S mi csak állunk az értelmetlen estben, mint két furcsa-finom, fekete sóhaj. Vállat vonunk, kicsit szomorúan, kicsit közömbösen: Meghalunk.
It’s so nice to have this temporary calm. peppermint tea, relaxing music, a fan blowing, swaying objects, blue fabric, and wet hair All this together in the deep of night brings so much peace to my every changing world.
ive been self harming for about four years and i keep quitting but it never lasts things just keep getting worse it feels like im the only one in my house thats not allowed to feel angry or upset and the second i say something to any of my siblings for doing something they shouldnt be they get on my ass saying im not their parent but then they dont do anything if i did half the shit my siblings did when i was their age i wouldve been spanked and yelled at but they dont even get a time out they get treated so different how come im the only one that gets treated this way i didnt do anything i didnt ask to be born and its all my parents fault all my parents had to do was wear a condom or even get an abortion but now im stuck in this endless hell and i dont know how much more i can take i relapsed today again i didnt even make it a month without cutting i feel so pathetic