I'm weirdly going through this mindset of getting annoyed at my dead father. He died when I was 4, and for some reason recently I've gotten annoyed over the fact that he's dead. Like, he gets brought up alllll the time, and then the situation can get emotional which I'm kinda sick of. Like me and my brother can't exist without him getting brought up. Like I feel like the next time someone will bring him up, I wanna say "omg shuttup". Whatever it is I'm going through rn, It's so weird - like I'm fkn over it lol. I actually find it kinda funny, being annoyed at him, it feels like he's alive this way and I get annoyed at him like I get annoyed my alive mother. This bitch won't even visit me in my dreams. Dead relatives, even ones that died before I was born, have appeared in my dreams before and I'm here like "okay. dad wya?" Like?? I think about him so much, you'd think he'd appear in a dream. Like come visit me bro 😭😭 Anyway that's all I have to say. Has anyone else experienced this before?? A disappointment with a dead person.