Thing get broken and sometimes they get repaired and in most cases you realize that no matter what gets damaged life rearrange itself to compensate for your loss . sometimes wonderfully
I don't like to go on the work it's super boring I am only girl there and my senior think he knows everything and bosses around me . If I ask how to do anything he overreact it and blame me why I don't know it . scold me and humiliat me he just fuking tell me how to do it but no he is fuking prime minister of that shop. If I make a mistake then shop will be burn off.
Im trying to find ways to fix being transgender so I can be normal yet there's nothing. All I see is "just transition" or "transitioning will fix gender dysphoria". I want to be normal!
My heart hurts, but it doesn't feel to heavy like before. Nothing is wrong but something is wrong, yk? idk what to feel anymore. Maybe this is a result of suppressing my emotions ever since I was a child. I was the eldest daughter and I'm not allowed to cry, I learned how to cry in silence as early as 9 years old. do I need help?