i genuinely cannot fully enjoy a comedy show because i get anxious for the performer if the audience doesn't laugh
TLDR women with armpit hair has caused me to question my gender identity slightly? I’m AMAB with parents believing men shouldn’t wear pink or dresses, skirts, stuff like that. However despite that I still come out effeminate which Is purposeful (I mean on online stuff I purposefully have a more androgynous or feminine name) . I have always looked at both men’s and women’s outfits as how I want to dress in the future. That caused something strange though where I became very aware of my body hair as I grew up, but my parents didn’t let me shave my body hair cause they didn’t want me looking even more feminine. I have never really cared about my gender Identity. I’m a man who wants to dress however I want. I don’t care about looking feminine or masculine I just want to dress however I want. I didn’t want to show my arms or legs because of body hair though, but as time went on I became more comfortable with myself. However honestly I don’t remember how this started, but I googled “women with armpit hair” (definitely the strangest thing I have ever googled😭), and it feels so idk. I am unsure how to describe what I feel? Vindicated, affirmed idk? But now I’m starting to question my gender identity right now as I started typing this. I do feel comfortable with the gender identity of a man, but it’s like a yes and situation. Yes I’m a man, and is there anything else? I know I have never really cared for labeling myself, but now I’m curious. I don’t really care about labeling based on my clothing or looks. I feel somewhat in the gray. I want(and already kinda do) to present in a way that is definitely more prescribed to femininity, but i don’t necessarily feel like saying that my pronouns are she/her. If I’m something it’s probably androgynous. So maybe he/they, but obviously I need to properly think and reflect on this. Thank you so much for reading🫶
Idk if all retail places are like this but I just need to rant for a minute. I am a PART time associate at a dollar store in my town. Well i always end up working full time hours due to us being short staffed and me being the only reliable person they can call in. Anyway i work my scheduled hours every week and I do as im told. I clean what im told to I always finish my lists the managers leave for me. Well I work faster then the other associates so I always end up with like a few hours at the end of my shift with nothing to do but run register and recover the store. So I walk around the WHOLE store and do recovery as needed because I do a near 100% recovery of my section when I get to work. Well apparently im not doing enough because I "wander" the store instead of doing my tasks. In my store the managers sign off on the tasks as we complete them so they KNOW that im done with them. Also they don't run register and their secton of the store is never fully recovered i end up doing the recovery for the whole store most days. I literally catch the managers on their phones standing in random places for 15-20 minutes at least 3 times a shift. But I can't walk around the store and recover the few things that need it. My store isn't busy most of the time so once a 100% recover is done I just need to pull forward a few products that coustemers bought. Idk if i need to do more. Also im kinda mad that I wasn't told about this issue sooner and that I had to ask why I felt like the managers were upset with me. I feel like we should tell each other when something is wrong. One of the other associates is constantly doing stuff wrong and the managers refuse to tell her anything so I always end up fixing her mistakes. But I feel if the managers notice something they should tell us. Idk i kinda feel like maybe if I stopped putting in as much effort maybe they will see that im doing a lot as is.
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It feels weird dating someone you knew back when you were kids Like damn he used to say i looked weird without my glasses and now we're obsessed with eachother and flirt like we're delicate artworks to one another