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okay so… i used to have a crush on this boy a few years back. i wasn’t rlly popular and i wasn’t conventionally attractive, so i was picked on a lot he was one of the people that would pick on me now it’s been like five years and ive grown into myself and gained a lot of confidence and friends now the same boy has a crush on me and has asked me out multiple times i don’t know what to do cuz i do still think he’s cute and people change but i just don’t rlly know what to do

I still think of you everyday. I kept the wine bottle from our last date hidden away in my closet along with the gift I never got to give you. Nobody knows they're still in there. If they knew, they'd make me throw it all away, because "I need to let go". But I'm afraid no one will ever love me again like you loved me, and those will be the only proof that love was once real in my life. I will always hold on to the memory of you. Whatever you're doing right now, I hope you're happy. Doing less drugs, being safer. Enjoying life and your niece, she's probably born any day now. Taking that trip abroad you dreamed of. I hope you heal your avoidant attachment issues and find a partner that respects you like you deserve, and that you treat her right, too. I wish I could have been that woman for you, but you weren't ready. It's okay. I forgive you. I love you.