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Was super nervous for the interview. Everytime the interviewer ask me about my trumas in healthcare, I want to cry so bad! Cause I just think about all the bad things that happened. Omg! I think i could have answer all these questions better if I wasn't so nervous! Ughhhhhh!!! I just want this to end! Just let me know whether I got in or not! There could be a chance, there could be no chance! Idk!!! Ughfhhfhfhfjdhfhfhhd! It's been so long since I did an interview!!!

I don’t think I’ve ever been so uninterested in talking to people in my life. I’m so comfortable being by myself it’s not even funny. Is it the healthiest idk. I forgot myself and who I wanted to become. I wanna drop out, but then what, it’s the last year. I feel like everything’s just a waste of time. But at the same time I want time to just stop where it is. I just want a bf and then im set tbh, but i dont even want that. I just want a big group of girls but why is it last year and everyone is still so ugh. It’s just disappointing really. I had so much clarity and a purpose where I was before I moved back to where I am now, now I’m just stuck. I feel like a lost dog in the rain 😂 yk what I mean. But yk oh well, we all get there. I just wish things got a bit