still thinking abt this event from middle school only bc I still wonder wtf actually happened. but like I had a counselor bc I was a obvious problem child (and a little slow) and needed some assistance I guess, I had gotten somewhat close to her and what just often talk about whatever was going on in my head during our sessions. It was like kinda like therapy but also not really at all. I, for some reason, was ruminating on an event from the prior school year which was a friend of mine had been assaulted by someone that still attended my school, and she wasn't there anymore and ended up telling her about it not thinking too hard about what would happen and she obviously tells me that even if the issue has been "resolved" last year, which was before I went into middle school so I was still in my schools elementary building, which the staff there was borderline evil I'm being so serious. Anyways, she lets me know I still have to like tell her his name and something has to be done about it. I complied but I felt guilty. Looking back I don't feel guilty at all. I was undeniably pissed when I had found out about it, and I thought about it all the time when I had classes with him. He was a problem to every single person I knew. Literally every single person had so many complaints about him. Anyways, time passes and suddenly I realize he hasn't been at school in some time and people started rumors that he brought a gun to school and got expelled or something. I still don't know if I brought that on or not