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I've actually been taking switching to gluten free relatively well, mostly because I am receiving help from family who are also diagnosed with celiac. but last night I had a dream about eating a really good bagel and it killed me in my soul🥲

It's my birthday and I went to school because I wanted to see my friends and get sang happy birthday but everyone has basically been ignoring me and when I try to join the conversation they don't even respond and I keep going to the bathroom to cry and I really wanted to get sang happy birthday in class because I wanted to feel special and loved but on one has done that for me and I feel so stupid like why did I even care or want this, everyone else gets this stuff and I just don't wanna be here anymore

I have an ex who I miss sometimes. His name was Harry. We were very bad for eachother, and I met him in the worst part of my life, but sometimes I miss him. I felt like I could truly be myself around him.

I cannot but just keep thinking about all the mistakes that I did! What was i supposed to do?! Ughhhh! Idk anymore! I used to enjoy this job but now?! I really dont anymore. It feels so tiring honestly. I just need to stop thinking about everything. Stop thinking! What happened has happened. It doesn't matter anymore! Ughhhhh

I've been silent and it's slowly tearing me apart to the point that I have been stress eating again. What is wrong with me? Is it because of my physical appearance? Sure I have an ugly c section scar, but it was his own fault for always stressing me out—or is it because of what he see in her? Why can't he leave her? Sure she has her own business, she's pretty and all but is he really going to do it again and again for that homewrecker? He's ruining my mental health, my confidence, and the family he had built. Why couldn't he just left me alone and broke up with me when he got a chance to? Why does he have to ruin me? Why did he do it again?...