For the past 3 months I've been always out the door somewhere any free minute I've got, now I'm back alone in this tiny college room in my pajamas at 5 in the afternoon reading Sylvia Plath. What a fallback.
Another Secret Mushk Keeps 25 March 2026 - 7:22 pm If anyone asked me what I want, I’d smile and say something simple: “Peace.” “Stability.” “A good career.” But my real secret is softer and more fragile than that. I want to be chosen. Not out of duty. Not out of expectation. Not because I’m the middle child who keeps the house running. Not because I’m the one who never complains. I wants someone, just one person to look at me and see everything I hides: How I carries everyone’s moods. How I adjusts myself to keep the peace. How I swallows my own feelings so the house doesn’t shake. How I am is always the bridge, never the destination. My secret is that I am tired of being the one who understands everyone while no one understands me. I wants to be someone’s first thought, not their afterthought. I want to be held the way I hold everyone else quietly, gently, without asking. I will never say this out loud. I thinks it makes me weak. But it doesn’t. It makes me human. — Mushk
omg how do i formally ask why i got given a 95% if all the feedback I got on my assessment was positive </3 "hi so what is this?"