i relapsed again today i cut my arm and tbh i dont know how much longer i can keep doing this life is too much and no one gets it my parents dont like me my siblings dont like me i have only two real life friends and one of them’s my girlfriend and i barely see the other friend nothing feels good everyones been saying itll get better forever it feels like but it just keeps getting worse the days are shorter the nights are longer im so exhausted all the time and i dont know if i have it in me to keep living much longer