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i feel like i'll never be truly happy im scared that no matter how hard i try i won't ever feel proud of myself im scared that i'll never feel enough im scared that ,despite the love that appears to be surrounding me, i'll never actually feel or believe it maybe the sadness that started years ago will never actually disappear and i hope i'll eventually learn to live with it without actively hating myself or maybe overcome it i'd like to believe at some point that life is worth living and maybe i'm actually still too young to fully grasp that

Everyone on scribbled thought is so religious and so so mean and rude its supposed to be a free unsent project but everyone replies so meanly its crazy

The sad part is even if I get successful , I believe you still won't pick me

Honestly stop writing ai shii here. Like this is emotional ground. Have a sense if empathy. If you can't write, get out. Don't play with people's emotions

He just said I should live my life. Should I tell him how I feel or forget about it? Is constantly checking, rereading and fantasizing about all that normal cause honestly I really don't know how I feel..... helpppppppp me