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I can't even talk to you ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-02 09:43:55.249","updatedAt":"2025-04-02 09:43:55.246"},{"id":"9d685440-284d-4383-8ec0-8beb6f1a32ec","content":"A big part of who I am is who I am not ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-27 20:43:17.505","updatedAt":"2025-03-27 20:43:17.501"},{"id":"f62e3cde-f4a8-437d-b705-d89d44198f27","content":"He would never like me ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-20 16:52:36.219","updatedAt":"2025-03-20 16:52:36.219"},{"id":"790312f7-b543-42a1-af44-da4fd7e49c25","content":"He would never like me ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-20 10:50:42.533","updatedAt":"2025-03-20 10:50:42.527"},{"id":"55d76ef0-e1a2-49ae-8526-dc335305da97","content":"I'm so ashamed of how much hatred I hold in myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-16 10:49:20.123","updatedAt":"2025-03-16 10:49:20.12"},{"id":"bb175d87-2b93-4d97-b41c-4a352ed1b057","content":"A big part of who I am is who I am not ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-13 19:01:17.24","updatedAt":"2025-03-13 19:01:17.238"},{"id":"68b11bae-f8b9-4e0d-93e9-742e41a9e432","content":"It's ironic isn't it? So unnatural even the thought of the the two of us. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-12 20:00:55.657","updatedAt":"2025-03-12 20:00:55.632"},{"id":"381fec43-a466-4b05-b5ed-58bbe3a7cc66","content":"Why can't she just shut up already? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-11 05:55:33.657","updatedAt":"2025-03-11 05:55:33.665"},{"id":"7ae6a4f1-5f25-4084-ac7d-265eb9f274cf","content":"What is wrong with me? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-09 19:08:47.033","updatedAt":"2025-03-09 19:08:47.023"},{"id":"2eea7a7e-e801-4d4b-b996-2407a2032a0a","content":"I'm graduating in 3 months, now the question is what the actual fuck do I do with my life? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-07 16:48:02.467","updatedAt":"2025-03-07 16:48:02.463"},{"id":"2da12087-59a0-4c08-8786-8cf2c81c585f","content":"I won't make it past 18","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-06 18:06:01.77","updatedAt":"2025-03-06 18:06:01.747"},{"id":"91ee7559-252c-4a1f-9f8b-6532b13f4cd5","content":"I'm so easily irritable I hate it so much ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-02 15:31:11.471","updatedAt":"2025-03-02 15:31:11.466"},{"id":"899c050f-a6c7-4e48-aadb-26ddde54f86a","content":"I can't even follow him on his socials what do I expect from myself ","createdBy":"-","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-01 17:50:35.756","updatedAt":"2025-03-01 17:50:35.752"},{"id":"09b5cf8e-b5c6-48bb-b3c5-71f317b3966d","content":"I have so much anger in myself it makes me hateful ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-01 15:18:08.41","updatedAt":"2025-03-01 15:18:08.408"},{"id":"2ab7a71b-94ce-4100-81a1-9f0b8bbaebf1","content":"I have so much hatred in myself it makes me angry ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-01 15:17:53.902","updatedAt":"2025-03-01 15:17:53.898"},{"id":"b0853005-63ff-4280-9df8-94fb91f2b04c","content":"I disgust myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-02-27 22:29:16.067","updatedAt":"2025-02-27 22:29:16.066"},{"id":"be3cb88b-a3c5-4e79-96d8-71e3070ac36d","content":"It's maybe not that I want him, but that I want him to want me ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-02-25 22:10:55.926","updatedAt":"2025-02-25 22:10:55.921"},{"id":"9d02ad10-4c5f-4155-8e21-bdead8f35606","content":"I dont want them to notice but God I really wish they would notice ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-02-25 17:11:35.275","updatedAt":"2025-02-25 17:11:35.271"},{"id":"0679ba86-6d0b-4707-b0f0-2b670da66d37","content":"Why do I have to constantly obsess over random people? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-02-24 21:43:19.088","updatedAt":"2025-02-24 21:43:19.084"},{"id":"bfa3596d-6474-48d1-a5e7-582f3b7f2376","content":"I am ashamed of my own existence ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-02-23 20:21:04.095","updatedAt":"2025-02-23 20:21:04.089"},{"id":"d244c809-c939-470c-9c3c-099f56504d5e","content":"Isn't it ironic how the two of us were paired up? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-02-19 21:27:58.612","updatedAt":"2025-02-19 21:27:58.61"},{"id":"116a2edf-cb65-4b70-a0a2-4d318da1120b","content":"Isn't it so unfair that I spent the past 4 days constantly thinking about your body against mine while I'm sure that it didn't even cross your mind once. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-02-18 16:18:48.953","updatedAt":"2025-02-18 16:18:48.949"},{"id":"f67b70f0-cfca-406e-ad1a-7cce6f6eea52","content":"We love a firm arm wrapped around the waist","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-02-16 13:23:22.128","updatedAt":"2025-02-16 13:23:22.124"},{"id":"a3755ea9-d263-4e9b-8480-eb0a6a3e60bd","content":"What is this update? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-02-02 09:21:42.29","updatedAt":"2025-02-02 09:21:42.287"},{"id":"cm6m43y1w00009n0wo5v7ybaz","content":"I'm so tired bro ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-02-01 11:31:02.565","updatedAt":"2025-02-01 11:31:02.565"},{"id":"cm6l6r5kh00019pw54bzggv5e","content":"The pure hatred I feel towards myself dimes the tiny amount of light I could offer ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-31 19:57:18.449","updatedAt":"2025-01-31 19:57:18.449"},{"id":"cm6gwvhcn00025fs3ejmn2v52","content":"I've been avoidant towards my own life for ages ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-28 20:09:39.479","updatedAt":"2025-01-28 20:09:39.479"},{"id":"cm6dx36ey0000dg7awrilpime","content":"I dont want to wake up tomorrow ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-26 17:52:20.027","updatedAt":"2025-01-26 17:52:20.027"},{"id":"cm662dun20005nosay3jfkh2v","content":"Im being physically consumed ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-21 05:58:26.655","updatedAt":"2025-01-21 05:58:26.655"},{"id":"cm5zqj4hs0005pbv3g8p0c0ds","content":"Why does everyone gets bored of me so fast ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-16 19:40:00.257","updatedAt":"2025-01-16 19:40:00.257"},{"id":"cm5vn1ur50000sepu0s7carzn","content":"Tf is he so good for? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-13 22:51:30.93","updatedAt":"2025-01-13 22:51:30.93"},{"id":"cm5vc9fxh0000pj2933dm19kd","content":"Who am I kidding? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-13 17:49:29.19","updatedAt":"2025-01-13 17:49:29.19"},{"id":"cm5st0mwh00005ktun8cfk16g","content":"I want you to hate me as much as I hate myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-11 23:15:13.265","updatedAt":"2025-01-11 23:15:13.265"},{"id":"cm5r6denn0004o1acdlun3al2","content":"Ive been avoiding my own life for years ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-10 19:53:31.763","updatedAt":"2025-01-10 19:53:31.763"},{"id":"cm5pv7xit0000hxcgrlfk6b2w","content":"I was opening up to him and then he proceeded to complain about how he bought something in a game and it took too long to perches ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-09 21:53:34.326","updatedAt":"2025-01-09 21:53:34.326"},{"id":"cm5punyw60000hllj96yviq4v","content":"You apologized in a way that made me want to throw myself out the window because of guilt ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-09 21:38:02.982","updatedAt":"2025-01-09 21:38:02.982"},{"id":"cm5psw8lf0000f4m75861wek7","content":"I need to throw up","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-09 20:48:29.572","updatedAt":"2025-01-09 20:48:29.572"},{"id":"cm5pqtgkl0000bhjf2yxudyj5","content":"I forgot my necklace in the bathroom ONCE after showering and he acts like I burned down the whole house","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-09 19:50:20.709","updatedAt":"2025-01-09 19:50:20.709"},{"id":"cm5plx3wu0000k6zp0w8ac85b","content":"3 more days I only have to survive 3 more days ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-09 17:33:12.846","updatedAt":"2025-01-09 17:33:12.846"},{"id":"cm5pl7fhh0000rqh5x2rpz584","content":"Can't express it in words how much I hate money talk ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-09 17:13:14.79","updatedAt":"2025-01-09 17:13:14.79"},{"id":"cm5ohgtdo000036m6y9j1j4r2","content":"Why can't I stop creating obsessions over random people? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-08 22:40:48.06","updatedAt":"2025-01-08 22:40:48.06"},{"id":"cm5ob49l9000089mmnc37eyx5","content":"I can't even express the rage I'm feeling when men, especially my dad, are mansplaining like u repeated the same shit i said 2 seconds ago shut up already ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-08 19:43:04.845","updatedAt":"2025-01-08 19:43:04.845"},{"id":"cm5o54o7g0002z1r9dzfaip44","content":"I miss you, please stay away from me ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-08 16:55:26.093","updatedAt":"2025-01-08 16:55:26.093"},{"id":"cm5n02lb9000011c8kxny8zqs","content":"I can only develop obsessions","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-07 21:46:04.774","updatedAt":"2025-01-07 21:46:04.774"},{"id":"cm5lom9oy0000xuh9irfzsf1r","content":"I'm sorry that this is the state you had to meet me in","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-06 23:37:41.267","updatedAt":"2025-01-06 23:37:41.267"},{"id":"cm5h7smpv0000xe0yrpxzoh6y","content":"Can't he just shut the fuck up already ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-03 20:35:39.907","updatedAt":"2025-01-03 20:35:39.907"},{"id":"cm5gcwlar000097y357r5krhb","content":"Is anyone surprised that he's backing up from his own duty? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-03 06:10:56.595","updatedAt":"2025-01-03 06:10:56.595"},{"id":"cm5efydx30000k2g1p6jsbsm2","content":"Tf did I even stay alive for ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-01 22:00:46.84","updatedAt":"2025-01-01 22:00:46.84"},{"id":"cm55wjaad0002esiiqoq4e9yv","content":"He fucked up again. Is anyone surprised? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-26 22:35:00.181","updatedAt":"2024-12-26 22:35:00.181"},{"id":"cm55wb71d0000esiivz1f733n","content":"I almost praised my dad for behaving properly this christmas regarding alcohol. Almost. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-26 22:28:42.721","updatedAt":"2024-12-26 22:28:42.721"},{"id":"cm55r0pmx00022aoup2tyodlc","content":"I didn't ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cm55qyqm300002aoubk8lvr5q","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-26 20:00:35.53","updatedAt":"2024-12-26 20:00:35.53"},{"id":"cm55qyqm300002aoubk8lvr5q","content":"Okay now do I lie about my age? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-26 19:59:03.484","updatedAt":"2024-12-26 19:59:03.484"},{"id":"cm4yk6gs40009rbbf8t8v5bg7","content":"Got complimented 3 times in less then 2 hours. Maybe family gatherings aren't that bad. (They sure are)","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-21 19:14:43.445","updatedAt":"2024-12-21 19:14:43.445"},{"id":"cm4ybz6jt0000100q3m7pbzb0","content":"\"Your only problem is that you just don't trust yourself.\" \nWhat did you just tell me? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-21 15:25:06.665","updatedAt":"2024-12-21 15:25:06.665"},{"id":"cm4y9w88n0000rdbh0n7y4le8","content":"Im not okay","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-21 14:26:49.655","updatedAt":"2024-12-21 14:26:49.655"},{"id":"cm4s8skvk0000hs2798qgqqeh","content":"\"My tummy is bigger than it should be\" stf you're 40kg","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-17 09:09:22.736","updatedAt":"2024-12-17 09:09:22.736"},{"id":"cm4pu1hiq0000w8tcr7s5p7gx","content":"\"Busy with uni?\"\nDo I lie now? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-15 16:40:51.698","updatedAt":"2024-12-15 16:40:51.698"},{"id":"cm4o88l8a0000rxz8x71lrd5a","content":"Did I overreact? Yes. Do I have the right to overreact? Yes. Was I in an emotional state that I could do nothing else but overreact? Yes. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-14 13:42:45.371","updatedAt":"2024-12-14 13:42:45.371"},{"id":"cm4o1o20i0002w1elfthh5d40","content":"I'm hyperventilating ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-14 10:38:49.65","updatedAt":"2024-12-14 10:38:49.65"},{"id":"cm4o1iluo0000w1eljltalemm","content":"I wanna cry ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-14 10:34:35.424","updatedAt":"2024-12-14 10:34:35.424"},{"id":"cm4o1gjoz0002abdgx4ie65ng","content":"I can't do it alone ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-14 10:32:59.316","updatedAt":"2024-12-14 10:32:59.316"},{"id":"cm4nuvyh70000ioqlbxqv1qvg","content":"I'm so anxious bro","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-14 07:29:01.003","updatedAt":"2024-12-14 07:29:01.003"},{"id":"cm4n6hv8r0000q8qzmet4em49","content":"\"If that's how anxious you are now about something so mediocre what is going to happen in the future?\" \n\"That's what I've been saying too but did anyone listened to me?\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-13 20:06:12.843","updatedAt":"2024-12-13 20:06:12.843"},{"id":"cm4kuqvjy0000kotnrhflvk1b","content":"How am I supposed to do all that on my own? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-12 05:01:45.406","updatedAt":"2024-12-12 05:01:45.406"},{"id":"cm4ku9rke0000xrru6rwyuain","content":"Please let me not feel this anxiety that eats me alive ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-12 04:48:27.086","updatedAt":"2024-12-12 04:48:27.086"},{"id":"cm4ku7f5g0000ywfbnvm15myj","content":"Happy birthdaaaay <33","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cm4kf4tk60000zhfmat1jtllc","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-12 04:46:37.685","updatedAt":"2024-12-12 04:46:37.685"},{"id":"cm4kd0vnc0000zijudb7e9rmz","content":"I just want to be skinny, I just need to be skinny ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-11 20:45:39.001","updatedAt":"2024-12-11 20:45:39.001"},{"id":"cm4hjg4en0000tuqn4i5s8ak6","content":"Don't even talk to me at this point ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-09 21:22:09.36","updatedAt":"2024-12-09 21:22:09.36"},{"id":"cm48xsetx0000u2g342ch9yoh","content":"Everything is so unfair ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-03 20:53:41.782","updatedAt":"2024-12-03 20:53:41.782"},{"id":"cm48xs7xw0000lvs0mk89r8pt","content":"It so unfair ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-03 20:53:32.853","updatedAt":"2024-12-03 20:53:32.853"},{"id":"cm48x7mjp0002jjeyci9i5v1k","content":"I fucking hate people who can only complain but never hear out someone else about their issues. Fuck you ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-03 20:37:32.006","updatedAt":"2024-12-03 20:37:32.006"},{"id":"cm48x6bsf0000jjeycr9dev3m","content":"Yeah, sure. I've got nothing to stress about. Sorry, I forgo. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-03 20:36:31.408","updatedAt":"2024-12-03 20:36:31.408"},{"id":"cm47kt9o30000zbkqsn3ivjh5","content":"I feel like I simply won't wake up one morning ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-02 22:02:40.564","updatedAt":"2024-12-02 22:02:40.564"},{"id":"cm45vmo830000159zgqjm253s","content":"I will die before I could even graduate. I know it. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-01 17:29:56.26","updatedAt":"2024-12-01 17:29:56.26"},{"id":"cm43ba38s0000p5tx2vbgmfcn","content":"\"You know what and how to do it you just don't trust yourself\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-29 22:24:44.525","updatedAt":"2024-11-29 22:24:44.525"},{"id":"cm42rafm90000rdwpkodbxwjz","content":"\"Pedig jó a gondolatmeneted és meg tudnád oldani de nem bízol magadban eléggé, hogy folytasd.\" - at least someone noticed ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-29 13:05:08.241","updatedAt":"2024-11-29 13:05:08.241"},{"id":"cm41q22xn0000b4f2um9ldhoq","content":"Nekem ez nem megy ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-28 19:42:52.763","updatedAt":"2024-11-28 19:42:52.763"},{"id":"cm3ui6w340002pyynwui1g4gg","content":"I was not supposed to make it this far in life. I was supposed to die at 14. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-23 18:28:17.009","updatedAt":"2024-11-23 18:28:17.009"},{"id":"cm3tak5va000213lvql06oee3","content":"After you messing it up, I had to make it right somehow ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-22 22:06:53.11","updatedAt":"2024-11-22 22:06:53.11"},{"id":"cm3t77c3j00006lju37ex8c0u","content":"I almost had a good day. Almost. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-22 20:32:55.808","updatedAt":"2024-11-22 20:32:55.808"},{"id":"cm3roqg170000i214ov2xuf2h","content":"The more he's at home, the more miserable I feel ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-21 19:08:08.492","updatedAt":"2024-11-21 19:08:08.492"},{"id":"cm3p1hv2t0000aonub3vp8840","content":"I dont see myself living ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cm3p1aqsc00002w3jfhn6eg9h","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-19 22:42:04.565","updatedAt":"2024-11-19 22:42:04.565"},{"id":"cm3p1aqsc00002w3jfhn6eg9h","content":"I dont see myself having a future ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-19 22:36:32.413","updatedAt":"2024-11-19 22:36:32.413"},{"id":"cm3kjzrjo00007j5ty7jo8u1n","content":"Why do I constantly feel like I'm out of place, like I don't belong? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-16 19:21:02.005","updatedAt":"2024-11-16 19:21:02.005"},{"id":"cm3jbb65b0000r9zhqyfrpdve","content":"Even when you are home, you aren't really ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-15 22:30:11.424","updatedAt":"2024-11-15 22:30:11.424"},{"id":"cm3j0gcmd0000nwathsw48unj","content":"Can't stand the way the talks ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-15 17:26:17.317","updatedAt":"2024-11-15 17:26:17.317"},{"id":"cm3g9rvgf0003w7pu4xl9l6oa","content":"I want to leave so they won't be around yet it seems like I'm being followed ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-13 19:23:52.96","updatedAt":"2024-11-13 19:23:52.96"},{"id":"cm3dzzvzo000077th6blifg1c","content":"What do I do with my life? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-12 05:14:38.388","updatedAt":"2024-11-12 05:14:38.388"},{"id":"cm3ao0soi0000lszu96r176j1","content":"I know it's my fault I look at everything in a sexual manner but I can't help it. I hate it so much ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-09 21:16:06.834","updatedAt":"2024-11-09 21:16:06.834"},{"id":"cm37twknc00018ahfu6cdmdvg","content":"Why do I have so much anger inside of me? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-07 21:37:28.968","updatedAt":"2024-11-07 21:37:28.968"},{"id":"cm37h66uv0004zrf987v02pga","content":"Just shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up stop pretending you're smart ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-07 15:41:02.648","updatedAt":"2024-11-07 15:41:02.648"},{"id":"cm37h4z3x0002zrf9nbqkpx0r","content":"I hate the way he talks ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-07 15:40:05.949","updatedAt":"2024-11-07 15:40:05.949"},{"id":"cm30j1ssf0000ynae2r57zzqk","content":"I'm miserable ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-02 18:59:13.791","updatedAt":"2024-11-02 18:59:13.791"},{"id":"cm309aw8l0000144n1lit6pol","content":"Guess what. He didn't change. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-02 14:26:22.006","updatedAt":"2024-11-02 14:26:22.006"},{"id":"cm2wcqcci0000t07o6f719ti6","content":"\"There's not a beautiful way to explain that I am lonely\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-30 20:51:16.867","updatedAt":"2024-10-30 20:51:16.867"},{"id":"cm2m98e0g0000iy8gwtbei2p5","content":"Why am I not good enough? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-23 19:15:38.608","updatedAt":"2024-10-23 19:15:38.608"},{"id":"cm2m94ojb0000kn5y0i2ixcs5","content":"Annyira idegesít hogy ennyire fáj ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-23 19:12:45.624","updatedAt":"2024-10-23 19:12:45.624"},{"id":"cm2m90zez0000n64q6zsf60yn","content":"Annyira fáj ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-23 19:09:53.1","updatedAt":"2024-10-23 19:09:53.1"},{"id":"cm2m2vwqz0000ekwglvq9qglx","content":"What more do I have to do? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-23 16:17:58.667","updatedAt":"2024-10-23 16:17:58.667"},{"id":"cm2kbjb2v0002dnmplp9i3s49","content":"No one gives a fuck","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-22 10:44:34.903","updatedAt":"2024-10-22 10:44:34.903"},{"id":"cm2j1weza0000584nzl14n3ez","content":"I'm officially legally blind 🤪 (I'm crying) ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-21 13:27:04.15","updatedAt":"2024-10-21 13:27:04.15"},{"id":"cm2c9usl600024ve2qnpd98bb","content":"How much more do I have to change? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-16 19:35:22.17","updatedAt":"2024-10-16 19:35:22.17"},{"id":"cm2c9u74v00004ve2llkrva0b","content":"What more do I have to do? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-16 19:34:54.367","updatedAt":"2024-10-16 19:34:54.367"},{"id":"cm26e8ev50003mz08rz5yxzav","content":"He painted her room yellow even tho everyone fucking knew she hates yellow ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-12 16:51:18.978","updatedAt":"2024-10-12 16:51:18.978"},{"id":"cm220prcl0000xz054utaj88u","content":"My teacher has more faith in me than my family ever could ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-09 15:21:48.981","updatedAt":"2024-10-09 15:21:48.981"},{"id":"cm1z4sh9g0003fyc1epfmw84i","content":"I'm so fucking done bro ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-07 14:52:35.812","updatedAt":"2024-10-07 14:52:35.812"},{"id":"cm1xrvxz800009vv2liws90yo","content":"Who the fuck thought that my parents would be a good couple? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-06 16:03:36.261","updatedAt":"2024-10-06 16:03:36.261"},{"id":"cm1u8wt5v00011thx5zh5tk7e","content":"Hát ez hülye ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-04 04:49:05.443","updatedAt":"2024-10-04 04:49:05.443"},{"id":"cm1svvxrl0001r16s4wlah9k9","content":"I get irritated too easily these days ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-03 05:56:43.569","updatedAt":"2024-10-03 05:56:43.569"},{"id":"cm1svrp5o00003osnmpil0oie","content":"Kinda wanna punch her","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-03 05:53:25.789","updatedAt":"2024-10-03 05:53:25.789"},{"id":"cm1mly3f10001u7ncq25eoyl7","content":"And suddenly I was thirteen again ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-28 20:31:50.99","updatedAt":"2024-09-28 20:31:50.99"},{"id":"cm1cl06a8000014k8o47pnkb7","content":"Why can't I stay clean for at least 2 days in a row? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-21 20:07:46.64","updatedAt":"2024-09-21 20:07:46.64"},{"id":"cm188hv9a00008p0o1aq4h5x1","content":"You get upset when I don't talk to you, but when I do you don't even remember a word from what i said after one day ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-18 19:06:32.447","updatedAt":"2024-09-18 19:06:32.447"},{"id":"cm13poh240000i7yzlwmpv2lo","content":"punch**","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cm13o9lyl0006fmn61tnn8g6b","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-15 15:08:43.228","updatedAt":"2024-09-15 15:08:43.228"},{"id":"cm13o9lyl0006fmn61tnn8g6b","content":"The way I wanna puck everyone is not even funny anymore ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-15 14:29:10.126","updatedAt":"2024-09-15 14:29:10.126"},{"id":"cm1280ev70000zslbu0bgiyoy","content":"She's so unreasonable mean bro. Who the fuck are you to be commenting on the appearance of other people? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-14 14:06:20.995","updatedAt":"2024-09-14 14:06:20.995"},{"id":"cm0um4c210000o8ojycuxay0h","content":"I almost forgot how much I can't stand them ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-09 06:19:09.194","updatedAt":"2024-09-09 06:19:09.194"},{"id":"cm0txfhir0003sxhoode0fp0w","content":"Tomorrow is my last first day of high school ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-08 18:47:59.092","updatedAt":"2024-09-08 18:47:59.092"},{"id":"cm0sk5v5k0003xto28plfflia","content":"I see myself living there ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-07 19:48:49.016","updatedAt":"2024-09-07 19:48:49.016"},{"id":"cm0nrffkf0003olfj9cglmnkg","content":"Being popular on social media doesn't instantly make anyone be cooler, you're not a loser without it ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cm0np9zz50006ohujxhd232gh","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-04 11:13:21.808","updatedAt":"2024-09-04 11:13:21.808"},{"id":"cm0lco54c000593qcq8xpmtcn","content":"Why do you have to ruin my first good day i spent with myself in months? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-02 18:44:41.58","updatedAt":"2024-09-02 18:44:41.58"},{"id":"cm0lci0lz00038vvrrnrizmd7","content":"Why can't he change? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-02 18:39:55.8","updatedAt":"2024-09-02 18:39:55.8"},{"id":"cm0ksstfi0001q1nrqeadscgd","content":"I want to be great or nothing ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-02 09:28:27.391","updatedAt":"2024-09-02 09:28:27.391"},{"id":"cm0kssg140000q1nr9w8szosz","content":"Happy birthday hun~ <33","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cm0krlkm6000297q7hf5mpkzx","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-02 09:28:10.024","updatedAt":"2024-09-02 09:28:10.024"},{"id":"cm0ievdi1000b4jbp445w70se","content":"I cant live in a hole anymore ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-31 17:22:59.737","updatedAt":"2024-08-31 17:22:59.737"},{"id":"cm0hcp6so0003ydffrw7wwbwk","content":"Was I really thinking that he'll want to talk to me? Lol","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-30 23:34:25.704","updatedAt":"2024-08-30 23:34:25.704"},{"id":"cm0fthz7c000113dg9rgp03nh","content":"Kinda missing him ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-29 21:49:10.392","updatedAt":"2024-08-29 21:49:10.392"},{"id":"cm0e7to950001lqp8wb3gq7do","content":"I need to be great","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-28 18:54:38.345","updatedAt":"2024-08-28 18:54:38.345"},{"id":"cm0ccsn2s0000w5wl0o7rv0gy","content":"I just want to be pretty too","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-27 11:38:15.893","updatedAt":"2024-08-27 11:38:15.893"},{"id":"cm0biy4ec000011yppjuad0kw","content":"Don't act so goddamn smart, I'm not fucking stupid ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-26 21:42:43.141","updatedAt":"2024-08-26 21:42:43.141"},{"id":"cm0ac1w3q0002144nl5bmmdjq","content":"I'm so fucking overstimulated ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-26 01:41:55.526","updatedAt":"2024-08-26 01:41:55.526"},{"id":"cm09q5x0h0002esqqszh3fzhs","content":"Kinda wanna die ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-25 15:29:11.777","updatedAt":"2024-08-25 15:29:11.777"},{"id":"cm08krdlc0000aap7nqz3p1fk","content":"Kinda wanna punch everyone ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-24 20:10:09.169","updatedAt":"2024-08-24 20:10:09.169"},{"id":"cm08k16g40005y1ldxhmmb8tg","content":"Kinda wanna punch her","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-24 19:49:46.853","updatedAt":"2024-08-24 19:49:46.853"},{"id":"cm08j1ori00036relnb0t9qx1","content":"says**","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cm08isbbw00006relxgu2zl4r","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-24 19:22:10.974","updatedAt":"2024-08-24 19:22:10.974"},{"id":"cm08isbbw00006relxgu2zl4r","content":"How does everything he days is embarrassing?","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-24 19:14:53.66","updatedAt":"2024-08-24 19:14:53.66"},{"id":"cm03ohhhe0000cmk0if41lvcm","content":"Of course I'm the one who has to find out everything in the last moment. What did I expect? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-21 09:55:35.234","updatedAt":"2024-08-21 09:55:35.234"},{"id":"cm03hsq1t0004671vpx2c004m","content":"Why can't you understand for once that I'm rotting away in this house? I'll go insane if I have to stay here for longer. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-21 06:48:22.242","updatedAt":"2024-08-21 06:48:22.242"},{"id":"cm02u2kun000qv9jmy8lupevm","content":"Why does everything I do has to be shadowed by my weight? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-20 19:44:11.28","updatedAt":"2024-08-20 19:44:11.28"},{"id":"cm02lrytq000044ufrt3zbujt","content":"Sometimes I hate that man so fucking much ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-20 15:51:59.246","updatedAt":"2024-08-20 15:51:59.246"},{"id":"cm019eeoy0000qs69i7wsbny3","content":"I wanna throw up ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-19 17:17:45.058","updatedAt":"2024-08-19 17:17:45.058"},{"id":"cm014szlu0000lne611h291br","content":"Heyy <3","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cm014mfn2000711rexn5j9ahe","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-19 15:09:07.266","updatedAt":"2024-08-19 15:09:07.266"},{"id":"clzzz16jx000042bwmopgdwnr","content":"I can't believe I spent an actually good day with my parents ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-18 19:39:45.646","updatedAt":"2024-08-18 19:39:45.646"},{"id":"clzycqlje0006d35568xw733y","content":"I hate this shit","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-17 16:27:54.122","updatedAt":"2024-08-17 16:27:54.122"},{"id":"clzycpn5o0002d3553obu32hf","content":"They make me wanna die ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-17 16:27:09.564","updatedAt":"2024-08-17 16:27:09.564"},{"id":"clzwh8l0h0003lch662v6mmpw","content":"That's just extremely wrong ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clzwboiju0005msfccc5hg70o","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-16 08:58:19.361","updatedAt":"2024-08-16 08:58:19.361"},{"id":"clzvrd5cu000187mnw3ohajkf","content":"Same girl, same ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clzvqnong000013euddfxquie","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-15 20:54:02.334","updatedAt":"2024-08-15 20:54:02.334"},{"id":"clzvpj7ac00058cr8u1qyqou1","content":"The worst in it all is the fact that I actually see myself with him ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-15 20:02:45.541","updatedAt":"2024-08-15 20:02:45.541"},{"id":"clzv7kz9m0002hsoryda35sst","content":"I full heartedly hate the way he talks. Makes me want to rip all my hair out ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-15 11:40:15.371","updatedAt":"2024-08-15 11:40:15.371"},{"id":"clzubz7xy0002f6jx7ujrtfpt","content":"Everything goes suspiciously smooth. Time to get scared? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-14 20:55:32.087","updatedAt":"2024-08-14 20:55:32.087"},{"id":"clzmy0y1y0004uybeqajcq5g3","content":"Nothing changed. Of course it didn't. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-09 16:50:34.727","updatedAt":"2024-08-09 16:50:34.727"},{"id":"clzlw2x2e00009z80lox361us","content":"My dad comes home tonight, shouldn't that make me happy? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-08 23:08:21.35","updatedAt":"2024-08-08 23:08:21.35"},{"id":"clzltp5fn000c5f55c6xpt6bs","content":"We haven't talked in a few months now, but I want to text him and apologize ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-08 22:01:39.779","updatedAt":"2024-08-08 22:01:39.779"},{"id":"clzlibelz0000xj6ep9yuj5xn","content":"If I have to stay in my hometown for any longer I'll go insane bro ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-08 16:43:02.712","updatedAt":"2024-08-08 16:43:02.712"},{"id":"clzcynk760001i2dwu88etjgv","content":"I'm not ready to turn 17. I'm not ready for the upcoming year. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-02 17:10:28.098","updatedAt":"2024-08-02 17:10:28.098"},{"id":"cly6esaiq0007hlo0wkhvwmw4","content":"I disgust myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-07-03 22:27:57.118","updatedAt":"2024-07-03 22:27:57.118"},{"id":"cly6efx8o0000hlo0h9we3moi","content":"It's okay hun, it's natural and everyone has it. You can only get rid of the bad feelings it gives you by accepting it <3","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cly6bys4m00007ipjrxjisq0o","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-07-03 22:18:20.04","updatedAt":"2024-07-03 22:18:20.04"},{"id":"cly6ec4w40000iuvcoaykqc3a","content":"Until it feels right ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cly6bjw800002dl6kmfww5tm6","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-07-03 22:15:23.332","updatedAt":"2024-07-03 22:15:23.332"},{"id":"cly6cd8mc0003botee2na6lqf","content":"I'm so lonely bro","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-07-03 21:20:15.588","updatedAt":"2024-07-03 21:20:15.588"},{"id":"cly0g6jdj0002j94r4bzv24yk","content":"I'm going insane","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-06-29 18:20:24.343","updatedAt":"2024-06-29 18:20:24.343"},{"id":"clxu6c4tr0000xxkvloj87zh7","content":"Eating cereal for dinner with my cousins at my grandparents house is a different feeling bro \nFeels like I'm 9 again ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-06-25 08:58:12.207","updatedAt":"2024-06-25 08:58:12.207"},{"id":"clxj1pjxa0000hqxlpeaahv8h","content":"\"I've got my dad's nose and his tendency to stop calling back\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-06-17 14:03:12.286","updatedAt":"2024-06-17 14:03:12.286"},{"id":"clx6g00ti0000ccy2v62u1612","content":"Of course it's my fault that we're not talking anymore ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-06-08 18:22:15.079","updatedAt":"2024-06-08 18:22:15.079"},{"id":"clx3kg1pc0000q03s7941xzo2","content":"Why can't I find the words to write anymore? Writing used to be my escape, what the fuck is wrong with me now? I need it back ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-06-06 18:03:22.657","updatedAt":"2024-06-06 18:03:22.657"},{"id":"clx3b8sy90008jkrpxbgq0ttt","content":"He looks like a lost puppy ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-06-06 13:45:48.178","updatedAt":"2024-06-06 13:45:48.178"},{"id":"clww7d3tu000355fcz2fdepk7","content":"I just need to survive 3 more weeks ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-06-01 14:22:47.202","updatedAt":"2024-06-01 14:22:47.202"},{"id":"clwuz9kww0000gfhjxdmvlkbd","content":"Should I cut my hair just out of impulse? \nI probably will ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-05-31 17:48:19.617","updatedAt":"2024-05-31 17:48:19.617"},{"id":"clwtobi0b0002rfc27fam6vxp","content":"The girl who I had two full conversations with showed me more affection than anyone from my family could ever do ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-05-30 19:54:07.212","updatedAt":"2024-05-30 19:54:07.212"},{"id":"clwtmkqa30000iv7zj3lctdi6","content":"I always have to realize that my family is incompetent to show love ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-05-30 19:05:18.603","updatedAt":"2024-05-30 19:05:18.603"},{"id":"clwgqpe8p0003kx6dmxvqwgdf","content":"I'm so miserable ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-05-21 18:39:54.458","updatedAt":"2024-05-21 18:39:54.458"},{"id":"clwfutkkz00006w070vvridki","content":"He's a twenty something years old grown ass man (I'm 16) and he makes it be so creepy bro ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clwfcb0nd0000i8dqdn6npgkr","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-05-21 03:47:21.588","updatedAt":"2024-05-21 03:47:21.588"},{"id":"clwfcb0nd0000i8dqdn6npgkr","content":"When I said I want attention, I didn't mean HIS attention ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-05-20 19:09:02.858","updatedAt":"2024-05-20 19:09:02.858"},{"id":"clw85jr2s000014hvjn0ivh57","content":"I finally had to realize I do not belong in his world. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-05-15 18:25:29.812","updatedAt":"2024-05-15 18:25:29.812"},{"id":"clw6r044v0001r79f95w5t2qy","content":"I dont want to live in a hole anymore ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-05-14 18:50:32.815","updatedAt":"2024-05-14 18:50:32.815"},{"id":"clw55rrpz0001efjoufmfeajx","content":"I'm sorry that me seeing you costed your life ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-05-13 16:08:25.368","updatedAt":"2024-05-13 16:08:25.368"},{"id":"clw3hxbv200005od6iahqu7fn","content":"I'm not ok ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-05-12 12:13:07.79","updatedAt":"2024-05-12 12:13:07.79"},{"id":"clvqhxrht0000ng8dch385l9i","content":"I am supposed to feel better now ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-05-03 09:52:27.762","updatedAt":"2024-05-03 09:52:27.762"},{"id":"clvh2a2y90000xtco8tpxd9dw","content":"I overheard the girlfriend and a friend of my friends crush trying to ironically convince him about confessing to my friend. Do I tell her knowing how low her self esteem is and it'll break her or du I just shut up? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-26 19:24:13.042","updatedAt":"2024-04-26 19:24:13.042"},{"id":"clvdriuqe00009v6371y0cwp1","content":"Will I ever feel something else towards myself except shame? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-24 11:59:47.991","updatedAt":"2024-04-24 11:59:47.991"},{"id":"clv8n2bsq0000vb89dkowqbav","content":"Why do I feel like this again?\nPlease just let me live ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-20 21:56:07.61","updatedAt":"2024-04-20 21:56:07.61"},{"id":"clv8mmkwz0002w5gdoeh286e1","content":"I'm so lonely","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-20 21:43:52.932","updatedAt":"2024-04-20 21:43:52.932"},{"id":"clv8ennm30000qy3tbetj9pyr","content":"It happend what I asked for, then why does it kinda hurts? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-20 18:00:46.155","updatedAt":"2024-04-20 18:00:46.155"},{"id":"cluzmu7p700031zhsv4rgbpe9","content":"\"how to stop being deeply embarrassed of your entire existence?\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-14 14:39:53.467","updatedAt":"2024-04-14 14:39:53.467"},{"id":"cluyhcnaz0000f9ac46tqnyki","content":"I saw my friends' sh scars today ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-13 19:18:29.628","updatedAt":"2024-04-13 19:18:29.628"},{"id":"cluvf8amr00028hggkg1c2542","content":"I'm so lonely it physically hurts","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-11 15:55:48.82","updatedAt":"2024-04-11 15:55:48.82"},{"id":"cluu8fotr0000cenyqvps7uip","content":"I just want to live without this God damn anxiety. Is that too much to ask for? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-10 19:57:50.319","updatedAt":"2024-04-10 19:57:50.319"},{"id":"cluswpj910001m5wvvudtmnj8","content":"Please tell me I still have reasons to live ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-09 21:41:48.085","updatedAt":"2024-04-09 21:41:48.085"},{"id":"cluswm35t00016p6sm53pwrdz","content":"Same here ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clusoi80a00013ty99gmgdnbj","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-09 21:39:07.266","updatedAt":"2024-04-09 21:39:07.266"},{"id":"cluswl2120000m5wv2bxpy589","content":"Of course you can do better honey <33","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clusv9pco0000mj7w556pmaf8","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-09 21:38:19.142","updatedAt":"2024-04-09 21:38:19.142"},{"id":"clusvgqy90000234pi8goje3j","content":"Why can't he change? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-09 21:06:58.545","updatedAt":"2024-04-09 21:06:58.545"},{"id":"clusus1pj0000mm9qkontttbp","content":"Kill me please ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-09 20:47:46.088","updatedAt":"2024-04-09 20:47:46.088"},{"id":"cluso263n0000u75dw0kijgoy","content":"Anyone in the mood to just hop on a plane and to travel around another country and never come back? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-09 17:39:41.027","updatedAt":"2024-04-09 17:39:41.027"},{"id":"clurhvaq20000g8rsq9cz9ann","content":"I can't believe we actually talked things out ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-08 21:58:36.555","updatedAt":"2024-04-08 21:58:36.555"},{"id":"clur6f6100000dmeh6rebn6qz","content":"I dont believe I'm lovable that's why u push people away ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-08 16:38:08.196","updatedAt":"2024-04-08 16:38:08.196"},{"id":"clur23s2q0006k0tsmfo5td9a","content":"The way I was begging him to hate me ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-08 14:37:18.434","updatedAt":"2024-04-08 14:37:18.434"},{"id":"cluj8pdx60000hbg2ztbgivo3","content":"I want to die ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-03 03:19:54.81","updatedAt":"2024-04-03 03:19:54.81"},{"id":"cluh4bybl000115npghddmbfx","content":"Kill me please ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-01 15:41:57.249","updatedAt":"2024-04-01 15:41:57.249"},{"id":"clubomtk50002la08juykykxa","content":"Can't he just once do what he says he will? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-03-28 20:23:39.557","updatedAt":"2024-03-28 20:23:39.557"},{"id":"clu7k1u8j0000ky080apy8mys","content":"I dispise myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-03-25 23:04:17.492","updatedAt":"2024-03-25 23:04:17.492"},{"id":"clu7ez8ik0000jw08p2cz23im","content":"Why do I depend so much on him? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-03-25 20:42:17.949","updatedAt":"2024-03-25 20:42:17.949"},{"id":"clu7asedt0000jz08tvmgxicr","content":"I hate ír when my dad is at home ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-03-25 18:45:00.498","updatedAt":"2024-03-25 18:45:00.498"},{"id":"clu2nrq6j000gl208buckk8cq","content":"I'm so freaking scared to go to this bd party, I nearly now anyone there. I don't even know why I was invited. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-03-22 12:49:33.26","updatedAt":"2024-03-22 12:49:33.26"},{"id":"cltulj5x40002ji08as849v4h","content":"I'm scared to live ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-03-16 21:24:45.113","updatedAt":"2024-03-16 21:24:45.113"},{"id":"clttu6s4y0004l808cr4ij2zn","content":"\"I miss talking to you\" \nwe didn't talked for 2 days ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-03-16 08:39:17.747","updatedAt":"2024-03-16 08:39:17.747"},{"id":"cltsyvfsr0000l908d3i9qcc0","content":"Why the fuck can't I just get over you dude? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-03-15 18:02:40.443","updatedAt":"2024-03-15 18:02:40.443"},{"id":"cltnw5q590000jt08yyhftt58","content":"Do I tell him the reason why won't I talk to him anymore or I just leave without a word? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-03-12 04:47:50.686","updatedAt":"2024-03-12 04:47:50.686"},{"id":"cltnhkcdj0000l7082l98943w","content":"I should stop talking to him before I get even more attached ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-03-11 21:59:18.439","updatedAt":"2024-03-11 21:59:18.439"},{"id":"cltkl9dvh0002jq080dqva5y7","content":"Please let me feel alive ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-03-09 21:19:27.101","updatedAt":"2024-03-09 21:19:27.101"},{"id":"cltj2qr0u0000kz08g0jwe2b6","content":"Why do I have an identity crisis every 2 days ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-03-08 19:53:18.414","updatedAt":"2024-03-08 19:53:18.414"},{"id":"clt977itg000jla08dze5skt9","content":"I'm a horrible person ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-03-01 22:00:37.636","updatedAt":"2024-03-01 22:00:37.636"},{"id":"clt7ndhj60009jf08voqv3g1x","content":"I'm so fucking scared ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-29 19:57:37.411","updatedAt":"2024-02-29 19:57:37.411"},{"id":"clt7mf4ks0001l60854uebr8s","content":"I can't do this shit ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-29 19:30:54.316","updatedAt":"2024-02-29 19:30:54.316"},{"id":"clt7c9e1w0000jq08uwng55w2","content":"Why do I have to live with this fucking anxiety? I can't stand it anymore ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-29 14:46:30.5","updatedAt":"2024-02-29 14:46:30.5"},{"id":"clt64hb6k0000jn085i2g7237","content":"I should just overdose myself already ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-28 18:20:56.925","updatedAt":"2024-02-28 18:20:56.925"},{"id":"clt5ww4pi0006ju0a4hyf19na","content":"These fucking pill are helping nothing with my anxiety ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-28 14:48:31.446","updatedAt":"2024-02-28 14:48:31.446"},{"id":"clsz31w8m0005l908gyp8pawc","content":"I don't deserve anything ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-23 20:06:34.87","updatedAt":"2024-02-23 20:06:34.87"},{"id":"clsz2pbfv0000jy083cwzx44j","content":"I'll never be able to live up to anyone's expectations \nI'm such a fool","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-23 19:56:48.043","updatedAt":"2024-02-23 19:56:48.043"},{"id":"clsz1se3a0002id08a80owi8z","content":"I'm not good enough ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-23 19:31:11.83","updatedAt":"2024-02-23 19:31:11.83"},{"id":"clsximvp10002lj08613an4g9","content":"What? Now ur trying to act like a dad? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-22 17:47:15.83","updatedAt":"2024-02-22 17:47:15.83"},{"id":"clsrvmi710000l309yk9w9c38","content":"I'm scared to see the world because that means I'll need to see the pain in people's eyes, and that physically hurts my soul. \nI swear to God it's like a needle in my heart. \n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-18 19:04:16.285","updatedAt":"2024-02-18 19:04:16.285"},{"id":"clsgfghxv0000l408wjks0ghs","content":"I so fucking much hate myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-10 18:46:14.227","updatedAt":"2024-02-10 18:46:14.227"},{"id":"clse5ojz60002l40818k16s4i","content":"I can't do this ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-09 04:37:01.603","updatedAt":"2024-02-09 04:37:01.603"},{"id":"clsdp41cw0005jr08l0uj25qt","content":"Why can't I just fucking die already ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-08 20:53:10.496","updatedAt":"2024-02-08 20:53:10.496"},{"id":"clsdosv380000jr08qnc981nr","content":"Kill me please ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-08 20:44:29.157","updatedAt":"2024-02-08 20:44:29.157"},{"id":"cls1apwlz0002jr08hgrrz595","content":"Here we go again waking up in panic attacks ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-31 04:37:02.423","updatedAt":"2024-01-31 04:37:02.423"},{"id":"clrwkd30a000cl8085pom6q9r","content":"The days are just passing by ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-27 21:08:09.467","updatedAt":"2024-01-27 21:08:09.467"},{"id":"clrrp4wlc0000kz08wmaxyts4","content":"I need to throw up but I can't fuck","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-24 11:22:55.104","updatedAt":"2024-01-24 11:22:55.104"},{"id":"clrpbuxss0003k008zup8f0j3","content":"No wonder people hate me","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-22 19:35:42.749","updatedAt":"2024-01-22 19:35:42.749"},{"id":"clrpbupat0002kz0832xblhyt","content":"I'm so sick of myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-22 19:35:31.734","updatedAt":"2024-01-22 19:35:31.734"},{"id":"clrhs9jfa0000kx08r5i2mmse","content":"I want to cry","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-17 12:52:48.407","updatedAt":"2024-01-17 12:52:48.407"},{"id":"clrff7uh80000l508ybp9rsoe","content":"What is wrong with me? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-15 21:12:02.061","updatedAt":"2024-01-15 21:12:02.061"},{"id":"clrf359vp0000ig08julwvc9u","content":"For once in my life let me get what I want ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-15 15:34:06.662","updatedAt":"2024-01-15 15:34:06.662"},{"id":"clrcmkq6y0004l108tvecy23t","content":"My roman empire is the guy who traveld across the country just to see me but I never showed up. \nI'm a fucking horrible person ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-13 22:14:41.818","updatedAt":"2024-01-13 22:14:41.818"},{"id":"clrapah090000l308ezfssokh","content":"I want to be loved too, I do not deserve it? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-12 13:55:09.849","updatedAt":"2024-01-12 13:55:09.849"},{"id":"clrajv2bc0000jy087ehh68fq","content":"My crush probably likes my best friend which I understand cuz she's perfect in every way possible but it hurts","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-12 11:23:12.888","updatedAt":"2024-01-12 11:23:12.888"},{"id":"clr84nxw30000l9083g0wv2ua","content":"I can't stand myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-10 18:42:13.971","updatedAt":"2024-01-10 18:42:13.971"},{"id":"clr6uz2iu0000im0avhzmhe1n","content":"Ur hands touching mine disgusts me so bad","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-09 21:23:10.854","updatedAt":"2024-01-09 21:23:10.854"},{"id":"clr2b7yt70000l6086bvki2c5","content":"I have to starve again ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-06 16:59:08.923","updatedAt":"2024-01-06 16:59:08.923"},{"id":"clr0mlgnk0003ju08rxijwc9c","content":"Being at home gives me more anxiety than being at school, isn't that ironic? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-05 12:42:02.001","updatedAt":"2024-01-05 12:42:02.001"},{"id":"clqzwb83p0000l1088psi7y7d","content":"No one will ever love me ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-05 00:26:14.341","updatedAt":"2024-01-05 00:26:14.341"},{"id":"clqy97pts0002l908i5i3er8u","content":"Kill me or I'll kill myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-03 20:51:53.344","updatedAt":"2024-01-03 20:51:53.344"},{"id":"clqy8vcau0000l908ctz8z1p7","content":"I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here u hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here i hate it here i hate it here I hate it I so fucking hate it here \nespecially when you are around ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-03 20:42:15.943","updatedAt":"2024-01-03 20:42:15.943"},{"id":"clqy3l7sh0003lh08g7fg3wg6","content":"I'm gonna pack my things and leave u behind. This feeling's old and I know that I made up my mind. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-03 18:14:25.458","updatedAt":"2024-01-03 18:14:25.458"},{"id":"clqxzb9m30000jv08x7isc5gl","content":"Idk how much longer I can take ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-03 16:14:42.795","updatedAt":"2024-01-03 16:14:42.795"},{"id":"clqxtuwaa000bjs08fa4c557j","content":"Swearing on your honor won't change a thing ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-03 13:42:00.947","updatedAt":"2024-01-03 13:42:00.947"},{"id":"clqvsz1zb0002js08polio4vx","content":"I couldn't fall asleep all night ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-02 03:41:42.984","updatedAt":"2024-01-02 03:41:42.984"},{"id":"clqsjd97u0000jg08h4n4kty0","content":"I'm going crazy ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-30 20:49:30.859","updatedAt":"2023-12-30 20:49:30.859"},{"id":"clqsgepq10000lb08l41roxn8","content":"I dont like him, I like the guy I dream with every night ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-30 19:26:40.057","updatedAt":"2023-12-30 19:26:40.057"},{"id":"clqqumuug0002l308jm0mjxpn","content":"Why the hell is my heart racing like this? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-29 16:29:22.217","updatedAt":"2023-12-29 16:29:22.217"},{"id":"clqpk0pic0006js08sxt2rbur","content":"And we're acting like nothing happened, like we always do ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-28 18:44:26.532","updatedAt":"2023-12-28 18:44:26.532"},{"id":"clqpcplip0007jq0844855qjj","content":"Female rage is listening to ur father while he's having a speech about how unfair is it to want a man not to choose his alcohol addiction instead of his family. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-28 15:19:50.834","updatedAt":"2023-12-28 15:19:50.834"},{"id":"clqp9mgsj0002jw08c5oa2pcy","content":"Sometimes I so fucking hate my father ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-28 13:53:25.891","updatedAt":"2023-12-28 13:53:25.891"},{"id":"clqocs5be0005k008tbym80xi","content":"I have no chances to find someone to be together with ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-27 22:34:03.626","updatedAt":"2023-12-27 22:34:03.626"},{"id":"clqnfot810000le081ws0o3w6","content":"I've been dreaming with him recently wtf? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-27 07:07:40.657","updatedAt":"2023-12-27 07:07:40.657"},{"id":"clqli4myz0001js08ay1h72jp","content":"funny how my love language is physical touch but I'm starting to feel disgusted by physical touch","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-25 22:40:25.931","updatedAt":"2023-12-25 22:40:25.931"},{"id":"clqjsoli90004ld08syt1fkyu","content":"Merry Christmas <3\nTake care everyone~","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-24 18:00:20.961","updatedAt":"2023-12-24 18:00:20.961"},{"id":"clqidba8p0000l508y7skhjh8","content":"\"Ur always beside me\" \ncompared to u","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-23 18:02:19.418","updatedAt":"2023-12-23 18:02:19.418"},{"id":"clqibe6j00000jp087m6z6q2d","content":"I should just kill myself already ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-23 17:08:35.34","updatedAt":"2023-12-23 17:08:35.34"},{"id":"clqi7nybz0005l408nbh9pes3","content":"Some things cannot change. How was I even capable of believing otherwise? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-23 15:24:12.815","updatedAt":"2023-12-23 15:24:12.815"},{"id":"clqi7dbln0001l408oy4tziy1","content":"I spoke too soon ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-23 15:15:56.795","updatedAt":"2023-12-23 15:15:56.795"},{"id":"clqh0rsh90000jt09zd1jm749","content":"My family is acting like a family, it's creeping the hell out of me ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-22 19:23:28.365","updatedAt":"2023-12-22 19:23:28.365"},{"id":"clqgzuj490005l508xa70hcpo","content":"Let me get the fuck over him ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-22 18:57:36.586","updatedAt":"2023-12-22 18:57:36.586"},{"id":"clqfe2pd30000l508mjacoa75","content":"\"I look so bad\" \n\"No, u don't! Ur beautiful and if that makes u feel better u can't look as bad as I do\" \n\"Yes, I know but still.\" \nF u ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-21 16:00:20.199","updatedAt":"2023-12-21 16:00:20.199"},{"id":"clqe3x0mc0000jx08mnmzu0gm","content":"How many times did u promised? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-20 18:28:12.516","updatedAt":"2023-12-20 18:28:12.516"},{"id":"clqcl7eo10003jo08z6dle9i6","content":"I know I don't have chances so why do I even bother? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-19 16:56:38.401","updatedAt":"2023-12-19 16:56:38.401"},{"id":"clqbekl8f0014jo097vmyoy3c","content":"I'm going to die alone rotting in my own misery :))","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-18 21:03:09.952","updatedAt":"2023-12-18 21:03:09.952"},{"id":"clq6y74ki0001ju08ypqep038","content":"I'm so fucking burned-out ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-15 18:13:43.267","updatedAt":"2023-12-15 18:13:43.267"},{"id":"clq6xfphi0003jk08hu2gtj1f","content":"It's not my actual name, just a nickname I gave myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clq5jzbty0002ld08dl13asfu","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-15 17:52:24.006","updatedAt":"2023-12-15 17:52:24.006"},{"id":"clq6xdiwi0000jk089e5zot34","content":"Who am I even trying to convince at this point?","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-15 17:50:42.162","updatedAt":"2023-12-15 17:50:42.162"},{"id":"clq5jzbty0002ld08dl13asfu","content":"\"Everyone has anxiety, get over it\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-14 18:47:58.63","updatedAt":"2023-12-14 18:47:58.63"},{"id":"clq3a7wz00006jr08p01kxe9v","content":"Everybody's falling in love and I'm falling behind ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-13 04:39:10.765","updatedAt":"2023-12-13 04:39:10.765"},{"id":"clpsslt8z0000l608u0zoilfc","content":"I deserve nothing ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-05 20:28:24.276","updatedAt":"2023-12-05 20:28:24.276"},{"id":"clppp3lyn0000l508hud2rm5o","content":"My soul crashes for sweet old people ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-03 16:26:57.648","updatedAt":"2023-12-03 16:26:57.648"},{"id":"clppj97fq0000jt08zpp8sbta","content":"Knock knock knock hello? \nUr future needs you\nUr future needs you \nUr future needs you \nDon't give up \nDon't give up \nPlease ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-03 13:43:21.062","updatedAt":"2023-12-03 13:43:21.062"},{"id":"clpl5ijab0000l5080euk7avl","content":"Today is my ex bestfriend's birthday","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-30 12:07:36.995","updatedAt":"2023-11-30 12:07:36.995"},{"id":"clphf2a480000l3087tmi6ymx","content":"I can't do anything properly ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-27 21:23:50.072","updatedAt":"2023-11-27 21:23:50.072"},{"id":"clpbgntgy0000jp08ettwhk3y","content":"U say u like my body the way it is but I want u to like the way I think, the way I talk. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-23 17:21:57.49","updatedAt":"2023-11-23 17:21:57.49"},{"id":"clpap5k8p0000l608x5ohha5b","content":"I want one day when I don't wake up with pain in my chest. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-23 04:31:56.09","updatedAt":"2023-11-23 04:31:56.09"},{"id":"clp7c4lvp0000jz08ixduiq1i","content":"Some kind words can actually matter for some people 💕","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-20 20:03:58.022","updatedAt":"2023-11-20 20:03:58.022"},{"id":"clp1l9am00001jq08snghkghj","content":"I disgust myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-16 19:32:56.184","updatedAt":"2023-11-16 19:32:56.184"},{"id":"clp1l92ue0001l00901ynm9m5","content":"I deserve nothing ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-16 19:32:46.119","updatedAt":"2023-11-16 19:32:46.119"},{"id":"clp17so4l0006lb08i92vehbo","content":"I'm so mad at myself gosh ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-16 13:16:05.542","updatedAt":"2023-11-16 13:16:05.542"},{"id":"cloyl6nbc0000l40arvwp6bxf","content":"I too often burn out ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-14 17:07:34.153","updatedAt":"2023-11-14 17:07:34.153"},{"id":"clovzvup30009js08x3nsfv3w","content":"I hate to exist with myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-12 21:35:46.215","updatedAt":"2023-11-12 21:35:46.215"},{"id":"closywten0000l208lenucd6x","content":"Today I pretended to be an extrovert. \nSo weird that I actually liked it. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-10 18:45:13.055","updatedAt":"2023-11-10 18:45:13.055"},{"id":"clos4glj40000l508ru6d1dv6","content":"I deserve nothing. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-10 04:32:47.872","updatedAt":"2023-11-10 04:32:47.872"},{"id":"clorn8yip0000l108813j7b5d","content":"Ofc I'm the bad guy ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-09 20:30:57.985","updatedAt":"2023-11-09 20:30:57.985"},{"id":"clorllsda0000l708djg7tdwz","content":"\"U know u hurt him with what u said right? He was barely able to eat.\"\nAnd u think he didn't hurt me? Or that he didn't made me disgusted of the food? Who the fuck cares about that right? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-09 19:44:57.31","updatedAt":"2023-11-09 19:44:57.31"},{"id":"clorjgm4y0000jr087ieu6rhc","content":"What do I have to do to deserve love? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-09 18:44:56.722","updatedAt":"2023-11-09 18:44:56.722"},{"id":"clorf8ga10003jw086yxttpp5","content":"My best friend likes the guy I like :)","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-09 16:46:37.417","updatedAt":"2023-11-09 16:46:37.417"},{"id":"clon7bn6n0000l6082b5q9iwi","content":"I slept 3 hours last night\nWhat's wrong with me all of a sudden? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-06 17:54:04.704","updatedAt":"2023-11-06 17:54:04.704"},{"id":"clom2o1tf0002l508xfhxty3a","content":"I dont know what the fuck to do anymore ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-05 22:55:59.283","updatedAt":"2023-11-05 22:55:59.283"},{"id":"clolso7ig0000js087zsxawx3","content":"For ur knowledge: I'm gonna cry myself to sleep tonight ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-05 18:16:10.504","updatedAt":"2023-11-05 18:16:10.504"},{"id":"clolreqx90000jx08b4tth8fo","content":"Ofcourse u don't keep ur promises. Why would u? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-05 17:40:49.485","updatedAt":"2023-11-05 17:40:49.485"},{"id":"cloiwo0lf0003jq08amqkzgpt","content":"I can't even concentrate like this ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-03 17:44:41.475","updatedAt":"2023-11-03 17:44:41.475"},{"id":"cloip0ppu0000lb08zu6o5zmr","content":"I'm just wasting makeup and the money I spend on makeup ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-03 14:10:36.979","updatedAt":"2023-11-03 14:10:36.979"},{"id":"cloioyiy10001l208t37lclyd","content":"Lipstick on a pig","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-03 14:08:54.889","updatedAt":"2023-11-03 14:08:54.889"},{"id":"cloh8zdlk0003l108zwwx9a8g","content":"I need to be better ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-02 13:53:54.584","updatedAt":"2023-11-02 13:53:54.584"},{"id":"clog35zml0000lg08k8u3dngd","content":"I can't stop eating. I feel sick ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-01 18:23:19.198","updatedAt":"2023-11-01 18:23:19.198"},{"id":"cloeul0ne0000l008wmknxmia","content":"Wish I had the confidence my dad thinks I have ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-31 21:35:17.633","updatedAt":"2023-10-31 21:35:17.633"},{"id":"clobzl6pw0000ie086a6k45s3","content":"What the fuck do I do with my life after highschool? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-29 21:32:05.06","updatedAt":"2023-10-29 21:32:05.06"},{"id":"clo915jx30003m7082l263jyi","content":"I needed seven years, u only needed two ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-27 19:52:36.376","updatedAt":"2023-10-27 19:52:36.376"},{"id":"clo8jo73t0005la08fbb0c7v3","content":"ITS OVER \nI DID IT ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-27 11:43:13.145","updatedAt":"2023-10-27 11:43:13.145"},{"id":"clo7mhe450000l108nzutbktr","content":"Year by year it's geting worse. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-26 20:14:08.309","updatedAt":"2023-10-26 20:14:08.309"},{"id":"clo7lyaem0002mk08xwxuk0mx","content":"After months of not being able to cry, I finally was able to. \n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-26 19:59:17.038","updatedAt":"2023-10-26 19:59:17.038"},{"id":"clo5z4zz30000l508gfer75vi","content":"\"If ur that stressed about it u should take a pill or something\" \n\nI've been taking anxiety pills without u knowing about it for like 2 months with no results at all but it's ok ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-25 16:32:52.768","updatedAt":"2023-10-25 16:32:52.768"},{"id":"clo57bqyi0000me08wr6r8rf4","content":"Woke up with the thought: I wanna kms","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-25 03:34:18.427","updatedAt":"2023-10-25 03:34:18.427"},{"id":"clo4kr8bg0000l6089uyhs9wf","content":"Guess who's crying herself to sleep? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-24 17:02:29.596","updatedAt":"2023-10-24 17:02:29.596"},{"id":"clo4h3w7e0004mp087zicd8fb","content":"I hate this fucking shit ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-24 15:20:21.962","updatedAt":"2023-10-24 15:20:21.962"},{"id":"clo39dhh00001jy0844ac2ymb","content":"3/21 ; 18 more to go ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-23 18:56:06.324","updatedAt":"2023-10-23 18:56:06.324"},{"id":"clo32kba60000my08v6sdzbxi","content":"Anxious ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clo31ip6r0002mj08hl099zv0","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-23 15:45:27.582","updatedAt":"2023-10-23 15:45:27.582"},{"id":"clo2ynuff0002l109um3kb92l","content":"If only pills would help..","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-23 13:56:13.9","updatedAt":"2023-10-23 13:56:13.9"},{"id":"clnzveie70000l708ajwy2her","content":"My dad's coming home today..","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-21 10:01:41.023","updatedAt":"2023-10-21 10:01:41.023"},{"id":"clnyyp1u40001mg082jhdcu2t","content":"I can only hope she doesn't hate me ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-20 18:46:05.452","updatedAt":"2023-10-20 18:46:05.452"},{"id":"clnv8zfyy0000ld08o0sq6gj7","content":"I cannot do it. I just can't. I'm scared ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-18 04:23:01.786","updatedAt":"2023-10-18 04:23:01.786"},{"id":"clnu7khxz0000gn09o2tzad57","content":"Full heartedly ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clnu4zt890000l108adxcju8j","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-17 10:55:38.711","updatedAt":"2023-10-17 10:55:38.711"},{"id":"clntv8cye0000lc081hvayqhp","content":"I dont have the nerves for this shit ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-17 05:10:16.982","updatedAt":"2023-10-17 05:10:16.982"},{"id":"clnt94d4n0000lc083pt2yeqi","content":"I hate school presentations.","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-16 18:51:19.022","updatedAt":"2023-10-16 18:51:19.022"},{"id":"clnrtr70a0000mj08tm14oqra","content":"I'm not hungry but I can't stop eating ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-15 18:53:24.155","updatedAt":"2023-10-15 18:53:24.155"},{"id":"clnqfvxzq0000l5086eiy3fns","content":"I hate this shit","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-14 19:37:24.951","updatedAt":"2023-10-14 19:37:24.951"},{"id":"clnn1ahhy0000kx08cltf52gl","content":"I disgust myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-12 10:25:30.647","updatedAt":"2023-10-12 10:25:30.647"},{"id":"clnmqm6pw0000li09dfrl8dcd","content":"What got into me? I should be excited. I should be happy. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-12 05:26:40.772","updatedAt":"2023-10-12 05:26:40.772"},{"id":"clnm6s4m30000mr0867jq1ilc","content":"Today I burned every single poem/monolog I've ever written. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-11 20:11:25.659","updatedAt":"2023-10-11 20:11:25.659"},{"id":"clnm4y07s0003md08tykorvig","content":"What was I up to when I agreed to a two days trip with my school? What got into me? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-11 19:20:00.664","updatedAt":"2023-10-11 19:20:00.664"},{"id":"clnm4w0l90000md08e2w0auk0","content":"I'm tired of being alone but I cannot stand not being alone. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-11 19:18:27.838","updatedAt":"2023-10-11 19:18:27.838"},{"id":"clnm4pgls0000la08krqu9kz1","content":"How do u know who u are? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-11 19:13:22.001","updatedAt":"2023-10-11 19:13:22.001"},{"id":"clnlwi94t0002mc08igpn58bv","content":"Kinda wanna rip my hair out ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-11 15:23:48.797","updatedAt":"2023-10-11 15:23:48.797"},{"id":"clnlmr4s60003lb08nl71hye3","content":"My hands are shaking while I hold my truth in my hands. The truth I'll never be able to say. The truth no one wants to see. The truth I have to hide. The truth I need to get rid of right now. But how? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-11 10:50:46.902","updatedAt":"2023-10-11 10:50:46.902"},{"id":"clnkriud20002js08sbx1vd3a","content":"What am I doing wrong? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-10 20:16:32.054","updatedAt":"2023-10-10 20:16:32.054"},{"id":"clnkpougk0003lb08ilie8nyn","content":"Just had a cold shower of loneliness ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-10 19:25:12.884","updatedAt":"2023-10-10 19:25:12.884"},{"id":"clnkotacf0000ma099y71ciqn","content":"Will I ever experience any kind of teenage love?","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-10 19:00:40.48","updatedAt":"2023-10-10 19:00:40.48"},{"id":"clnj01zv60000mg087ckf5be4","content":"Made the horrendous decision to sit down a few meters away from an old lady in the park while she was eating alone. It broke my soul. \nAfterwards she asked me to buy her some medicine because her legs hurt too much to walk till the pharmacy. She only gave me half of the price but I wasn't capable to tell her that. I physically couldn't. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-09 14:39:50.182","updatedAt":"2023-10-09 14:39:50.182"},{"id":"clnhv7mq40000l5086hec6iyf","content":"I know she would be proud","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-08 19:36:28.876","updatedAt":"2023-10-08 19:36:28.876"},{"id":"clnapsknf0001jz099wdzyrxa","content":"What am I even trying for by now? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-03 19:30:25.035","updatedAt":"2023-10-03 19:30:25.035"},{"id":"clnaigony0000l708txhw5yac","content":"I disgust myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-03 16:05:13.054","updatedAt":"2023-10-03 16:05:13.054"},{"id":"clnahpt8r0004l6084g83182b","content":"I'm so fucking stupid ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-03 15:44:19.275","updatedAt":"2023-10-03 15:44:19.275"},{"id":"clnacdk8z0001mv0842awtge8","content":"I'm such a horrible person ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-03 13:14:49.668","updatedAt":"2023-10-03 13:14:49.668"},{"id":"cln9594fb0000lg081zhx53sq","content":"I got so used to have what I have \nTo never worry about my health \nTo always get for what I ask \nTo never care for someone else \n\nSelfish thing to do I know really well\nBut how could I not when I know myself less and less? \n\nI want to be thankful for what I have \nTo appreciate my great health \nTo do more than ask \nTo learn to care for someone else\n\nCare for people I don't know \nPray for those who are feeling low \nFor those who deserve more \n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-02 17:07:39.047","updatedAt":"2023-10-02 17:07:39.047"},{"id":"cln7p5gof0000la089m0nogim","content":"My hands and my voice are already shaking asf","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-01 16:49:08.271","updatedAt":"2023-10-01 16:49:08.271"},{"id":"cln7mqdk20000mj085qxd8zrs","content":"Feels good the pure anxiety school gives ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-01 15:41:25.155","updatedAt":"2023-10-01 15:41:25.155"},{"id":"cln4t3fat0000kz08zfvm1bk4","content":"Your future needs you. Your future needs you. Your future needs you. Your future needs you. Don't give up. Don't give up. Don't give up. Don't give up. Please. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-29 16:16:13.109","updatedAt":"2023-09-29 16:16:13.109"},{"id":"cln444ek30002mm086s7qg3v1","content":"I dreamed that I was seeing a psycholog loll","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-29 04:37:08.404","updatedAt":"2023-09-29 04:37:08.404"},{"id":"cln2855wz0002kx082m6nn0bd","content":"Please teach me how to find the strength in myself to stop, clean up and start over again ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-27 20:54:09.971","updatedAt":"2023-09-27 20:54:09.971"},{"id":"cln22l5gr0000mm084jfd0xvl","content":"I binged. I wanna throw up. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-27 18:18:38.188","updatedAt":"2023-09-27 18:18:38.188"},{"id":"cln0q75tf0000k008e2agtard","content":"\"Ur too much\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-26 19:44:03.891","updatedAt":"2023-09-26 19:44:03.891"},{"id":"cln0ogrl10004mg08xoz0sdi1","content":"What if my feelings aren't mine? \nWhat if my feelings are only the reflections of the books I've read, the videos or the movies I saw? \nWhat if I'm just steeling the emotions of the people I talked to? \n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-26 18:55:32.773","updatedAt":"2023-09-26 18:55:32.773"},{"id":"clmxpdvp40000jq08yusd4n09","content":"\"It has to be perfect. It has to be irreplaceable in every way.\"\n\n\"Why?\"\n\n\"To make up for it. To make up for the fact that it's me.\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-24 16:57:59.214","updatedAt":"2023-09-24 16:57:59.214"},{"id":"clmx6a1z50000l908gqcmvqtv","content":"I'm so unlovable ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-24 08:03:08.033","updatedAt":"2023-09-24 08:03:08.033"},{"id":"clmtjulpx0000jt08o9csd1jc","content":"Please, I'm tired","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-21 19:11:57.045","updatedAt":"2023-09-21 19:11:57.045"},{"id":"clmt8x2ci0000lf0884saq3dd","content":"I look disgusting. I look disgusting. I look disgusting. I look disgusting. I look disgusting. I feel disgusting. I look disgusting. I look disgusting. I feel disgusting. Fuck ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-21 14:05:56.131","updatedAt":"2023-09-21 14:05:56.131"},{"id":"clms20ux80000lb08twtv3fyp","content":"I'm better now (I drown myself into unnecessary studying just to keep myself occupied) ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-20 18:05:09.645","updatedAt":"2023-09-20 18:05:09.645"},{"id":"clms0tr9j0005me08v20jkvw9","content":"I've never heard ur point of view.\nI never wanted to.\nAnd even tho I know my truth, \nNow I want to know urs too. \nI want to know what I did wrong, \nWhat can I change in the future. \nJust to be a better person. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-20 17:31:38.696","updatedAt":"2023-09-20 17:31:38.696"},{"id":"clmqnkxgy0001ml0847k6nfc1","content":"I'd like to belive I'm a good person but then I remember the amount of hate I feel whenever ur around even if ur doing nothing. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-19 18:33:05.651","updatedAt":"2023-09-19 18:33:05.651"},{"id":"clmlyf8ww0002lb08quhnq1mh","content":"How wrong is that I feel safe in a hospital? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-16 11:37:45.44","updatedAt":"2023-09-16 11:37:45.44"},{"id":"clmkraczo0000la08fofonfw9","content":"I hate my anxiety ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-15 15:30:13.956","updatedAt":"2023-09-15 15:30:13.956"},{"id":"clmi3h7d60002mg08rxmybmay","content":"I was okay. What the fuck happened? What's wrong with me? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-13 18:48:10.122","updatedAt":"2023-09-13 18:48:10.122"},{"id":"clmi2om5x0000md0825qdcbl1","content":"It's always one step forward and three steps back ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-13 18:25:56.277","updatedAt":"2023-09-13 18:25:56.277"},{"id":"clmf85ied000al00894k2zpo5","content":"I can't believe I'm doing better ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-11 18:35:44.102","updatedAt":"2023-09-11 18:35:44.102"},{"id":"clmer0f8u0000la08k9ev0l58","content":"It's so fun to pretend I don't have anxiety :))","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-11 10:35:53.262","updatedAt":"2023-09-11 10:35:53.262"},{"id":"clm8655jw0000lb08jqtzwxhi","content":"I have everything my younger self wanted ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-06 20:05:04.989","updatedAt":"2023-09-06 20:05:04.989"},{"id":"clm6ewy7q000amt086m4nb00t","content":"I'm doing better \nI made it to September \nI can finally breath~~","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-05 14:35:06.422","updatedAt":"2023-09-05 14:35:06.422"},{"id":"clm3j97nv0000ij08one3vc3t","content":"Watching u walk out that door its like I'm watching my peace come in. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-03 14:13:18.476","updatedAt":"2023-09-03 14:13:18.476"},{"id":"clm34mzo90000l508w7g68t4x","content":"\"De, jaj, nem tudok így maradni, \nSzeretném magam megmutatni,\nHogy látva lássanak \nEzért minden: önkínzás, ének\nSzeretném hogyha szeretnének \nS lennék valakié..\" \n -Ady Endre- ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-03 07:24:07.065","updatedAt":"2023-09-03 07:24:07.065"},{"id":"clm1158wv0000mo081oq3q6xb","content":"Fake it till u make it ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-01 20:10:48.031","updatedAt":"2023-09-01 20:10:48.031"},{"id":"cllz8nais0006jw08yqlko6r1","content":"Loud whispers under ur breath that u make sure everyone can hear, knowing damn well how that will make me feel. \nAnd still, u are the overthinker, scared of what people will think, not receiving the amount of love u give. Give to who? \nNot a single kind word you've had while we were \"friends\", the amount of conversations u had behind my back. I don't even wanna know. \nIt's a relief ur not part of my life anymore. I hear not a single whisper, nothing about those conversations like a while ago. It's quite. \nBeyond that, ur still in the back of head, fighting not to leave. Whispering, like u always did. \n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-31 14:05:14.885","updatedAt":"2023-08-31 14:05:14.885"},{"id":"cllz3e9gm0002jt0823zwp5px","content":"It's like nothing changed. I hate it. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-31 11:38:15.526","updatedAt":"2023-08-31 11:38:15.526"},{"id":"cllye6r430000ms08fjoovtq3","content":"Everything feels so unreal. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-30 23:52:34.755","updatedAt":"2023-08-30 23:52:34.755"},{"id":"cllwb1x4m0004mk081twogi93","content":"It's nice to meet genuinely sweet people ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-29 12:49:18.071","updatedAt":"2023-08-29 12:49:18.071"},{"id":"clll7x36n0000mk086ft2unoo","content":"3rd day being ok. I need to track it. I need to remind myself that there is nothing to worry about, everything is falling into place. For now at least. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-21 18:36:05.855","updatedAt":"2023-08-21 18:36:05.855"},{"id":"clljrndfc0000ld08lc6luqw0","content":"Been feeling suspiciously good the past 2 days. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-20 18:12:52.537","updatedAt":"2023-08-20 18:12:52.537"},{"id":"cllhoxd710006lg08xx4ansda","content":"I'm scared to meet new people ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-19 07:21:07.598","updatedAt":"2023-08-19 07:21:07.598"},{"id":"cllh3s0e30004l908u89mqb0r","content":"The tears are back. I'm getting weak again. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-18 21:29:05.788","updatedAt":"2023-08-18 21:29:05.788"},{"id":"cllgvnjs9001cmk08pxlhmu3a","content":"It's always one step forward and three steps back ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-18 17:41:40.713","updatedAt":"2023-08-18 17:41:40.713"},{"id":"cllgsqe6b000cju08k1t9qa0d","content":"Please just fucking stop ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-18 16:19:54.564","updatedAt":"2023-08-18 16:19:54.564"},{"id":"cllds54y90000l1082s1xjzkl","content":"I forgot one thing and u act like I murdered someone and casually said: \"oh sorry, my hand slipped\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-16 13:40:04.306","updatedAt":"2023-08-16 13:40:04.306"},{"id":"clldg748e0000i308skdys0k3","content":"act like nothing happened, act like nothing happened, act like nothing happened, act like nothing happened, act like nothing happened, ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-16 08:05:41.295","updatedAt":"2023-08-16 08:05:41.295"},{"id":"cllcsof5q0002mj08oq0bsqr9","content":"Last year today, l watched the fireworks with tears in my eyes while my mom and dad hugged me from the sides. This year I only hear the fireworks. I'm in my room with tears in my eyes listening to my drunk dad complaining about everything and everyone. I hate this shit. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-15 21:07:17.823","updatedAt":"2023-08-15 21:07:17.823"},{"id":"cllcs618d0004mr08tgy7ue62","content":"I want to scream my soul out ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-15 20:52:59.966","updatedAt":"2023-08-15 20:52:59.966"},{"id":"cllcmqbx4000mju0814oe93w8","content":"I close the trains bathroom door behind me. I don't even need to pee. What am I doing here? Maybe I just need a few seconds to escape, thats it. I look in the mirror. I see my messy hair, my dry lips and the dark circles under my eyes. I feel drained, I look drained. Tears start to form in my eyes, they roll down on my cheeks dropping off my chin. I can't control it. My hands are shaking, my face is heating up, the strength is leaving my body. I cry. With one hand I cover my mouth while I hug myself with the other. I can't make any noise. I can't let her hear me. She's standing behind that damn door. I need to be quick but more importantly quite. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-15 18:20:49.241","updatedAt":"2023-08-15 18:20:49.241"},{"id":"cllcl18ka0008jv08m56xyz6c","content":"I haven't cried in a while. Is that because of me not having reasons to cry, or because I'm unconsciously avoiding the things that should make me cry?","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-15 17:33:18.875","updatedAt":"2023-08-15 17:33:18.875"},{"id":"cllcj1fl90008jm08mpi6m7iq","content":"I isolated myself. I don't want to know what's happening in the world. I'm too preoccupied of what's happening in MY world. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-15 16:37:28.75","updatedAt":"2023-08-15 16:37:28.75"},{"id":"cllcceeb40000mj095hyenm52","content":"3 days without arguing, new record, congrats ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-15 13:31:36.305","updatedAt":"2023-08-15 13:31:36.305"},{"id":"cllc8k9f60000jg08g4s01akn","content":"Please just leave me alone. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-15 11:44:11.442","updatedAt":"2023-08-15 11:44:11.442"},{"id":"cllb35jme0004mp08y2g6a8j9","content":"Four more days. And for the first time in my life i wont have to feel ashamed of my smile. One more week. And I can finally escape from this lump even if it's not for too long. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-14 16:25:00.567","updatedAt":"2023-08-14 16:25:00.567"},{"id":"cllaeymho0000mh0873br0a17","content":"My dad just teached me how to starve (not like I didn't knew) ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-14 05:07:46.909","updatedAt":"2023-08-14 05:07:46.909"},{"id":"cll9pgo0y001gkz08wcoz1djo","content":"I fucking hate the way u talk ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-13 17:13:58.69","updatedAt":"2023-08-13 17:13:58.69"},{"id":"cll9lmk320000kz08j5i6yb5u","content":"Sometimes I hate this fucking family.","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-13 15:26:35.055","updatedAt":"2023-08-13 15:26:35.055"},{"id":"cll9k526f0006me089nsnkaf0","content":"The fact that I'm the only one who can properly talk to him without turning anything into an argument. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-13 14:44:59.079","updatedAt":"2023-08-13 14:44:59.079"},{"id":"cll9jl12f0000me085g4ub5s6","content":"The amount of freedom a foreign country can give u is insane. No one knows u and u know no one. That's what I need rn. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-13 14:29:24.52","updatedAt":"2023-08-13 14:29:24.52"},{"id":"cll9gyf3m000gl908u0elyfgj","content":"Here we go again. Nothing changed. Of course it didn't. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-13 13:15:50.386","updatedAt":"2023-08-13 13:15:50.386"},{"id":"cll9aqkt10000mj08mzv9eifc","content":"One more week. I need to survive one more week. One more week until I can finally feel free. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-13 10:21:46.837","updatedAt":"2023-08-13 10:21:46.837"},{"id":"cll8dpc0s0006l908vorpe34e","content":"My heart is beating too fast. My hands are shaking, they are so cold. All the heat goes in my face. I can barely stand up straight. Why can't I control my own fucking body? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-12 18:57:01.468","updatedAt":"2023-08-12 18:57:01.468"},{"id":"cll8c8u230002mq08agwbzubh","content":"Everything will be okay. Everything will be okay. Everything will be okay. Everything will be okay. I will repeat this till I actually believe it. I will repeat this till everything will be okay. Because everything will be okay. Please just let me believe that everything will be okay. Please just make everything be okay. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-12 18:16:12.075","updatedAt":"2023-08-12 18:16:12.075"},{"id":"cll6wq1sn000mmf08pb8w3i43","content":"I'm so fucking average that I'm scared I don't have a real personality. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-11 18:13:55.223","updatedAt":"2023-08-11 18:13:55.223"},{"id":"cll6w3z3z000cmf08psmey7ni","content":"I want u to come home. But then I remember how uncomfortable I feel around u. How I'm praying every night for u two not to fight. How u talk when ur drunk. I hate it. \nI hate that I love ur absence. I hate that u are not like the father I need. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-11 17:56:45.311","updatedAt":"2023-08-11 17:56:45.311"},{"id":"cll6f27vt0002ml08bzp02fj2","content":"I hate u. I hate u. I hate u. I hate u. I hate u. I hate u. I hate u. I hate u. Just because in a time I loved u too much. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-11 09:59:29.897","updatedAt":"2023-08-11 09:59:29.897"},{"id":"cll61yors0000ju0820jt8cei","content":"I see red in front of my eyes. That's probably because I woke up with blood in my mouth. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-11 03:52:50.152","updatedAt":"2023-08-11 03:52:50.152"},{"id":"cll56t4dx0002lb085qusqzt6","content":"\"I swear I have all my shit together, I just forgot where I put it.\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-10 13:20:42.358","updatedAt":"2023-08-10 13:20:42.358"},{"id":"cll440khg0006lb084mrymhg6","content":"I'm so fucking selfish and ungrateful ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-09 19:14:44.788","updatedAt":"2023-08-09 19:14:44.788"},{"id":"cll3kxdzi0002mn08my4xma1v","content":"The only time when I can live in the present is when I feel pain :)","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-09 10:20:23.694","updatedAt":"2023-08-09 10:20:23.694"},{"id":"cll19fg9v0008l608c0yskgiu","content":"If leaving this app will make u feel better then that's all that matters. I'm sure u made a ton of people smile with your kind words, including me. Wishing the best for u <33","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cll14cl5i000ymk08v3fzrkm7","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-07 19:22:58.724","updatedAt":"2023-08-07 19:22:58.724"},{"id":"cll15jmqc001kmk08adcosq3l","content":"Feels good to gain a kittens trust ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-07 17:34:15.253","updatedAt":"2023-08-07 17:34:15.253"},{"id":"cll13j4ej000slb08u6qkh48k","content":"I love cold. I wish it would be cold all the time.","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-07 16:37:52.268","updatedAt":"2023-08-07 16:37:52.268"},{"id":"clkws70z60006lc08rvnnzeyd","content":"\"Did u notice that u had the most friends when u were the worst version of yourself?\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-04 16:09:27.474","updatedAt":"2023-08-04 16:09:27.474"},{"id":"clkwdys180000mi089hool83n","content":"Body dysmorphia hitting hard. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-04 09:31:08.012","updatedAt":"2023-08-04 09:31:08.012"},{"id":"clkvk6aa10008l708v6d4x4q8","content":"Another bunch of empty words, how sweet. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-03 19:37:09.77","updatedAt":"2023-08-03 19:37:09.77"},{"id":"clkvcw8g50006mp08j9i0ktfr","content":"I actually have no one..","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-03 16:13:23.526","updatedAt":"2023-08-03 16:13:23.526"},{"id":"clkv8cnu4001cmj08slydct8x","content":"Last year today I was packing to leave this mf country. Can I relive that please? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-03 14:06:11.884","updatedAt":"2023-08-03 14:06:11.884"},{"id":"clkutczfs0002l908fm4uj1h2","content":"I wanted u to text me, but now that u did I wish u didn't. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-03 07:06:32.68","updatedAt":"2023-08-03 07:06:32.68"},{"id":"clkuns2s30004mi08l0n17zak","content":"I'm so lonely wth","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-03 04:30:19.155","updatedAt":"2023-08-03 04:30:19.155"},{"id":"clku7utr90004mm080cza4gl3","content":"Happy birthday to me..","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-02 21:04:33.573","updatedAt":"2023-08-02 21:04:33.573"},{"id":"clkspmmm3000aji088xk17eex","content":"One thing at a time. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-01 19:46:31.804","updatedAt":"2023-08-01 19:46:31.804"},{"id":"clksoatk70006lf08c5fmm2yt","content":"I either live in the past or in the future. I don't even know what is happening around me. Everything seems so unreal, it's like I'm watching my life from afar. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-01 19:09:21.319","updatedAt":"2023-08-01 19:09:21.319"},{"id":"clksczbvd000il8085l2rzo3n","content":"U make me remember about the person who I was.\nI don't want to remember her tho. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-01 13:52:29.401","updatedAt":"2023-08-01 13:52:29.401"},{"id":"clkqspcef0000l408l4n692ri","content":"Growing up scares me. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-31 11:37:05.031","updatedAt":"2023-07-31 11:37:05.031"},{"id":"clkpspqog0000mj08yibg6eed","content":"Now I look at you and I feel empty, numb and honestly a little bit angry. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-30 18:49:37.36","updatedAt":"2023-07-30 18:49:37.36"},{"id":"clkmqcggc0000ju08t6e7zz7t","content":"She found it. She found my \"diary\". I'm fucked. I'm fucked. I'm fucked. I'm fucked. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-28 15:19:59.82","updatedAt":"2023-07-28 15:19:59.82"},{"id":"clkmoparu0006l808x1wdbg9g","content":"\"What have you've done today then?\" - I tried to stay alive. I don't respond to the question. I've done nothing meaningful. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-28 14:33:59.755","updatedAt":"2023-07-28 14:33:59.755"},{"id":"clkleywlj0000jw08n9jffxhu","content":"I dont even know how I look like anymore. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-27 17:13:45.607","updatedAt":"2023-07-27 17:13:45.607"},{"id":"clkjt5kpy000ol6084sl81sdl","content":"If I would die rn would be filled up with regrets. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-26 14:15:19.078","updatedAt":"2023-07-26 14:15:19.078"},{"id":"clkjrrmat0000l9088gduqujk","content":"What is between starving and binging? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-26 13:36:28.326","updatedAt":"2023-07-26 13:36:28.326"},{"id":"clkinz8gn000al408ise49x08","content":"How it feels to be confident? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-25 19:02:39","updatedAt":"2023-07-25 19:02:39"},{"id":"clki0aym7000cmq08d4yexf17","content":"I'm not in control anymore. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-25 07:59:55.327","updatedAt":"2023-07-25 07:59:55.327"},{"id":"clkh12yss0008jt086ac0i0av","content":"Maybe I'm the person who was always against me. \n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-24 15:33:55.757","updatedAt":"2023-07-24 15:33:55.757"},{"id":"clkfswu4i001eib0872yiumat","content":"Why can't I just stop eating? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-23 18:57:26.659","updatedAt":"2023-07-23 18:57:26.659"},{"id":"clkd3cj5a000ul108jjnuduf6","content":"U gave me attention. Not in the way I was expecting it tho. Not in the way I wanted it. Not in the way I needed it. Not in the way u should have. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-21 21:26:16.559","updatedAt":"2023-07-21 21:26:16.559"},{"id":"clkd39jea000wl708ifxxm20t","content":"But I was scared too. Scared that if I do something wrong I might loose u. And I was desperate. Desperate as hell for your attention. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-21 21:23:56.915","updatedAt":"2023-07-21 21:23:56.915"},{"id":"clkd31b5k0010md08sc6ao0o7","content":"Till this day I still hear the fear and despair in your voice. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-21 21:17:32.984","updatedAt":"2023-07-21 21:17:32.984"},{"id":"clkbkhr1e000mju0821unx2yu","content":"\"I stay awake at night because I don't even know what my favorite color is and I'm afraid I don't have a real personality\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-20 19:50:41.187","updatedAt":"2023-07-20 19:50:41.187"},{"id":"clkb46uwt000al7089iavgzwb","content":"I feel disgusting ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-20 12:14:19.133","updatedAt":"2023-07-20 12:14:19.133"},{"id":"clk8rror20000i908ec07ct3z","content":"I want to believe that little me is proud rn, at least a little bit","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-18 20:51:03.567","updatedAt":"2023-07-18 20:51:03.567"},{"id":"clk7f4ck4000qmh09xfg85mnr","content":"Napról napra veszítek el magamból egy-egy apró szilánkot. Személyiségem darabjai hullanak szét, én pedig nem tudok mit tenni ellene. Némán ülök és csak bámulom. Bámulom, ahogyan a padlóra esnek. Nem teszek semmit. Nem tudok mit tenni. Nem mozdul a testem, szinte ellenkezik. Fáradt vagyok hozzá. \n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-17 22:09:13.108","updatedAt":"2023-07-17 22:09:13.108"},{"id":"clk7f0l0b0050l708yvmh81im","content":"Akárcsak egy tövis, a hátamba vagy fúrva. \nZokogva távolítanalak el, hogy ne lássalak újra. Furcsa érzés ránt vissza, maradásodért könyörögve. Oly sok mindent tettél ellenem, én pedig oly sokszor néztem el emellett bocsánatot kérve. Én voltam az kinek igaza volt. Mindig. De sose mondtam semmit. Szívesebben tűrtem, hogy ne tegyelek én is tönkre. \n\n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-17 22:06:17.435","updatedAt":"2023-07-17 22:06:17.435"},{"id":"clk7dke5b003gl7088kgds67i","content":"Who am I? \nThe quiet girl? The girl who can't open her mouth when there are more than three people in a room? But if she still does her face still turns red? The girl who can't even go to the near by grocery store by herself? The girl who is terrified by the voice in her own head, but still let's it talk? Not to talk, to scream. She let's her scream from the bottom of her heart because she's afraid of it. She's scared, she's not brave enough to stop it, but it doesn't matter because she finds confort in it. She feels safe with the screaming voice, because how much better it is to be scolded by your own thoughts in the cruelest ways possible than to be scolded by anyone else, right? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-17 21:25:42.431","updatedAt":"2023-07-17 21:25:42.431"},{"id":"clk7cdaqb0012l708afdcqjz8","content":"Ki vagyok? \nA csendes lány? Az aki sose szólal meg ha háromnál többen vannak egy szobában? És ha mégis instant vöröslik az arca? Aki a sarki kisboltba nem képes egymagában elmenni? Az aki retteg a saját hangjától a fejében mégis folyamatosan hagyja beszélni? Dehogy beszélni, üvölteni. Hagyja őt tiszta szívéből üvölteni vele mert fél tőle. Fél, nem mer ellent mondani mégis ez az érzés biztonságot nyújt. Biztonságban érzi magát az üvöltő hangal, hiszen mennyivel jobb ha a saját gondolatai szidják a legkegyetlenebb formákban mintsem ha más tenné, nem de? \n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-17 20:52:11.795","updatedAt":"2023-07-17 20:52:11.795"},{"id":"clk7cb0qv000yl708g8fc2rhz","content":"Nem érzem úgy, hogy élek. Két kezemben tartom azt aki voltam és azt aki vagyok. A múlton változtatni nem tudok, a jelenen sem. Hiszen a jelen már múlt, a másodpercek telnek és mind elmúlnak. Egyszer mind a jelenemet alkották most mégis emlékkép formájában nézek vissza rájuk. A pillanatokra amiket elvesztettem. \nUgyanúgy veszítettem el őket mint az szétnyitott ujjaim között homokkét kihullott szemcséket a személyiségemből. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-17 20:50:25.544","updatedAt":"2023-07-17 20:50:25.544"},{"id":"clk6kdvu00002li08jc7nr9j6","content":"\"She didn't just hate\n her brain, though\n\nShe hated her body. \nShe hated her life. \n\nNot because it was bad,\n\nBut because when u\nhate your brain \nAnd your body. \n\nIt's hard to enjoy the rest.\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-17 07:48:49.896","updatedAt":"2023-07-17 07:48:49.896"},{"id":"clk5pqf870002mi08rsal8err","content":"I dont even know what I'm doing anymore. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-16 17:30:46.807","updatedAt":"2023-07-16 17:30:46.807"},{"id":"clk57uhmr0000jq08g8zktw1w","content":"I dont want to be like her, I want to be her. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-16 09:10:03.459","updatedAt":"2023-07-16 09:10:03.459"},{"id":"clk4dkvt4000klb08madwfnfo","content":"Wish I could be the person who always knows what to say. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-15 19:02:46.793","updatedAt":"2023-07-15 19:02:46.793"},{"id":"clk0852ir000uld08ndj5ke3a","content":"I need to pull myself together","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-12 21:19:26.212","updatedAt":"2023-07-12 21:19:26.212"},{"id":"cljzwil9y000ml508xfrtn0nt","content":"I'm ok, I always was and I always will be ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-12 15:54:01.654","updatedAt":"2023-07-12 15:54:01.654"},{"id":"cljytaer90000mk084tceau70","content":"Congratulations hun~~~","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cljyh1zoh0008kt083dqqn6wl","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-11 21:35:54.933","updatedAt":"2023-07-11 21:35:54.933"},{"id":"cljynft700000l508l5swfvo2","content":"I just want to feel alive again. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-11 18:52:09.229","updatedAt":"2023-07-11 18:52:09.229"},{"id":"cljxz1pla000emf08clztfs6o","content":"I am too much but never enough ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-11 07:29:20.591","updatedAt":"2023-07-11 07:29:20.591"},{"id":"cljx7xtmm000kkw08x8kggnah","content":"Never been directly bullied by anyone except myself. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-10 18:50:29.567","updatedAt":"2023-07-10 18:50:29.567"},{"id":"cljvpi3zs000gmf08qqbb7xy8","content":"Been blocking my feelings for so long and now there is nothing else left for me just the anxiety. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-09 17:26:37.24","updatedAt":"2023-07-09 17:26:37.24"},{"id":"cljv6civ20008jp08nghl0g7s","content":"I held u in my arms convincing the both of us that nothing happend. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-09 08:30:23.871","updatedAt":"2023-07-09 08:30:23.871"},{"id":"cljui3i32000wl208yla4bbn9","content":"Ig: _csilla_mate_ \nSnap: csilla_mate ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cljuhmq6r000sl6085csqkdz8","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-08 21:11:32.174","updatedAt":"2023-07-08 21:11:32.174"},{"id":"cljuhwesz0002la08coy35zj8","content":"I'm not the best with my words but I'm a good listener if that's ok for you. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cljuhmq6r000sl6085csqkdz8","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-08 21:06:01.332","updatedAt":"2023-07-08 21:06:01.332"},{"id":"cljuhfbok000al208lw7c6qu7","content":"Non of us deserves to feel such way. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-08 20:52:44.133","updatedAt":"2023-07-08 20:52:44.133"},{"id":"cljugw7j2000mmb08ostz277v","content":"I don't know if it was a dream, a scenario that my delusional mind made up just to have a reason for hating him or it is an actual memory. I don't even know when it happened anymore. Was I 12? Or 13 maybe 11? Everything is so blurry but clear at the same time. \n\nBecause I clearly remember the fear I was feeling, the not understanding. Why was he touching me that way? Was he touching me that way? He was thinking about touching me that way?\n\n\"U can't tell this to anyone, it stays between the two of us. U don't want me to go to jail, right?\" \n\nAnd I didn't tell anyone. And I won't. After all, I dont want to see my father in jail. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-08 20:37:52.287","updatedAt":"2023-07-08 20:37:52.287"},{"id":"cljuez8ni0004le08v9z62r6l","content":"I thought fixing my insecurities may fix majority of the problems in my head. Why is it not working? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-08 19:44:14.478","updatedAt":"2023-07-08 19:44:14.478"},{"id":"cljlv3v4e0020lb08m1r8wlm9","content":"The thing that is pushing me forward rn is the thought that one day I'll be able to smile freely. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-02 20:05:48.494","updatedAt":"2023-07-02 20:05:48.494"},{"id":"cljkhvhih000eld08y5r9eah8","content":"Happiness, fear, anxiety and hope rushing through my soul. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-01 21:07:36.425","updatedAt":"2023-07-01 21:07:36.425"},{"id":"cljiy01w1000glb08o24bhpq3","content":"Sadly, I still have some hope- ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-30 19:03:30.961","updatedAt":"2023-06-30 19:03:30.961"},{"id":"cljierp9e0004l408f202vt05","content":"Admitting that u were wrong is hard, even harder is to apologize for your actions. \n\nThis is probably the reason I've never even got a \"sorry\" from u. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-30 10:05:08.642","updatedAt":"2023-06-30 10:05:08.642"},{"id":"cljhjttia0000jt08aodbu5k1","content":"Focusing on myself sucks. Exactly because I'm focusing on myself. I focus on my behaviors, the way I act around people, the way I talk, the way I think. I focus on every single strand of my hair, every feature of my face and every curve of my body too closely. \n\nIt hurts to focus on myself, exactly because I'm focusing on myself. I see every imperfection my body has and it hurts. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-29 19:38:59.362","updatedAt":"2023-06-29 19:38:59.362"},{"id":"cljhicr3s0010mp080zv9zcbz","content":"I let my impulsive thoughts win after half an year of being clean ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-29 18:57:43.48","updatedAt":"2023-06-29 18:57:43.48"},{"id":"cljg4trra000yl709wqouw3bt","content":"I feel my body burning ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-28 19:51:16.678","updatedAt":"2023-06-28 19:51:16.678"},{"id":"cljfv7o500004jt08qwz5ijrx","content":"Because the pain in the body quiets the pain in the head~ ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-28 15:22:09.012","updatedAt":"2023-06-28 15:22:09.012"},{"id":"cljfuxxn40004me08g8hm6vdk","content":"I dont deserve to be happy. \nI dont deserve to be confident. \nI dont deserve to be taken care of. \nI dont deserve to be alive. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-28 15:14:34.768","updatedAt":"2023-06-28 15:14:34.768"},{"id":"cljfutmhl000kjn08rb5so7w2","content":"Maybe I just don't deserve it ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-28 15:11:13.69","updatedAt":"2023-06-28 15:11:13.69"},{"id":"cljer7uxl0016jv08rxm77vau","content":"Hiiii~","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cljer4e7e000klc08g1soqsud","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 20:42:33.177","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 20:42:33.177"},{"id":"cljeqyk700012jt08dys35lqx","content":"U are just still learning and that's alright hun <3 I wish that one day you'll be who u always wished to be with plenty of confidence, I know you'll made it~ ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cljeor86u0018ky09c3i4dxlb","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 20:35:19.357","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 20:35:19.357"},{"id":"cljeqoojq000gjv083e0b50ym","content":"CONGRATULATIONS 🎊 we're all so happy for u~ hope you'll love it <3 ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cljeqdj5v0006jt0815633tmc","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 20:27:38.438","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 20:27:38.438"},{"id":"cljeqckjv0000jt08syrx5vqt","content":"Just by reading my posts I can see how emotionally unstable I am lol","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 20:18:13.388","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 20:18:13.388"},{"id":"cljeq4wt1002wky09dochwr3z","content":"Summer is that time of the year when I realize how lonely I can be without my school friends. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 20:12:16.022","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 20:12:16.022"},{"id":"cljend5n10010l708yl46jka4","content":"Maybe things are going to be good..","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 18:54:41.87","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 18:54:41.87"},{"id":"cljegxhnn0004kz08x7zqhi4f","content":"And I still have to pretend I'm doing great and nothing is wrong ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 15:54:33.251","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 15:54:33.251"},{"id":"cljegvfy40002kz08srve9fj8","content":"One Ok Rock - Wasted nights; We are; Stand out fit in; ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cljeee4xc000ema08ngj2epxi","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 15:52:57.724","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 15:52:57.724"},{"id":"cljeg30v70018ma08jddwj0d5","content":"I hope they don't see how much my hands are shaking ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 15:30:51.812","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 15:30:51.812"},{"id":"cljefrrex0010ma08ez01mc2o","content":"U did what I asked for but still messed it up ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 15:22:06.346","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 15:22:06.346"},{"id":"cljead5cp000qjw08iliegpyk","content":"Do a spa day~~~","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clje9mimw000gl80894evn3ev","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 12:50:46.489","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 12:50:46.489"},{"id":"cljea6cdl000ojw08mnijghsl","content":"U could try drawing/painting, bake or cook something new, diy something summary lol, binge a book or a series. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clje9mimw000gl80894evn3ev","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 12:45:29.001","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 12:45:29.001"},{"id":"cljea0510000oml08390ryz3v","content":"Prioritize yourself and in the moment they'll see u can't be controlled they'll leave --- from my own experiences \nHope you'll get through it <3 ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clje9o57b0006mr082wobgyzf","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 12:40:39.54","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 12:40:39.54"},{"id":"clje9wr9r000mml08wsd0heio","content":"Hii♡~","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clje9nhku000ajw08dppr6pws","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 12:38:01.744","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 12:38:01.744"},{"id":"clje9jf020006jw08zz89en4p","content":"Your welcome~ and also how dare i forgot to include \"thewizardliz\" to my list? lol ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clje6y8zo0002mk08z0ktg2b2","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 12:27:39.315","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 12:27:39.315"},{"id":"clje97hov0004mn086zfz6rmh","content":"I'm still working on both but what I have till now: \nMentally: 1. A few weeks ago I started journaling, anytime something comes to my mind (overthinkig, anxiety etc) I write it down to \"release\" myself from it. 2. And I don't know but for me reading helps in a way to escape from my own head, for a few moments I'm not left alone with my thoughts and I can be somewhere else, find something that makes u feel the same way. \nPhysically: 1. Working out not just gives me the hope that I can look how I want to, but makes me feel like I've done something. 2. I've recently cut my hair and u know \"new hair new me\". 3. Find the skincare products that actually helps your skin feel the best. 4. Maybe shape your eyebrows. 5. Manicure - pedicure. 6. Experiment with makeup: check if u are a cold or warm tone and find what looks best on u. 7. Pinterest is always a good place to find new clothing styles that u like. \n\nI hope I was able to give you at least one idea that u haven't done till now, I'm sorry I didn't <3 \n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clje6y8zo0002mk08z0ktg2b2","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 12:18:22.928","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 12:18:22.928"},{"id":"clje30f030016mg08fcc5f22d","content":"I should start doing something with my life ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 09:24:55.156","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 09:24:55.156"},{"id":"clje2xkm7001ml6081gu6uf4i","content":"I want to be heard and seen but in the same time I want to be ignored and forgotten ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 09:22:42.464","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 09:22:42.464"},{"id":"clje2of0d000mmg089amq7n3w","content":"I hate myself so much because of how ungrateful I can be sometimes ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 09:15:35.293","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 09:15:35.293"},{"id":"clje2jm5v0004l408ob3toew7","content":"I dont want to live here, I just hate this fucking place ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 09:11:51.284","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 09:11:51.284"},{"id":"clje1ll9z000il6081grc0y1h","content":"Yeah so u think I choose to be an introvert with social anxiety huh? \nU think I enjoy not being able to go alone to a damn grocery store? \nIt's actually fun to have panic attacks anytime I have to do a school presentation, it feels good right? Turning red, not being able to control my breath, shaking as hell I love it soooo bad, it makes me feel in control of my actions especially when my brain goes blank and i don't know anything about the subject anymore. \nFeeling drained, tired, hateful and angry of myself, honestly of everyone just because we all exist in this messed up world where people think they can dissolve your social anxiety just by saying \"don't worry, it's not that big of a deal\". \nIt is a big deal, at least in my head. \n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 08:45:23.831","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 08:45:23.831"},{"id":"cljddq86f000umm08zt6m8nnh","content":"I hope that u now don't blame yourself for anything that happend in the past. There is nothing wrong with u hun <3 ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cljddcihv000mmm08skzq97k5","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-26 21:37:09.352","updatedAt":"2023-06-26 21:37:09.352"},{"id":"cljdd7pr70006l408l3p743di","content":"It's alright. She gorgeous, I would choose her too ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-26 21:22:45.667","updatedAt":"2023-06-26 21:22:45.667"},{"id":"cljdcbsxc000omj08hjdrnlbp","content":"If u would be a \"fucking horrible person\" u would not questionize it, u would not asume it. It means you are not one of them, u are so much better I'd like you to see that too <3 I may not know u in person but I'm on this app since like two days and u already made me feel welcomed. \nThank u~ ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cljdbjger0008mq086oyvbunc","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-26 20:57:56.784","updatedAt":"2023-06-26 20:57:56.784"},{"id":"cljdb08ln0000mj08jvvefgro","content":"I'd like to believe I'm a good person. \nI always carry tissues/pads/pills with me so I can help anyone if they needs it. I use \"please\" \"thank you\" and \"ur welcome\" all the time. I respect older people. I don't cross people's boundaries. If there is a way I can help u trust me I will. I'm patient while explaining to make sure u understand. I don't argue back with no reason. I don't judge people by appearances and there is no way I would left out anyone intentionally. \nI'd like to believe I'm a good person. But then I remember these are the bare minimums a human being should do in their daily life. Being well raised makes me a good person or I'm just trying to convince myself about it?\n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-26 20:20:57.612","updatedAt":"2023-06-26 20:20:57.612"},{"id":"cljba7a07000elc08evygo7uq","content":"You chose each other and it hurt me. It still hurts. ","createdBy":"☔️","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-25 10:22:54.056","updatedAt":"2023-06-25 10:22:54.056"},{"id":"cljb9wcz70006lc0819cweuh8","content":"I hate the way you are talking. \nI hate the way you are thinking. \n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-25 10:14:24.692","updatedAt":"2023-06-25 10:14:24.692"},{"id":"cljb9rbcy0004lc089yn8j1ex","content":"Don't let this demolish what u build till now hun <3 it's never too late to start again ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cljazpyev0002l40837tnyzn7","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-25 10:10:29.315","updatedAt":"2023-06-25 10:10:29.315"},{"id":"cljafere8001iky08oejccraw","content":"I hate being who I am. ","createdBy":"Anonymous","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-24 20:00:55.088","updatedAt":"2023-06-24 20:00:55.088"},{"id":"cljaf6j0p0018ky08dxvtsgv0","content":"I can express my thoughts and opinions in my own head. I imagine screaming my lungs out, speaking up for myself, being honest with my own feelings, telling what I want and how I want it. But when it comes to saying them out loud I block, I can't do it not even when I'm alone in my room. Why is it that hard? ","createdBy":"Anonymous","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-24 19:54:30.985","updatedAt":"2023-06-24 19:54:30.985"}]}}

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