is about to come out to his parents about being trans and then moving out of our state, and my parents think therapy is just a way to distance yourself from family... so.. yk not much help there lol. Im kinda just waiting until I have my own place, by myself so I can do it.

To anyone that ive responded to I apologise if it was bootycheeks. Im trying my best💔💔💔

Everytime i respond to someone on here i cant help but wonder if im ruining their day even more or if im being helpful.. Last time someone cussed me out for wishing them a good day.💔..

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I’m having feeling for someone in my class but I don’t know if he likes me back. I asked him to be my valentine but he said no but I found out later he said no just to see my reaction…..?