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Please send help I'm not okay. ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2026-01-17 14:52:02.673","updatedAt":"2026-01-17 14:52:02.672"},{"id":"beca14cf-793d-4fb1-90f2-7e3d26317803","content":"Will I ever stop feeling this way?","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2026-01-16 22:03:40.973","updatedAt":"2026-01-16 22:03:40.971"},{"id":"1a3d4fa9-1fc8-41e5-8b3e-5d2bf54bbe84","content":"How can I tell if I like him or I just like the attention he gives? ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2026-01-16 13:15:19.691","updatedAt":"2026-01-16 13:15:19.688"},{"id":"bdd857bc-3c6f-4f02-b4f1-1d73ec54313e","content":"Tell why the fuck did I just let a boy sleep in my bed???? What is wrong with me???","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2026-01-15 07:01:27.691","updatedAt":"2026-01-15 07:01:27.629"},{"id":"0733b421-4c14-4a1a-ab4d-d7b1a66b768d","content":"I grew up getting absolutely zero attention from guys and now I feel soooo fucking weird having a guy pursuing me please save me I'm scared he says my lips look kissable I'm gonna crash out (he's so sweet actually I'm gonna cry) ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2026-01-11 14:49:49.039","updatedAt":"2026-01-11 14:49:49.039"},{"id":"5f6c8e94-4c54-4d7d-befb-0a771ae552e0","content":"I just want this aching pain to leave me alone. I want the pain to stop. ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-12-31 00:12:36.892","updatedAt":"2025-12-31 00:12:36.893"},{"id":"faa886c2-47ee-44d8-99d9-f057046b407d","content":"Please I just want to stop feeling like this ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-12-22 23:46:02.195","updatedAt":"2025-12-22 23:46:02.198"},{"id":"243fb3c6-cefe-4f87-a15a-914d9e0f92c6","content":"My dude told me he loves me after 2 weeks of talking. What do I even do?","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-12-21 00:05:29.194","updatedAt":"2025-12-21 00:05:29.192"},{"id":"49437c08-5ab9-4c75-a393-9b595b9655e9","content":"I feel like everyone deserves someone who isn't second-guessing them, maybe I really should just let him go ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-12-18 05:23:22.558","updatedAt":"2025-12-18 05:23:22.556"},{"id":"5454b412-146a-4840-bd8b-27ecd3a345e8","content":"I do not deserve this poor guy who's just trying to make me like him ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-12-17 23:20:26.023","updatedAt":"2025-12-17 23:20:26.021"},{"id":"a8e54ff5-3ba4-45a0-a6f8-2e5b3e238e65","content":"Fuck why am I still anxious for having to do a damn presentation??","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-12-15 08:23:53.352","updatedAt":"2025-12-15 08:23:53.35"},{"id":"2eda6965-e94c-417e-9207-23ea16daba03","content":"I did not get the ick from him agreeing to it. I actually found it hot lmaoo, I was just surprised, that's all. ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"55b2ebed-98a8-4f20-95de-8da5e83d2e7e","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-12-13 12:44:21.827","updatedAt":"2025-12-13 12:44:21.827"},{"id":"a66f5888-f13f-4fec-836f-ee7456978be3","content":"He actually did agree to it tho. I jokingly asked if I could slap him because I haven't hit a guy in a while and he was like yeah, he can take it. I slaped him on one side of his face and he said it wasn't too bad, so I asked if I can give another one then and he said that I can on the other side of his face. So it wasn't really an out of nowhere thing, it was fully consensual lmaoo. ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"2a38a921-64ee-431d-806c-e44e0a1e6b94","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-12-11 19:24:08.321","updatedAt":"2025-12-11 19:24:08.314"},{"id":"8c7b1fe0-ca05-44a0-8822-744d8320b32f","content":"He was laughing at himself afterwards but idk what to take it as ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"be9be019-203b-49aa-b148-70322465e4a7","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-12-11 14:01:32.762","updatedAt":"2025-12-11 14:01:32.761"},{"id":"e2ca2d0d-93c1-481f-8222-ff332c5d5689","content":"I have no idea, I was jokingly asking him for it and he eventually agreed lmakko","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"69555831-7ea8-4482-8e85-fb606f76e3c4","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-12-11 14:00:45.87","updatedAt":"2025-12-11 14:00:45.869"},{"id":"3159c5d2-041a-4d49-9c24-c94dd819b389","content":"What the fuck does it mean when a guy who you've known for about 4-5 days, whom by the second day of talking very openly stated that he's actually trying to pursue u, let's you slap him on both sides of his face? I can't tell weather that's really hot or just genuinely concerning. ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-12-10 22:01:13.539","updatedAt":"2025-12-10 22:01:13.514"},{"id":"6a90b31e-740c-4f5f-a77a-d7231fce37c1","content":"I have always felt this pit of emptiness in my heart that is so heavy to carry I just want it to stop","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-12-06 14:24:25.722","updatedAt":"2025-12-06 14:24:25.719"},{"id":"e4d6ed39-f9ab-4759-a877-09a7628a379c","content":"Okay, what do guys think about girls who volunteer to do charity?","createdBy":"-","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-12-02 15:54:54.984","updatedAt":"2025-12-02 15:54:54.983"},{"id":"77c06959-0ada-4fc6-a37e-513233ac69d9","content":"I just want to be a part of something too","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-11-28 15:03:24.658","updatedAt":"2025-11-28 15:03:24.659"},{"id":"af689d3b-4c17-492d-a3af-028641ff2803","content":"I wish that for once a guy I like liked me back ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-11-27 13:38:47.249","updatedAt":"2025-11-27 13:38:47.248"},{"id":"bedd42fc-e1b5-4ec1-a137-41e1ea7437e1","content":"Okay, why do I always have to get hit in the face with the fact that that man is actually so pretty it hurts? ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-11-18 09:37:23.448","updatedAt":"2025-11-18 09:37:23.448"},{"id":"92eaaf45-7449-43b7-8cff-9c45d93464e3","content":"He's actually so prettyyy","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-11-16 21:27:30.978","updatedAt":"2025-11-16 21:27:30.978"},{"id":"827e8820-1f77-4575-bd7a-058fab1e7f8d","content":"I'm so pathetic ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-11-14 13:33:24.651","updatedAt":"2025-11-14 13:33:24.651"},{"id":"0c353040-1ba3-4f9d-8561-9e964f84a2bb","content":"Fuck my luck ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-11-13 13:50:01.336","updatedAt":"2025-11-13 13:50:01.342"},{"id":"e4f33124-7a93-4500-9211-a4c9601f6056","content":"But I want him so baaaad, like, I just want us to ACTUALLY talk so then I can throw out my fantasies about how he is as a person and get over him for God's sake. I don't want to obsess over a guy for 3 years all over again. ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-11-11 20:27:29.339","updatedAt":"2025-11-11 20:27:29.341"},{"id":"98fa6cf5-f6a7-4b50-ba3f-9ae8890d7d74","content":"I'm going insane over a fucking guy to whom I talked to once. I'm not okay. ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-11-11 20:04:31.525","updatedAt":"2025-11-11 20:04:31.527"},{"id":"5e1c2d03-7175-48cb-bf8e-742c1f3625e1","content":"And weirdly enough, I'm not as mad at my hip dips as I was the past few years. ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-11-08 16:19:10.545","updatedAt":"2025-11-08 16:19:10.546"},{"id":"4665b0bc-6c81-4a9e-9540-5d7d57b5d352","content":"No guy will ever like me ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-11-07 13:53:04.653","updatedAt":"2025-11-07 13:53:04.668"},{"id":"20bf9950-7483-4aa3-8021-c9554d2c57d0","content":"I'm not sure if I got any affect on the poor guy but when we hung up the call he thanked me that we were able to talk and I said \"hm\" and nothing else. Now I feel like a fucking asshole. ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-11-06 17:10:53.011","updatedAt":"2025-11-06 17:10:53.009"},{"id":"f86ca6ca-1b47-43c4-a8f6-46d36b4e9c34","content":"I am in fact unlovable ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-11-06 09:57:50.047","updatedAt":"2025-11-06 09:57:50.044"},{"id":"0b4066f3-51e9-4647-b595-4ab55b1addab","content":"Why the fuck am I having heart palpitations right now? ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-11-06 09:04:37.021","updatedAt":"2025-11-06 09:04:37.012"},{"id":"110a2175-7ee1-4faf-b338-84ef1e73ba82","content":"I thought I heald during summer only to start uni and realize that I'm more fucked that ever before. Why the fuck are grades making me fucking nauseous?","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-11-03 13:43:50.985","updatedAt":"2025-11-03 13:43:51.002"},{"id":"d4d8c417-806f-4242-843a-ee6c487a5234","content":"God. I know I asked for a Balazs but not this one. Thank u tho ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-11-03 06:16:33.354","updatedAt":"2025-11-03 06:16:33.351"},{"id":"18a7d41c-6cbc-4b90-9581-66b8d25cdfd7","content":"Liking someone makes me go crazy. Maybe that's why God isn't sending anyone my way lmaoo","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-10-30 09:58:45.928","updatedAt":"2025-10-30 09:58:45.942"},{"id":"609ab9f1-87f4-4782-85ca-3cc40f0fac5f","content":"I wish I found love too","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-10-24 12:55:28.842","updatedAt":"2025-10-24 12:55:28.841"},{"id":"3148f105-23ab-4cfa-bf76-8a8616f6b8b0","content":"\"Everyone is always connected\" Okay but how the actual fuck? ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-10-21 17:10:26.892","updatedAt":"2025-10-21 17:10:26.889"},{"id":"84721b93-1970-460e-b545-5bea61300419","content":"How was I able to forget my mom's birthday?","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-10-18 19:59:00.513","updatedAt":"2025-10-18 19:59:00.509"},{"id":"431719ef-78c3-4fd7-925a-c9adacd5aad3","content":"Had a pretty guy sit in front of me on the train while I looked disgusting. Imma crash out ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-10-16 16:36:21.314","updatedAt":"2025-10-16 16:36:21.315"},{"id":"5d242178-42db-423a-a3da-334867067a00","content":"I just need a good frieeeeend","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-10-14 19:38:33.816","updatedAt":"2025-10-14 19:38:33.816"},{"id":"407db492-c3d4-4822-b6db-24589f798f27","content":"I just want someone to love me too","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-10-14 17:36:22.804","updatedAt":"2025-10-14 17:36:22.802"},{"id":"976e0363-8514-40c0-b377-239ee7f10a44","content":"I finally gotta accept that I'm meant to be lonely, that I'm meant to feel out of place no matter what I do.","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-10-10 17:37:06.623","updatedAt":"2025-10-10 17:37:06.621"},{"id":"7e64b43f-480e-4152-bcc7-3a8af30443d5","content":"I'll never be deserving of love","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-10-10 17:36:27.421","updatedAt":"2025-10-10 17:36:27.419"},{"id":"91fcf979-694f-4d9d-8535-ac13fd454995","content":"I might just not deserve to have friends ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-10-10 08:34:03.695","updatedAt":"2025-10-10 08:34:03.692"},{"id":"778f187e-80e2-4a84-a7f9-000b1910e7b7","content":"It's so weird when people acknowledge you, like oh my god do you see me too? I exist in your world? So weird ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-10-09 14:32:40.27","updatedAt":"2025-10-09 14:32:40.267"},{"id":"518a5c26-3166-42c5-8bb8-6fd6987fd371","content":"I need to accept the fact that I'm not deserving of love no matter what I do ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-10-09 07:43:41.827","updatedAt":"2025-10-09 07:43:41.823"},{"id":"45b75124-00ec-4eb3-a337-a5ffc0ebd58e","content":"I am so lonely ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-10-06 16:52:13.942","updatedAt":"2025-10-06 16:52:13.942"},{"id":"64d7e3a1-11ab-40ee-ac88-8a454f3ad23e","content":"Who's going to tell my 17 year old self that she's still alive? ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-10-04 21:45:03.654","updatedAt":"2025-10-04 21:45:03.652"},{"id":"8af6ed71-34c2-42e1-b3de-49507a7e4b44","content":"I still feel like that poor ugly loser girl I was in 7th grade ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-10-04 15:13:55.081","updatedAt":"2025-10-04 15:13:55.082"},{"id":"39c8d163-b397-4c0e-925c-54fdc965743d","content":"I might not be so bad","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-29 15:00:28.906","updatedAt":"2025-09-29 15:00:28.905"},{"id":"7f81053a-d561-46eb-bd0b-2cea229547c4","content":"Is it a good sign that this time they texted me to talk? ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-22 19:31:10.398","updatedAt":"2025-09-22 19:31:10.393"},{"id":"cabb4e19-9773-43f2-81d7-ba7f536ce857","content":"I'd like that ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"6ed4e696-9844-4f59-a2c7-d962656f5a15","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-19 19:16:03.714","updatedAt":"2025-09-19 19:16:03.711"},{"id":"53731a6b-f2e6-450d-b8b2-b42a8d470745","content":"I'm definitely crazy ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-19 19:13:52.46","updatedAt":"2025-09-19 19:13:52.458"},{"id":"1c9f88d2-44c0-4ca7-9193-c392b1e14064","content":"\"You can't heal in an environment that made you sick\" I just relapsed the first day after getting home from my uni dorm where I had no trouble staying clean. ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-19 16:09:43.57","updatedAt":"2025-09-19 16:09:43.569"},{"id":"c660c201-8480-447b-83f4-3cd0bb68634d","content":"I just so badly wish people liked me ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-19 13:22:24.606","updatedAt":"2025-09-19 13:22:24.606"},{"id":"df95348a-6c0e-4a82-b13c-9ef73f81d2c8","content":"There must be something so deeply wrong with me ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-17 20:10:25.095","updatedAt":"2025-09-17 20:10:25.093"},{"id":"0470fd4f-d9be-4d2a-bc5a-6cd07c64eea2","content":"I wish I could just make one friend ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-17 16:33:32.921","updatedAt":"2025-09-17 16:33:32.923"},{"id":"1a1f4164-1f78-4a53-8e98-071f7ea6f9cb","content":"Is it weird that now we're walking next to each other in almost conplete silence while we didn't stop talking two days ago when we first hung out? ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-17 16:22:56.624","updatedAt":"2025-09-17 16:22:56.625"},{"id":"baf3fd1b-edde-4fb5-a316-74d20af38413","content":"Been constantly taking anxiety medication yet my heart still what's to leave my body","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-17 10:17:16.722","updatedAt":"2025-09-17 10:17:16.721"},{"id":"8de963e4-a5c3-46ed-9dd3-8b7a1053c4bf","content":"Had my first proper meal in 4 days. I feel sick ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-17 09:50:05.959","updatedAt":"2025-09-17 09:50:05.957"},{"id":"7dc271ed-1666-430d-8627-628304645095","content":"My mom had a picture of me to sleep next to along with my childhood teddy bear while I'm off to college ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-16 20:03:52.77","updatedAt":"2025-09-16 20:03:52.772"},{"id":"24c3755e-1a33-4fa4-a70f-1c0d541cbb24","content":"I just want someone to like me. Please just one person. 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","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-16 12:34:25.46","updatedAt":"2025-09-16 12:34:25.458"},{"id":"5601b5f4-6e71-40e5-9e66-8c6b8d8b8c88","content":"I feel like I'm just in everyone's way all the fucking time.","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-16 12:33:56.796","updatedAt":"2025-09-16 12:33:56.794"},{"id":"18b1f5f6-1a87-4901-9b38-da5cfd49c195","content":"Seems like I'm not meant to be seen nonetheless liked be people, you would think you get used to it, but I don't know if I genuinely can. ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-16 12:31:08.323","updatedAt":"2025-09-16 12:31:08.321"},{"id":"4db23ace-9f86-4768-8d91-73101b7b2888","content":"I'm so fucked up in the head bro","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-16 12:27:51.6","updatedAt":"2025-09-16 12:27:51.597"},{"id":"1820e6d9-ec75-4f3a-89ce-90d9268101ea","content":"Just realized that I'm too obsessive even with making friends ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-16 11:49:19.607","updatedAt":"2025-09-16 11:49:19.605"},{"id":"7b266088-11d8-4408-9ea3-cfb7c3d3ffcb","content":"I thought we could be friends but what if she hates meee","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-16 11:44:36.549","updatedAt":"2025-09-16 11:44:36.547"},{"id":"a3c3e913-a79e-4c7c-9b91-1f27d873c162","content":"They haven't texted since yesterday when we met. Does she think I'm crazy too not just weird? I'm gonna cry. ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-16 11:39:26.157","updatedAt":"2025-09-16 11:39:26.154"},{"id":"9a1a7943-6e45-4eb2-9ffe-bdebaf8e35f6","content":"Okay I want them to be my friend ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-15 08:20:34.558","updatedAt":"2025-09-15 08:20:34.554"},{"id":"9b8021dd-1459-4c9d-bbbf-2ff10bd6d799","content":"My new roommate told me I'm vert brave coming to a uni where I don't know anyone at. I would use the word stupid, but sure. ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-15 04:55:04.088","updatedAt":"2025-09-15 04:55:04.087"},{"id":"f770a70f-4558-4f1b-a876-89dbcb98057c","content":"I got the fuck up. I'm putting myself out there to be so desperately uncomfortable. Please tell me I'll be worth it. Please tell me I won't regret it. ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-14 16:21:29.32","updatedAt":"2025-09-14 16:21:29.32"},{"id":"aeac2654-b22b-4233-9f35-1ee33d4c4b8f","content":"It will be okay. Please tell me it will be okay. ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-14 16:15:22.595","updatedAt":"2025-09-14 16:15:22.594"},{"id":"f4bdbac8-fdd7-4725-abe3-be77d3e4be3a","content":"Fuck do I wanted this for ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-14 15:51:47.295","updatedAt":"2025-09-14 15:51:47.295"},{"id":"a03cc4d8-a2b0-427c-abe1-3db31d4c2a17","content":"I'm extraordinarily uncomfortable and so fucking anxious but I know I need this ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-14 14:43:47.979","updatedAt":"2025-09-14 14:43:47.978"},{"id":"580ba86d-0ba6-4777-a10b-1e42b5a385a7","content":"What do u mean I got asked to be a bridesmaid?","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-13 21:12:53.688","updatedAt":"2025-09-13 21:12:53.69"},{"id":"6dc2d2bc-0b99-4ae0-a8fb-b8f5584b0d17","content":"I didn't tell my dearest friends that I'm leaving town to go to uni. I didn't even tell them that I was planning to go to uni. I didn't tell them that I got in, that I'm starting on the 15th, that I'm so fucking scared about it all. I'm such a coward for not telling them shit. I've had so many occasions, opportunities to do so, yet I didn't. I stayed quiet, I couldn't get the words out so when once I got asked about what imma do after summer I laughed it off and I said that I'll hang myself. Such a great friend I am, aren't I? ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-11 19:06:38.474","updatedAt":"2025-09-11 19:06:38.474"},{"id":"38c6b208-fd91-4614-b463-e1465c3f8e9e","content":"It's such a shame most of them are terrible people ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"22015b43-4892-491e-9275-a2c141c7f0bd","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-07 17:37:42.146","updatedAt":"2025-09-07 17:37:42.146"},{"id":"22015b43-4892-491e-9275-a2c141c7f0bd","content":"When's my turn to be held by a man with big nice hands, arms and shoulders? ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-09-07 17:34:13.281","updatedAt":"2025-09-07 17:34:13.281"},{"id":"824162af-6e3a-4a39-8394-d6eb00e55c42","content":"I will tolerate no angry drunk man in my house like I did in yours ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-08-23 18:50:34.959","updatedAt":"2025-08-23 18:50:34.956"},{"id":"74e40240-de21-428c-9199-57c795a2a6fa","content":"Please I need someone to be my oak tree","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-08-23 18:19:39.33","updatedAt":"2025-08-23 18:19:39.329"},{"id":"e63c1911-2aa5-4618-9aa8-a409bd55e515","content":"Got to the point that my dearest friends who I have met multiple times this summer don't know that I'm going to college","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-08-23 14:40:53.993","updatedAt":"2025-08-23 14:40:53.988"},{"id":"d97a3fed-7967-4a6e-9412-22b60026c850","content":"Had a dream that my father so openly with the slightest regret admitted fucking a random girl at an event. I'm absolutely disgusted. ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-08-21 18:21:25.556","updatedAt":"2025-08-21 18:21:25.554"},{"id":"a1d44e12-04ac-44a0-a461-6435966ba7a1","content":"A big part of who I am is who I am not ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-08-19 08:29:47.531","updatedAt":"2025-08-19 08:29:47.529"},{"id":"40310e4d-f874-4abc-b309-c0fd0c03ab56","content":"It's so frustrating to think about how many opportunities, how many chances I had to try to get over my anxiety, yet I physically couldn't move a muscle. It makes me so angry how unable I am to even talk during social gatherings and how hard it is for me to interact with people overall. I desperately feel the need to hide, to be invisible so no one can notice me, perceive me in any way possible. ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-08-17 18:01:36.201","updatedAt":"2025-08-17 18:01:36.201"},{"id":"5d49a961-e1fd-4e18-8814-5d2ef6339878","content":"I love pretty boys but it's such a shame most are terrible people ","createdBy":"Anonymous","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-08-16 13:30:12.157","updatedAt":"2025-08-16 13:30:12.13"},{"id":"dcefb0f8-364b-4f39-b586-fcd97c7a6d1b","content":"I hate how everyone is looking at everything as an inconvenience ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-08-14 17:26:21.963","updatedAt":"2025-08-14 17:26:21.961"},{"id":"04faad0c-7c9f-47fd-b09a-c09935faf65a","content":"Since my dad is working abroad he's always complaining about how he can't wait to come home to us, and yet when he's home, he really isn't. He's out drinking. Ironic, isn't it? ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-08-14 13:58:34.041","updatedAt":"2025-08-14 13:58:34.042"},{"id":"ce236a50-2210-46eb-b8d4-35d3077d0edc","content":"Angry daughter at its finest ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-08-14 13:00:03.561","updatedAt":"2025-08-14 13:00:03.559"},{"id":"a87194d5-6062-4962-baab-0abe31c13c5f","content":"Who's the one that decided my parents are a good match? ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-08-14 03:40:47.758","updatedAt":"2025-08-14 03:40:47.756"},{"id":"cab67679-7892-4fc1-a33b-c5ab6168af32","content":"Bro I went out with my friends and I was feeling so good so happy then I got home to my mom talking about my dad and now I'm so irritated ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-08-12 14:29:07.741","updatedAt":"2025-08-12 14:29:07.739"},{"id":"1d10a0e0-9d2e-4533-a1eb-cfc624638654","content":"Maybe I'll be okay ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-08-11 18:05:49.216","updatedAt":"2025-08-11 18:05:49.213"},{"id":"a2d7220c-7e03-46a5-a6a7-dd68af50fc2a","content":"We got to the point that now I am the one teaching my family about morals","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-08-10 07:34:51.195","updatedAt":"2025-08-10 07:34:51.192"},{"id":"bbd46d93-27e0-4b8c-9646-707ad00ef9fd","content":"It's so embarrassing that the only sure thing that I have ever wanted was to be beautiful ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-08-09 22:29:10.487","updatedAt":"2025-08-09 22:29:10.482"},{"id":"28b411f9-0096-4a1a-bff5-d8cad96456cb","content":"Please God, I'm still waiting for the sign ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-08-09 13:40:36.589","updatedAt":"2025-08-09 13:40:36.585"},{"id":"27599dcc-ada9-4543-aa3f-5c848e428dae","content":"I love these girls bro. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-08-07 11:58:32.105","updatedAt":"2025-08-07 11:58:32.103"},{"id":"a05f9773-5403-4b43-8a05-4182df15bb6f","content":"There is something so deeply wrong with me","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-08-03 11:04:32.106","updatedAt":"2025-08-03 11:04:32.103"},{"id":"2afb5270-7eaa-49fa-af71-8929012bf27f","content":"I wasn't supposed to make it to my 18th birthday ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-08-02 21:00:57.423","updatedAt":"2025-08-02 21:00:57.42"},{"id":"c059583f-a03a-4f96-9cb3-95a3c997d56f","content":"I fucking hate birthdays ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-08-02 13:50:22.221","updatedAt":"2025-08-02 13:50:22.219"},{"id":"352e8ca7-88f2-478b-af3b-b79dedaa3e9b","content":"Absolute need","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"368d03f6-75d5-4d9d-a7ec-5548ab593ad7","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-08-01 09:23:49.886","updatedAt":"2025-08-01 09:23:49.885"},{"id":"bd61f969-f82b-4fe8-99a9-e17e23972e8a","content":"A man holding me in his arms would fix me (or fuck me up more) ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-07-31 23:12:06.523","updatedAt":"2025-07-31 23:12:06.519"},{"id":"e4fa75a5-97d6-4805-9bd8-167e6cb37c56","content":"Comparison is the thief of joy.","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-07-30 14:40:27.753","updatedAt":"2025-07-30 14:40:27.75"},{"id":"5444607f-c769-4b51-bed7-ae707d08b868","content":"It is in fact that damn phone ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-07-29 17:20:16.083","updatedAt":"2025-07-29 17:20:16.08"},{"id":"5cd34ab5-e84c-46ac-8df0-87351f40287d","content":"I didn't eat for more than 24 hours yet I'm still not hungry. I might actually go insane. ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-07-26 07:40:08.046","updatedAt":"2025-07-26 07:40:08.042"},{"id":"57b12523-afa8-47cc-a5e7-c31190293192","content":"Not fun being a first generation ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-07-25 21:52:08.453","updatedAt":"2025-07-25 21:52:08.45"},{"id":"143d413f-4b3d-4bcb-bfc6-3b8f40565cc0","content":"God knew I would've been too powerful if I was skinny ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-07-25 07:19:31.402","updatedAt":"2025-07-25 07:19:31.398"},{"id":"e22ad777-1fa6-418b-a0d9-7a8eb23ddc58","content":"I got into uni with scholarship. Now what? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-07-22 09:11:37.664","updatedAt":"2025-07-22 09:11:37.659"},{"id":"0fcf4e05-3bbd-41ab-beda-45b50bc0fa62","content":"I just wish I could do things on my own without this crippling anxiety ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-07-21 20:59:04.982","updatedAt":"2025-07-21 20:59:04.978"},{"id":"5ad735e0-ac19-49a7-b650-00d225ba411b","content":"Looking back at the pictures of me from years ago I now completely understand why people constantly tell me that I \"turned pretty\" because I obviously was an ugly child. But keep in mind: I was a child. A bullied child whom no one teach how to take care of herself, how to do makeup, how to dress, how to do her hair. I don't mean to blame anyone around me for not teaching me these things since they didn't know better either, but i looked the way i looked because im not naturally beautiful. I wasn't blessed with effortless beauty. I needed more time to learn how to be beautiful. And even tho now I understand and forgive my younger self, she's continuously haunting me. I somehow still see her in the mirror, in pictures. I still feel like her. Ugly and looked down on. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-07-21 18:48:57.025","updatedAt":"2025-07-21 18:48:57.025"},{"id":"cc5b3a57-9a2f-4255-986c-5dc839a6a2d7","content":"The way I want male validation is genuinely embarrassing ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-07-19 20:59:31.744","updatedAt":"2025-07-19 20:59:31.741"},{"id":"74e91374-9329-4769-9983-f66de2abf5fb","content":"I'm physically itching to do something ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-07-15 18:43:52.571","updatedAt":"2025-07-15 18:43:52.569"},{"id":"cb24d542-6e31-481f-b21a-721226e6711d","content":"The way I'm obsessing over men is actually deeply embarrassing and concerning ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-07-05 19:11:25.444","updatedAt":"2025-07-05 19:11:25.443"},{"id":"cf12c20d-7359-4e58-af20-1685442a70c1","content":"How is it that I'm still alive? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-07-03 22:03:10.356","updatedAt":"2025-07-03 22:03:10.355"},{"id":"96769240-0332-4357-a3dc-ec2ced29a20a","content":"One say I am gonna grow wings ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-06-06 21:22:46.644","updatedAt":"2025-06-06 21:22:46.642"},{"id":"df6ce995-c1ec-42b6-a12e-4bcab53eb97d","content":"My heart feels so heavy ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-06-06 20:36:09.689","updatedAt":"2025-06-06 20:36:09.678"},{"id":"5a1bda15-9203-46eb-8e58-e163c59a94b8","content":"I hate being perceived ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-29 12:37:35.068","updatedAt":"2025-05-29 12:37:35.065"},{"id":"9411a938-5579-4ef3-80fd-89aea6f6cfb4","content":"I dont think anyone my age has ever touched me this much as they did today during a project thing at school and I can't help but think about how disgusted they might've felt ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-28 19:34:13.157","updatedAt":"2025-05-28 19:34:13.155"},{"id":"d48affa5-69dc-4307-9733-1762d5aba633","content":"I'm so fucling ugly ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-27 12:39:10.318","updatedAt":"2025-05-27 12:39:10.316"},{"id":"884f3f60-41df-4ba2-b304-33d1cf3cd478","content":"I want to die","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-27 12:39:03.246","updatedAt":"2025-05-27 12:39:03.243"},{"id":"a3d79d81-aaf9-48c7-b2a7-8fd90a39394d","content":"My first time being asked to dance by a guy, and I did it barefoot after I gave up on trying to get my heels on, bro was 2 heads taller than me. At least I have something to think about at 3am wanting to kill myself. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-25 19:52:18.181","updatedAt":"2025-05-25 19:52:18.177"},{"id":"b4a3984a-b6fb-4776-878f-25e4f5e7c7e1","content":"Why tf am I not able to keep a conversation alive? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-25 16:20:10.68","updatedAt":"2025-05-25 16:20:10.679"},{"id":"bbfecc6d-0439-4ed5-b20c-7e59281fb91e","content":"I feel so disgusting ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-25 13:43:35.314","updatedAt":"2025-05-25 13:43:35.313"},{"id":"0ded6878-cc63-44fc-95c3-a8e316fec44b","content":"What if I just died? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-24 19:29:20.558","updatedAt":"2025-05-24 19:29:20.557"},{"id":"127d144e-d4d3-49e7-b098-ea1e85b59c16","content":"Bro it's my fucking graduation, why are you inviting people and planning stupid shit behind my back? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-24 11:04:43.358","updatedAt":"2025-05-24 11:04:43.354"},{"id":"9725bcb4-c218-481b-b1c1-06bfffda9b3f","content":"Please kill me ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-19 04:59:47.187","updatedAt":"2025-05-19 04:59:47.184"},{"id":"be752ac5-20cf-4bfb-9a83-0044eafe56f5","content":"I want to die ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-19 04:59:40.88","updatedAt":"2025-05-19 04:59:40.878"},{"id":"60cf1afa-6a4f-41c0-9d45-612d9e73461d","content":"I'm so ugly I want to die ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-16 05:05:36.498","updatedAt":"2025-05-16 05:05:36.496"},{"id":"d9f78a77-cba2-4947-888a-fa2fb17adba5","content":"Shes making it my fault that they made me disturbingly ugly ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-15 15:25:55.143","updatedAt":"2025-05-15 15:25:55.142"},{"id":"502cdb52-432f-4e25-b834-fbe7eac93888","content":"I just wish I was beautiful ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-15 15:05:57.76","updatedAt":"2025-05-15 15:05:57.758"},{"id":"d22b2056-f74c-4c9d-80d8-a61a99121d95","content":"\"If you don't love yourself, how is anyone supposed to love you?\" Thanks grandma, thanks ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-15 12:30:53.974","updatedAt":"2025-05-15 12:30:53.974"},{"id":"77a8cd83-139d-4cf7-9107-66923ad9a337","content":"I want to die","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-15 08:50:09.418","updatedAt":"2025-05-15 08:50:09.411"},{"id":"791ed0de-affb-4f6c-9e42-0c5c79d65d6c","content":"I dont deserve to heal ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-14 21:14:55.39","updatedAt":"2025-05-14 21:14:55.387"},{"id":"97a884ae-45fe-46c0-8820-041e8383bddf","content":"My heart physically hurts from how much I hate myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-14 17:43:18.715","updatedAt":"2025-05-14 17:43:18.712"},{"id":"9491c068-8938-439f-bab1-9d801d0f7f08","content":"I'm so fucking ugly I want to die ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-14 17:32:46.652","updatedAt":"2025-05-14 17:32:46.648"},{"id":"fad78363-5d35-41e4-b690-89495b8aebb2","content":"I almost started sobbing in front of a friend because of some pictures she took of me, please kill me right now ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-14 17:15:24.474","updatedAt":"2025-05-14 17:15:24.472"},{"id":"0b08db56-7fae-4579-ad5a-2f2d61f382fc","content":"I want to suffocate myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-12 15:49:28.97","updatedAt":"2025-05-12 15:49:28.967"},{"id":"f231ec05-5d4a-4e28-920b-21a0cb5f01b3","content":"I'm gonna kill myself ","createdBy":"...","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-12 08:23:21.757","updatedAt":"2025-05-12 08:23:21.759"},{"id":"15e51c83-6496-478e-a10a-948ee346c989","content":"Do I apply to go to college with my friends knowing I might not even get in or just kill myself by the end of june? ","createdBy":" ","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-12 08:17:09.87","updatedAt":"2025-05-12 08:17:09.87"},{"id":"236602e3-bf71-4989-b323-1d6938be2487","content":"For the past 5 months I've lived my life with the certainty that I'm going to die before may. I convinced my own brain that something 'tragic' is going to happen to me just because I couldn't imagine what to do with my life after graduating, just because I couldn't see a future for myself, just because I never felt like I can do anything on my own. I still can't, so please tell me tf am I supposed to do with myself now?","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-06 12:23:36.201","updatedAt":"2025-05-06 12:23:36.199"},{"id":"b5864930-a379-46c6-ab35-41aa452baa2b","content":"I was supposed to die before may","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-05 18:34:59.381","updatedAt":"2025-05-05 18:34:59.379"},{"id":"c1129ac3-5379-4f07-9cde-1fbcbb3379e3","content":"Maybe if I was beautiful","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-04 19:00:33.38","updatedAt":"2025-05-04 19:00:33.377"},{"id":"bf882e5f-fefd-4f54-a00f-1fa911907b83","content":"Can that man do something except fighting? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-05-02 16:41:50.58","updatedAt":"2025-05-02 16:41:50.579"},{"id":"87797825-2724-4210-816d-ea0703ccd856","content":"The way I get triggered even by conversations about real life sexual acts is triggerung me even more. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-30 15:41:34.322","updatedAt":"2025-04-30 15:41:34.32"},{"id":"7e1fe04a-8b91-4e65-a6dd-37fe60f821fb","content":"Tf is he acting so fucking smart it's like he thinks we're cavemans","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-18 17:18:06.85","updatedAt":"2025-04-18 17:18:06.85"},{"id":"1011f248-e3b1-4671-a5a1-094e8c07d42c","content":"I'm hurting ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-18 16:07:08.947","updatedAt":"2025-04-18 16:07:08.938"},{"id":"c04eec55-1547-45e6-bd3f-f32779908104","content":"Is life next to us only sufferable when he's drunk? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-17 16:15:39.629","updatedAt":"2025-04-17 16:15:39.627"},{"id":"42ff2aba-5218-4195-b2ec-2e038a5eb2c8","content":"Like shut the fuck up I'm not fucking stupid ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-17 16:03:01.873","updatedAt":"2025-04-17 16:03:01.873"},{"id":"9ac12c4f-f4b0-4a08-96dc-fd04a8e3025f","content":"I fucking hate people who think they are so smart while saying the most average day to day things that could exist ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-17 16:02:43.349","updatedAt":"2025-04-17 16:02:43.339"},{"id":"5f713c22-be5b-4976-93a7-6c181e2ebe0d","content":"First 12 hours that he's home and he already fucked up ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-17 15:34:22.451","updatedAt":"2025-04-17 15:34:22.448"},{"id":"526a85de-3f20-40eb-bf28-0f29709d99d3","content":"I'm so ashamed to be me ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-17 06:56:01.657","updatedAt":"2025-04-17 06:56:01.656"},{"id":"58560063-3125-4799-94b2-771b2c8abf88","content":"I want to die ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-17 06:55:52.747","updatedAt":"2025-04-17 06:55:52.744"},{"id":"1608a2b4-9585-4a32-a9fd-cab16bc0cad9","content":"Dad's coming home tonight, wish me luck ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-16 21:06:24.877","updatedAt":"2025-04-16 21:06:24.872"},{"id":"8bca1cfa-993a-44b9-b2db-a37be3731c5d","content":"Why am I an ogre surrounded by beautiful people someone please chop my head off","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-08 16:29:42.443","updatedAt":"2025-04-08 16:29:42.443"},{"id":"0895eed3-d1b7-4d7a-af70-165de67a0e46","content":"Got my senior photos back I'm so fucking disgusting I want to die","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-08 16:24:22.155","updatedAt":"2025-04-08 16:24:22.153"},{"id":"a270291c-c7f6-4a3c-898b-29dc24c64b2e","content":"Life is so ironic nowadays ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-06 17:22:29.851","updatedAt":"2025-04-06 17:22:29.847"},{"id":"caf643ef-e4f6-44b4-8ae7-08018aebbd24","content":"And the fact that my mom can't stand up for herself and only cry and let him talk makes me so fucking angry, I could never sit at the side and listen. And he still gets surprised when it hits him that I'm not like my mother, the same way he can yell, I can too. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-05 17:49:32.86","updatedAt":"2025-04-05 17:49:32.861"},{"id":"6d115b23-2ea2-4b96-9a50-50b8acd76bcc","content":"I can only love him as a father because I so fucking much hate him as a person ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-05 17:44:52.128","updatedAt":"2025-04-05 17:44:52.129"},{"id":"671719da-7bfe-41f5-a58c-986b5b54b1a4","content":"I understand the struggle he's been through but he's now making us struggle ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-05 17:40:12.665","updatedAt":"2025-04-05 17:40:12.665"},{"id":"917597d2-4db7-43ed-a293-b1f3f1b87347","content":"Of course he's the one threatening everyone about killing himself and making everyone else feel miserable ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-05 17:32:00.88","updatedAt":"2025-04-05 17:32:00.88"},{"id":"60a56929-1d57-49b5-9330-a7e517766898","content":"I always have to be the one in fault when I dare to confront him because \"That's just the way he is and u should have gotten used to it by now.\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-05 17:30:17.656","updatedAt":"2025-04-05 17:30:17.655"},{"id":"2ac37d11-2d22-4dd5-96a0-448e2a0988c9","content":"Ironic how everyone is praising my mom for finding such a great man for herself and a great father for me, but everyone seems to look through how fucked he is as a person. The only thing I have ever received from that man was money and trauma. I fucking much hate how we all have to look over how he acts just because he's such a great man towards everyone else but always seems to fuck up everything in this goddamn family. I don't have a single good memory in which he was present or if he was it always only took a few seconds for him to turn it into a bad one that my brain tries so hard to erase. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-05 17:27:28.751","updatedAt":"2025-04-05 17:27:28.742"},{"id":"dba25213-2af9-4f50-a398-acdc0d0235e3","content":"Why am I so fucking ugly ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-03 19:11:26.946","updatedAt":"2025-04-03 19:11:26.942"},{"id":"ab8ea0db-cebc-4c40-bfeb-d899dff7fcf9","content":"What is wrong with me? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-03 18:39:12.469","updatedAt":"2025-04-03 18:39:12.466"},{"id":"ca5e14a5-2582-47f1-b8e8-805e56ac2a24","content":"I'm so ashamed of myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-03 18:12:40.209","updatedAt":"2025-04-03 18:12:40.201"},{"id":"026ab214-ece9-4a2d-86c0-271b820a69b6","content":"My anxiety annoys me so fucking much, I want to rip off my head ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-03 04:54:24.833","updatedAt":"2025-04-03 04:54:24.835"},{"id":"b11d20b3-47f3-4b23-a5c4-6c7e1c20f306","content":"Why is everyone so beautiful but not me? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-02 14:45:47.588","updatedAt":"2025-04-02 14:45:47.586"},{"id":"7ab1ce12-c3e7-4b55-be33-f67f3f1b0527","content":"I needed this reality check ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-02 11:17:35.98","updatedAt":"2025-04-02 11:17:35.975"},{"id":"f331a27e-f54e-4b86-8d79-1b067fdce636","content":"We could never be anything. I can't even talk to you ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-04-02 09:43:55.249","updatedAt":"2025-04-02 09:43:55.246"},{"id":"9d685440-284d-4383-8ec0-8beb6f1a32ec","content":"A big part of who I am is who I am not ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-27 20:43:17.505","updatedAt":"2025-03-27 20:43:17.501"},{"id":"f62e3cde-f4a8-437d-b705-d89d44198f27","content":"He would never like me ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-20 16:52:36.219","updatedAt":"2025-03-20 16:52:36.219"},{"id":"790312f7-b543-42a1-af44-da4fd7e49c25","content":"He would never like me ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-20 10:50:42.533","updatedAt":"2025-03-20 10:50:42.527"},{"id":"55d76ef0-e1a2-49ae-8526-dc335305da97","content":"I'm so ashamed of how much hatred I hold in myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-16 10:49:20.123","updatedAt":"2025-03-16 10:49:20.12"},{"id":"bb175d87-2b93-4d97-b41c-4a352ed1b057","content":"A big part of who I am is who I am not ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-13 19:01:17.24","updatedAt":"2025-03-13 19:01:17.238"},{"id":"68b11bae-f8b9-4e0d-93e9-742e41a9e432","content":"It's ironic isn't it? So unnatural even the thought of the the two of us. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-12 20:00:55.657","updatedAt":"2025-03-12 20:00:55.632"},{"id":"381fec43-a466-4b05-b5ed-58bbe3a7cc66","content":"Why can't she just shut up already? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-11 05:55:33.657","updatedAt":"2025-03-11 05:55:33.665"},{"id":"7ae6a4f1-5f25-4084-ac7d-265eb9f274cf","content":"What is wrong with me? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-09 19:08:47.033","updatedAt":"2025-03-09 19:08:47.023"},{"id":"2eea7a7e-e801-4d4b-b996-2407a2032a0a","content":"I'm graduating in 3 months, now the question is what the actual fuck do I do with my life? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-07 16:48:02.467","updatedAt":"2025-03-07 16:48:02.463"},{"id":"2da12087-59a0-4c08-8786-8cf2c81c585f","content":"I won't make it past 18","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-06 18:06:01.77","updatedAt":"2025-03-06 18:06:01.747"},{"id":"91ee7559-252c-4a1f-9f8b-6532b13f4cd5","content":"I'm so easily irritable I hate it so much ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-02 15:31:11.471","updatedAt":"2025-03-02 15:31:11.466"},{"id":"899c050f-a6c7-4e48-aadb-26ddde54f86a","content":"I can't even follow him on his socials what do I expect from myself ","createdBy":"-","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-01 17:50:35.756","updatedAt":"2025-03-01 17:50:35.752"},{"id":"09b5cf8e-b5c6-48bb-b3c5-71f317b3966d","content":"I have so much anger in myself it makes me hateful ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-01 15:18:08.41","updatedAt":"2025-03-01 15:18:08.408"},{"id":"2ab7a71b-94ce-4100-81a1-9f0b8bbaebf1","content":"I have so much hatred in myself it makes me angry ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-03-01 15:17:53.902","updatedAt":"2025-03-01 15:17:53.898"},{"id":"b0853005-63ff-4280-9df8-94fb91f2b04c","content":"I disgust myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-02-27 22:29:16.067","updatedAt":"2025-02-27 22:29:16.066"},{"id":"be3cb88b-a3c5-4e79-96d8-71e3070ac36d","content":"It's maybe not that I want him, but that I want him to want me ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-02-25 22:10:55.926","updatedAt":"2025-02-25 22:10:55.921"},{"id":"9d02ad10-4c5f-4155-8e21-bdead8f35606","content":"I dont want them to notice but God I really wish they would notice ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-02-25 17:11:35.275","updatedAt":"2025-02-25 17:11:35.271"},{"id":"0679ba86-6d0b-4707-b0f0-2b670da66d37","content":"Why do I have to constantly obsess over random people? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-02-24 21:43:19.088","updatedAt":"2025-02-24 21:43:19.084"},{"id":"bfa3596d-6474-48d1-a5e7-582f3b7f2376","content":"I am ashamed of my own existence ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-02-23 20:21:04.095","updatedAt":"2025-02-23 20:21:04.089"},{"id":"d244c809-c939-470c-9c3c-099f56504d5e","content":"Isn't it ironic how the two of us were paired up? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-02-19 21:27:58.612","updatedAt":"2025-02-19 21:27:58.61"},{"id":"116a2edf-cb65-4b70-a0a2-4d318da1120b","content":"Isn't it so unfair that I spent the past 4 days constantly thinking about your body against mine while I'm sure that it didn't even cross your mind once. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-02-18 16:18:48.953","updatedAt":"2025-02-18 16:18:48.949"},{"id":"f67b70f0-cfca-406e-ad1a-7cce6f6eea52","content":"We love a firm arm wrapped around the waist","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-02-16 13:23:22.128","updatedAt":"2025-02-16 13:23:22.124"},{"id":"a3755ea9-d263-4e9b-8480-eb0a6a3e60bd","content":"What is this update? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-02-02 09:21:42.29","updatedAt":"2025-02-02 09:21:42.287"},{"id":"cm6m43y1w00009n0wo5v7ybaz","content":"I'm so tired bro ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-02-01 11:31:02.565","updatedAt":"2025-02-01 11:31:02.565"},{"id":"cm6l6r5kh00019pw54bzggv5e","content":"The pure hatred I feel towards myself dimes the tiny amount of light I could offer ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-31 19:57:18.449","updatedAt":"2025-01-31 19:57:18.449"},{"id":"cm6gwvhcn00025fs3ejmn2v52","content":"I've been avoidant towards my own life for ages ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-28 20:09:39.479","updatedAt":"2025-01-28 20:09:39.479"},{"id":"cm6dx36ey0000dg7awrilpime","content":"I dont want to wake up tomorrow ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-26 17:52:20.027","updatedAt":"2025-01-26 17:52:20.027"},{"id":"cm662dun20005nosay3jfkh2v","content":"Im being physically consumed ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-21 05:58:26.655","updatedAt":"2025-01-21 05:58:26.655"},{"id":"cm5zqj4hs0005pbv3g8p0c0ds","content":"Why does everyone gets bored of me so fast ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-16 19:40:00.257","updatedAt":"2025-01-16 19:40:00.257"},{"id":"cm5vn1ur50000sepu0s7carzn","content":"Tf is he so good for? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-13 22:51:30.93","updatedAt":"2025-01-13 22:51:30.93"},{"id":"cm5vc9fxh0000pj2933dm19kd","content":"Who am I kidding? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-13 17:49:29.19","updatedAt":"2025-01-13 17:49:29.19"},{"id":"cm5st0mwh00005ktun8cfk16g","content":"I want you to hate me as much as I hate myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-11 23:15:13.265","updatedAt":"2025-01-11 23:15:13.265"},{"id":"cm5r6denn0004o1acdlun3al2","content":"Ive been avoiding my own life for years ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-10 19:53:31.763","updatedAt":"2025-01-10 19:53:31.763"},{"id":"cm5pv7xit0000hxcgrlfk6b2w","content":"I was opening up to him and then he proceeded to complain about how he bought something in a game and it took too long to perches ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-09 21:53:34.326","updatedAt":"2025-01-09 21:53:34.326"},{"id":"cm5punyw60000hllj96yviq4v","content":"You apologized in a way that made me want to throw myself out the window because of guilt ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-09 21:38:02.982","updatedAt":"2025-01-09 21:38:02.982"},{"id":"cm5psw8lf0000f4m75861wek7","content":"I need to throw up","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-09 20:48:29.572","updatedAt":"2025-01-09 20:48:29.572"},{"id":"cm5pqtgkl0000bhjf2yxudyj5","content":"I forgot my necklace in the bathroom ONCE after showering and he acts like I burned down the whole house","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-09 19:50:20.709","updatedAt":"2025-01-09 19:50:20.709"},{"id":"cm5plx3wu0000k6zp0w8ac85b","content":"3 more days I only have to survive 3 more days ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-09 17:33:12.846","updatedAt":"2025-01-09 17:33:12.846"},{"id":"cm5pl7fhh0000rqh5x2rpz584","content":"Can't express it in words how much I hate money talk ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-09 17:13:14.79","updatedAt":"2025-01-09 17:13:14.79"},{"id":"cm5ohgtdo000036m6y9j1j4r2","content":"Why can't I stop creating obsessions over random people? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-08 22:40:48.06","updatedAt":"2025-01-08 22:40:48.06"},{"id":"cm5ob49l9000089mmnc37eyx5","content":"I can't even express the rage I'm feeling when men, especially my dad, are mansplaining like u repeated the same shit i said 2 seconds ago shut up already ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-08 19:43:04.845","updatedAt":"2025-01-08 19:43:04.845"},{"id":"cm5o54o7g0002z1r9dzfaip44","content":"I miss you, please stay away from me ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-08 16:55:26.093","updatedAt":"2025-01-08 16:55:26.093"},{"id":"cm5n02lb9000011c8kxny8zqs","content":"I can only develop obsessions","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-07 21:46:04.774","updatedAt":"2025-01-07 21:46:04.774"},{"id":"cm5lom9oy0000xuh9irfzsf1r","content":"I'm sorry that this is the state you had to meet me in","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-06 23:37:41.267","updatedAt":"2025-01-06 23:37:41.267"},{"id":"cm5h7smpv0000xe0yrpxzoh6y","content":"Can't he just shut the fuck up already ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-03 20:35:39.907","updatedAt":"2025-01-03 20:35:39.907"},{"id":"cm5gcwlar000097y357r5krhb","content":"Is anyone surprised that he's backing up from his own duty? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-03 06:10:56.595","updatedAt":"2025-01-03 06:10:56.595"},{"id":"cm5efydx30000k2g1p6jsbsm2","content":"Tf did I even stay alive for ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2025-01-01 22:00:46.84","updatedAt":"2025-01-01 22:00:46.84"},{"id":"cm55wjaad0002esiiqoq4e9yv","content":"He fucked up again. Is anyone surprised? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-26 22:35:00.181","updatedAt":"2024-12-26 22:35:00.181"},{"id":"cm55wb71d0000esiivz1f733n","content":"I almost praised my dad for behaving properly this christmas regarding alcohol. Almost. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-26 22:28:42.721","updatedAt":"2024-12-26 22:28:42.721"},{"id":"cm55r0pmx00022aoup2tyodlc","content":"I didn't ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cm55qyqm300002aoubk8lvr5q","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-26 20:00:35.53","updatedAt":"2024-12-26 20:00:35.53"},{"id":"cm55qyqm300002aoubk8lvr5q","content":"Okay now do I lie about my age? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-26 19:59:03.484","updatedAt":"2024-12-26 19:59:03.484"},{"id":"cm4yk6gs40009rbbf8t8v5bg7","content":"Got complimented 3 times in less then 2 hours. Maybe family gatherings aren't that bad. (They sure are)","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-21 19:14:43.445","updatedAt":"2024-12-21 19:14:43.445"},{"id":"cm4ybz6jt0000100q3m7pbzb0","content":"\"Your only problem is that you just don't trust yourself.\" \nWhat did you just tell me? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-21 15:25:06.665","updatedAt":"2024-12-21 15:25:06.665"},{"id":"cm4y9w88n0000rdbh0n7y4le8","content":"Im not okay","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-21 14:26:49.655","updatedAt":"2024-12-21 14:26:49.655"},{"id":"cm4s8skvk0000hs2798qgqqeh","content":"\"My tummy is bigger than it should be\" stf you're 40kg","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-17 09:09:22.736","updatedAt":"2024-12-17 09:09:22.736"},{"id":"cm4pu1hiq0000w8tcr7s5p7gx","content":"\"Busy with uni?\"\nDo I lie now? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-15 16:40:51.698","updatedAt":"2024-12-15 16:40:51.698"},{"id":"cm4o88l8a0000rxz8x71lrd5a","content":"Did I overreact? Yes. Do I have the right to overreact? Yes. Was I in an emotional state that I could do nothing else but overreact? Yes. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-14 13:42:45.371","updatedAt":"2024-12-14 13:42:45.371"},{"id":"cm4o1o20i0002w1elfthh5d40","content":"I'm hyperventilating ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-14 10:38:49.65","updatedAt":"2024-12-14 10:38:49.65"},{"id":"cm4o1iluo0000w1eljltalemm","content":"I wanna cry ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-14 10:34:35.424","updatedAt":"2024-12-14 10:34:35.424"},{"id":"cm4o1gjoz0002abdgx4ie65ng","content":"I can't do it alone ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-14 10:32:59.316","updatedAt":"2024-12-14 10:32:59.316"},{"id":"cm4nuvyh70000ioqlbxqv1qvg","content":"I'm so anxious bro","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-14 07:29:01.003","updatedAt":"2024-12-14 07:29:01.003"},{"id":"cm4n6hv8r0000q8qzmet4em49","content":"\"If that's how anxious you are now about something so mediocre what is going to happen in the future?\" \n\"That's what I've been saying too but did anyone listened to me?\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-13 20:06:12.843","updatedAt":"2024-12-13 20:06:12.843"},{"id":"cm4kuqvjy0000kotnrhflvk1b","content":"How am I supposed to do all that on my own? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-12 05:01:45.406","updatedAt":"2024-12-12 05:01:45.406"},{"id":"cm4ku9rke0000xrru6rwyuain","content":"Please let me not feel this anxiety that eats me alive ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-12 04:48:27.086","updatedAt":"2024-12-12 04:48:27.086"},{"id":"cm4ku7f5g0000ywfbnvm15myj","content":"Happy birthdaaaay <33","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cm4kf4tk60000zhfmat1jtllc","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-12 04:46:37.685","updatedAt":"2024-12-12 04:46:37.685"},{"id":"cm4kd0vnc0000zijudb7e9rmz","content":"I just want to be skinny, I just need to be skinny ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-11 20:45:39.001","updatedAt":"2024-12-11 20:45:39.001"},{"id":"cm4hjg4en0000tuqn4i5s8ak6","content":"Don't even talk to me at this point ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-09 21:22:09.36","updatedAt":"2024-12-09 21:22:09.36"},{"id":"cm48xsetx0000u2g342ch9yoh","content":"Everything is so unfair ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-03 20:53:41.782","updatedAt":"2024-12-03 20:53:41.782"},{"id":"cm48xs7xw0000lvs0mk89r8pt","content":"It so unfair ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-03 20:53:32.853","updatedAt":"2024-12-03 20:53:32.853"},{"id":"cm48x7mjp0002jjeyci9i5v1k","content":"I fucking hate people who can only complain but never hear out someone else about their issues. Fuck you ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-03 20:37:32.006","updatedAt":"2024-12-03 20:37:32.006"},{"id":"cm48x6bsf0000jjeycr9dev3m","content":"Yeah, sure. I've got nothing to stress about. Sorry, I forgo. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-03 20:36:31.408","updatedAt":"2024-12-03 20:36:31.408"},{"id":"cm47kt9o30000zbkqsn3ivjh5","content":"I feel like I simply won't wake up one morning ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-02 22:02:40.564","updatedAt":"2024-12-02 22:02:40.564"},{"id":"cm45vmo830000159zgqjm253s","content":"I will die before I could even graduate. I know it. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-12-01 17:29:56.26","updatedAt":"2024-12-01 17:29:56.26"},{"id":"cm43ba38s0000p5tx2vbgmfcn","content":"\"You know what and how to do it you just don't trust yourself\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-29 22:24:44.525","updatedAt":"2024-11-29 22:24:44.525"},{"id":"cm42rafm90000rdwpkodbxwjz","content":"\"Pedig jó a gondolatmeneted és meg tudnád oldani de nem bízol magadban eléggé, hogy folytasd.\" - at least someone noticed ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-29 13:05:08.241","updatedAt":"2024-11-29 13:05:08.241"},{"id":"cm41q22xn0000b4f2um9ldhoq","content":"Nekem ez nem megy ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-28 19:42:52.763","updatedAt":"2024-11-28 19:42:52.763"},{"id":"cm3ui6w340002pyynwui1g4gg","content":"I was not supposed to make it this far in life. I was supposed to die at 14. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-23 18:28:17.009","updatedAt":"2024-11-23 18:28:17.009"},{"id":"cm3tak5va000213lvql06oee3","content":"After you messing it up, I had to make it right somehow ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-22 22:06:53.11","updatedAt":"2024-11-22 22:06:53.11"},{"id":"cm3t77c3j00006lju37ex8c0u","content":"I almost had a good day. Almost. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-22 20:32:55.808","updatedAt":"2024-11-22 20:32:55.808"},{"id":"cm3roqg170000i214ov2xuf2h","content":"The more he's at home, the more miserable I feel ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-21 19:08:08.492","updatedAt":"2024-11-21 19:08:08.492"},{"id":"cm3p1hv2t0000aonub3vp8840","content":"I dont see myself living ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cm3p1aqsc00002w3jfhn6eg9h","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-19 22:42:04.565","updatedAt":"2024-11-19 22:42:04.565"},{"id":"cm3p1aqsc00002w3jfhn6eg9h","content":"I dont see myself having a future ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-19 22:36:32.413","updatedAt":"2024-11-19 22:36:32.413"},{"id":"cm3kjzrjo00007j5ty7jo8u1n","content":"Why do I constantly feel like I'm out of place, like I don't belong? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-16 19:21:02.005","updatedAt":"2024-11-16 19:21:02.005"},{"id":"cm3jbb65b0000r9zhqyfrpdve","content":"Even when you are home, you aren't really ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-15 22:30:11.424","updatedAt":"2024-11-15 22:30:11.424"},{"id":"cm3j0gcmd0000nwathsw48unj","content":"Can't stand the way the talks ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-15 17:26:17.317","updatedAt":"2024-11-15 17:26:17.317"},{"id":"cm3g9rvgf0003w7pu4xl9l6oa","content":"I want to leave so they won't be around yet it seems like I'm being followed ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-13 19:23:52.96","updatedAt":"2024-11-13 19:23:52.96"},{"id":"cm3dzzvzo000077th6blifg1c","content":"What do I do with my life? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-12 05:14:38.388","updatedAt":"2024-11-12 05:14:38.388"},{"id":"cm3ao0soi0000lszu96r176j1","content":"I know it's my fault I look at everything in a sexual manner but I can't help it. I hate it so much ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-09 21:16:06.834","updatedAt":"2024-11-09 21:16:06.834"},{"id":"cm37twknc00018ahfu6cdmdvg","content":"Why do I have so much anger inside of me? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-07 21:37:28.968","updatedAt":"2024-11-07 21:37:28.968"},{"id":"cm37h66uv0004zrf987v02pga","content":"Just shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up stop pretending you're smart ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-07 15:41:02.648","updatedAt":"2024-11-07 15:41:02.648"},{"id":"cm37h4z3x0002zrf9nbqkpx0r","content":"I hate the way he talks ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-07 15:40:05.949","updatedAt":"2024-11-07 15:40:05.949"},{"id":"cm30j1ssf0000ynae2r57zzqk","content":"I'm miserable ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-02 18:59:13.791","updatedAt":"2024-11-02 18:59:13.791"},{"id":"cm309aw8l0000144n1lit6pol","content":"Guess what. He didn't change. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-11-02 14:26:22.006","updatedAt":"2024-11-02 14:26:22.006"},{"id":"cm2wcqcci0000t07o6f719ti6","content":"\"There's not a beautiful way to explain that I am lonely\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-30 20:51:16.867","updatedAt":"2024-10-30 20:51:16.867"},{"id":"cm2m98e0g0000iy8gwtbei2p5","content":"Why am I not good enough? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-23 19:15:38.608","updatedAt":"2024-10-23 19:15:38.608"},{"id":"cm2m94ojb0000kn5y0i2ixcs5","content":"Annyira idegesít hogy ennyire fáj ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-23 19:12:45.624","updatedAt":"2024-10-23 19:12:45.624"},{"id":"cm2m90zez0000n64q6zsf60yn","content":"Annyira fáj ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-23 19:09:53.1","updatedAt":"2024-10-23 19:09:53.1"},{"id":"cm2m2vwqz0000ekwglvq9qglx","content":"What more do I have to do? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-23 16:17:58.667","updatedAt":"2024-10-23 16:17:58.667"},{"id":"cm2kbjb2v0002dnmplp9i3s49","content":"No one gives a fuck","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-22 10:44:34.903","updatedAt":"2024-10-22 10:44:34.903"},{"id":"cm2j1weza0000584nzl14n3ez","content":"I'm officially legally blind 🤪 (I'm crying) ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-21 13:27:04.15","updatedAt":"2024-10-21 13:27:04.15"},{"id":"cm2c9usl600024ve2qnpd98bb","content":"How much more do I have to change? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-16 19:35:22.17","updatedAt":"2024-10-16 19:35:22.17"},{"id":"cm2c9u74v00004ve2llkrva0b","content":"What more do I have to do? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-16 19:34:54.367","updatedAt":"2024-10-16 19:34:54.367"},{"id":"cm26e8ev50003mz08rz5yxzav","content":"He painted her room yellow even tho everyone fucking knew she hates yellow ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-12 16:51:18.978","updatedAt":"2024-10-12 16:51:18.978"},{"id":"cm220prcl0000xz054utaj88u","content":"My teacher has more faith in me than my family ever could ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-09 15:21:48.981","updatedAt":"2024-10-09 15:21:48.981"},{"id":"cm1z4sh9g0003fyc1epfmw84i","content":"I'm so fucking done bro ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-07 14:52:35.812","updatedAt":"2024-10-07 14:52:35.812"},{"id":"cm1xrvxz800009vv2liws90yo","content":"Who the fuck thought that my parents would be a good couple? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-06 16:03:36.261","updatedAt":"2024-10-06 16:03:36.261"},{"id":"cm1u8wt5v00011thx5zh5tk7e","content":"Hát ez hülye ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-04 04:49:05.443","updatedAt":"2024-10-04 04:49:05.443"},{"id":"cm1svvxrl0001r16s4wlah9k9","content":"I get irritated too easily these days ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-03 05:56:43.569","updatedAt":"2024-10-03 05:56:43.569"},{"id":"cm1svrp5o00003osnmpil0oie","content":"Kinda wanna punch her","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-10-03 05:53:25.789","updatedAt":"2024-10-03 05:53:25.789"},{"id":"cm1mly3f10001u7ncq25eoyl7","content":"And suddenly I was thirteen again ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-28 20:31:50.99","updatedAt":"2024-09-28 20:31:50.99"},{"id":"cm1cl06a8000014k8o47pnkb7","content":"Why can't I stay clean for at least 2 days in a row? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-21 20:07:46.64","updatedAt":"2024-09-21 20:07:46.64"},{"id":"cm188hv9a00008p0o1aq4h5x1","content":"You get upset when I don't talk to you, but when I do you don't even remember a word from what i said after one day ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-18 19:06:32.447","updatedAt":"2024-09-18 19:06:32.447"},{"id":"cm13poh240000i7yzlwmpv2lo","content":"punch**","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cm13o9lyl0006fmn61tnn8g6b","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-15 15:08:43.228","updatedAt":"2024-09-15 15:08:43.228"},{"id":"cm13o9lyl0006fmn61tnn8g6b","content":"The way I wanna puck everyone is not even funny anymore ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-15 14:29:10.126","updatedAt":"2024-09-15 14:29:10.126"},{"id":"cm1280ev70000zslbu0bgiyoy","content":"She's so unreasonable mean bro. Who the fuck are you to be commenting on the appearance of other people? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-14 14:06:20.995","updatedAt":"2024-09-14 14:06:20.995"},{"id":"cm0um4c210000o8ojycuxay0h","content":"I almost forgot how much I can't stand them ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-09 06:19:09.194","updatedAt":"2024-09-09 06:19:09.194"},{"id":"cm0txfhir0003sxhoode0fp0w","content":"Tomorrow is my last first day of high school ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-08 18:47:59.092","updatedAt":"2024-09-08 18:47:59.092"},{"id":"cm0sk5v5k0003xto28plfflia","content":"I see myself living there ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-07 19:48:49.016","updatedAt":"2024-09-07 19:48:49.016"},{"id":"cm0nrffkf0003olfj9cglmnkg","content":"Being popular on social media doesn't instantly make anyone be cooler, you're not a loser without it ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cm0np9zz50006ohujxhd232gh","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-04 11:13:21.808","updatedAt":"2024-09-04 11:13:21.808"},{"id":"cm0lco54c000593qcq8xpmtcn","content":"Why do you have to ruin my first good day i spent with myself in months? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-02 18:44:41.58","updatedAt":"2024-09-02 18:44:41.58"},{"id":"cm0lci0lz00038vvrrnrizmd7","content":"Why can't he change? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-02 18:39:55.8","updatedAt":"2024-09-02 18:39:55.8"},{"id":"cm0ksstfi0001q1nrqeadscgd","content":"I want to be great or nothing ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-02 09:28:27.391","updatedAt":"2024-09-02 09:28:27.391"},{"id":"cm0kssg140000q1nr9w8szosz","content":"Happy birthday hun~ <33","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cm0krlkm6000297q7hf5mpkzx","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-09-02 09:28:10.024","updatedAt":"2024-09-02 09:28:10.024"},{"id":"cm0ievdi1000b4jbp445w70se","content":"I cant live in a hole anymore ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-31 17:22:59.737","updatedAt":"2024-08-31 17:22:59.737"},{"id":"cm0hcp6so0003ydffrw7wwbwk","content":"Was I really thinking that he'll want to talk to me? Lol","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-30 23:34:25.704","updatedAt":"2024-08-30 23:34:25.704"},{"id":"cm0fthz7c000113dg9rgp03nh","content":"Kinda missing him ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-29 21:49:10.392","updatedAt":"2024-08-29 21:49:10.392"},{"id":"cm0e7to950001lqp8wb3gq7do","content":"I need to be great","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-28 18:54:38.345","updatedAt":"2024-08-28 18:54:38.345"},{"id":"cm0ccsn2s0000w5wl0o7rv0gy","content":"I just want to be pretty too","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-27 11:38:15.893","updatedAt":"2024-08-27 11:38:15.893"},{"id":"cm0biy4ec000011yppjuad0kw","content":"Don't act so goddamn smart, I'm not fucking stupid ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-26 21:42:43.141","updatedAt":"2024-08-26 21:42:43.141"},{"id":"cm0ac1w3q0002144nl5bmmdjq","content":"I'm so fucking overstimulated ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-26 01:41:55.526","updatedAt":"2024-08-26 01:41:55.526"},{"id":"cm09q5x0h0002esqqszh3fzhs","content":"Kinda wanna die ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-25 15:29:11.777","updatedAt":"2024-08-25 15:29:11.777"},{"id":"cm08krdlc0000aap7nqz3p1fk","content":"Kinda wanna punch everyone ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-24 20:10:09.169","updatedAt":"2024-08-24 20:10:09.169"},{"id":"cm08k16g40005y1ldxhmmb8tg","content":"Kinda wanna punch her","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-24 19:49:46.853","updatedAt":"2024-08-24 19:49:46.853"},{"id":"cm08j1ori00036relnb0t9qx1","content":"says**","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cm08isbbw00006relxgu2zl4r","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-24 19:22:10.974","updatedAt":"2024-08-24 19:22:10.974"},{"id":"cm08isbbw00006relxgu2zl4r","content":"How does everything he days is embarrassing?","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-24 19:14:53.66","updatedAt":"2024-08-24 19:14:53.66"},{"id":"cm03ohhhe0000cmk0if41lvcm","content":"Of course I'm the one who has to find out everything in the last moment. What did I expect? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-21 09:55:35.234","updatedAt":"2024-08-21 09:55:35.234"},{"id":"cm03hsq1t0004671vpx2c004m","content":"Why can't you understand for once that I'm rotting away in this house? I'll go insane if I have to stay here for longer. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-21 06:48:22.242","updatedAt":"2024-08-21 06:48:22.242"},{"id":"cm02u2kun000qv9jmy8lupevm","content":"Why does everything I do has to be shadowed by my weight? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-20 19:44:11.28","updatedAt":"2024-08-20 19:44:11.28"},{"id":"cm02lrytq000044ufrt3zbujt","content":"Sometimes I hate that man so fucking much ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-20 15:51:59.246","updatedAt":"2024-08-20 15:51:59.246"},{"id":"cm019eeoy0000qs69i7wsbny3","content":"I wanna throw up ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-19 17:17:45.058","updatedAt":"2024-08-19 17:17:45.058"},{"id":"cm014szlu0000lne611h291br","content":"Heyy <3","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cm014mfn2000711rexn5j9ahe","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-19 15:09:07.266","updatedAt":"2024-08-19 15:09:07.266"},{"id":"clzzz16jx000042bwmopgdwnr","content":"I can't believe I spent an actually good day with my parents ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-18 19:39:45.646","updatedAt":"2024-08-18 19:39:45.646"},{"id":"clzycqlje0006d35568xw733y","content":"I hate this shit","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-17 16:27:54.122","updatedAt":"2024-08-17 16:27:54.122"},{"id":"clzycpn5o0002d3553obu32hf","content":"They make me wanna die ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-17 16:27:09.564","updatedAt":"2024-08-17 16:27:09.564"},{"id":"clzwh8l0h0003lch662v6mmpw","content":"That's just extremely wrong ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clzwboiju0005msfccc5hg70o","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-16 08:58:19.361","updatedAt":"2024-08-16 08:58:19.361"},{"id":"clzvrd5cu000187mnw3ohajkf","content":"Same girl, same ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clzvqnong000013euddfxquie","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-15 20:54:02.334","updatedAt":"2024-08-15 20:54:02.334"},{"id":"clzvpj7ac00058cr8u1qyqou1","content":"The worst in it all is the fact that I actually see myself with him ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-15 20:02:45.541","updatedAt":"2024-08-15 20:02:45.541"},{"id":"clzv7kz9m0002hsoryda35sst","content":"I full heartedly hate the way he talks. Makes me want to rip all my hair out ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-15 11:40:15.371","updatedAt":"2024-08-15 11:40:15.371"},{"id":"clzubz7xy0002f6jx7ujrtfpt","content":"Everything goes suspiciously smooth. Time to get scared? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-14 20:55:32.087","updatedAt":"2024-08-14 20:55:32.087"},{"id":"clzmy0y1y0004uybeqajcq5g3","content":"Nothing changed. Of course it didn't. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-09 16:50:34.727","updatedAt":"2024-08-09 16:50:34.727"},{"id":"clzlw2x2e00009z80lox361us","content":"My dad comes home tonight, shouldn't that make me happy? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-08 23:08:21.35","updatedAt":"2024-08-08 23:08:21.35"},{"id":"clzltp5fn000c5f55c6xpt6bs","content":"We haven't talked in a few months now, but I want to text him and apologize ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-08 22:01:39.779","updatedAt":"2024-08-08 22:01:39.779"},{"id":"clzlibelz0000xj6ep9yuj5xn","content":"If I have to stay in my hometown for any longer I'll go insane bro ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-08 16:43:02.712","updatedAt":"2024-08-08 16:43:02.712"},{"id":"clzcynk760001i2dwu88etjgv","content":"I'm not ready to turn 17. I'm not ready for the upcoming year. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-08-02 17:10:28.098","updatedAt":"2024-08-02 17:10:28.098"},{"id":"cly6esaiq0007hlo0wkhvwmw4","content":"I disgust myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-07-03 22:27:57.118","updatedAt":"2024-07-03 22:27:57.118"},{"id":"cly6efx8o0000hlo0h9we3moi","content":"It's okay hun, it's natural and everyone has it. You can only get rid of the bad feelings it gives you by accepting it <3","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cly6bys4m00007ipjrxjisq0o","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-07-03 22:18:20.04","updatedAt":"2024-07-03 22:18:20.04"},{"id":"cly6ec4w40000iuvcoaykqc3a","content":"Until it feels right ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cly6bjw800002dl6kmfww5tm6","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-07-03 22:15:23.332","updatedAt":"2024-07-03 22:15:23.332"},{"id":"cly6cd8mc0003botee2na6lqf","content":"I'm so lonely bro","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-07-03 21:20:15.588","updatedAt":"2024-07-03 21:20:15.588"},{"id":"cly0g6jdj0002j94r4bzv24yk","content":"I'm going insane","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-06-29 18:20:24.343","updatedAt":"2024-06-29 18:20:24.343"},{"id":"clxu6c4tr0000xxkvloj87zh7","content":"Eating cereal for dinner with my cousins at my grandparents house is a different feeling bro \nFeels like I'm 9 again ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-06-25 08:58:12.207","updatedAt":"2024-06-25 08:58:12.207"},{"id":"clxj1pjxa0000hqxlpeaahv8h","content":"\"I've got my dad's nose and his tendency to stop calling back\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-06-17 14:03:12.286","updatedAt":"2024-06-17 14:03:12.286"},{"id":"clx6g00ti0000ccy2v62u1612","content":"Of course it's my fault that we're not talking anymore ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-06-08 18:22:15.079","updatedAt":"2024-06-08 18:22:15.079"},{"id":"clx3kg1pc0000q03s7941xzo2","content":"Why can't I find the words to write anymore? Writing used to be my escape, what the fuck is wrong with me now? I need it back ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-06-06 18:03:22.657","updatedAt":"2024-06-06 18:03:22.657"},{"id":"clx3b8sy90008jkrpxbgq0ttt","content":"He looks like a lost puppy ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-06-06 13:45:48.178","updatedAt":"2024-06-06 13:45:48.178"},{"id":"clww7d3tu000355fcz2fdepk7","content":"I just need to survive 3 more weeks ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-06-01 14:22:47.202","updatedAt":"2024-06-01 14:22:47.202"},{"id":"clwuz9kww0000gfhjxdmvlkbd","content":"Should I cut my hair just out of impulse? \nI probably will ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-05-31 17:48:19.617","updatedAt":"2024-05-31 17:48:19.617"},{"id":"clwtobi0b0002rfc27fam6vxp","content":"The girl who I had two full conversations with showed me more affection than anyone from my family could ever do ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-05-30 19:54:07.212","updatedAt":"2024-05-30 19:54:07.212"},{"id":"clwtmkqa30000iv7zj3lctdi6","content":"I always have to realize that my family is incompetent to show love ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-05-30 19:05:18.603","updatedAt":"2024-05-30 19:05:18.603"},{"id":"clwgqpe8p0003kx6dmxvqwgdf","content":"I'm so miserable ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-05-21 18:39:54.458","updatedAt":"2024-05-21 18:39:54.458"},{"id":"clwfutkkz00006w070vvridki","content":"He's a twenty something years old grown ass man (I'm 16) and he makes it be so creepy bro ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clwfcb0nd0000i8dqdn6npgkr","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-05-21 03:47:21.588","updatedAt":"2024-05-21 03:47:21.588"},{"id":"clwfcb0nd0000i8dqdn6npgkr","content":"When I said I want attention, I didn't mean HIS attention ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-05-20 19:09:02.858","updatedAt":"2024-05-20 19:09:02.858"},{"id":"clw85jr2s000014hvjn0ivh57","content":"I finally had to realize I do not belong in his world. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-05-15 18:25:29.812","updatedAt":"2024-05-15 18:25:29.812"},{"id":"clw6r044v0001r79f95w5t2qy","content":"I dont want to live in a hole anymore ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-05-14 18:50:32.815","updatedAt":"2024-05-14 18:50:32.815"},{"id":"clw55rrpz0001efjoufmfeajx","content":"I'm sorry that me seeing you costed your life ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-05-13 16:08:25.368","updatedAt":"2024-05-13 16:08:25.368"},{"id":"clw3hxbv200005od6iahqu7fn","content":"I'm not ok ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-05-12 12:13:07.79","updatedAt":"2024-05-12 12:13:07.79"},{"id":"clvqhxrht0000ng8dch385l9i","content":"I am supposed to feel better now ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-05-03 09:52:27.762","updatedAt":"2024-05-03 09:52:27.762"},{"id":"clvh2a2y90000xtco8tpxd9dw","content":"I overheard the girlfriend and a friend of my friends crush trying to ironically convince him about confessing to my friend. Do I tell her knowing how low her self esteem is and it'll break her or du I just shut up? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-26 19:24:13.042","updatedAt":"2024-04-26 19:24:13.042"},{"id":"clvdriuqe00009v6371y0cwp1","content":"Will I ever feel something else towards myself except shame? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-24 11:59:47.991","updatedAt":"2024-04-24 11:59:47.991"},{"id":"clv8n2bsq0000vb89dkowqbav","content":"Why do I feel like this again?\nPlease just let me live ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-20 21:56:07.61","updatedAt":"2024-04-20 21:56:07.61"},{"id":"clv8mmkwz0002w5gdoeh286e1","content":"I'm so lonely","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-20 21:43:52.932","updatedAt":"2024-04-20 21:43:52.932"},{"id":"clv8ennm30000qy3tbetj9pyr","content":"It happend what I asked for, then why does it kinda hurts? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-20 18:00:46.155","updatedAt":"2024-04-20 18:00:46.155"},{"id":"cluzmu7p700031zhsv4rgbpe9","content":"\"how to stop being deeply embarrassed of your entire existence?\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-14 14:39:53.467","updatedAt":"2024-04-14 14:39:53.467"},{"id":"cluyhcnaz0000f9ac46tqnyki","content":"I saw my friends' sh scars today ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-13 19:18:29.628","updatedAt":"2024-04-13 19:18:29.628"},{"id":"cluvf8amr00028hggkg1c2542","content":"I'm so lonely it physically hurts","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-11 15:55:48.82","updatedAt":"2024-04-11 15:55:48.82"},{"id":"cluu8fotr0000cenyqvps7uip","content":"I just want to live without this God damn anxiety. Is that too much to ask for? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-10 19:57:50.319","updatedAt":"2024-04-10 19:57:50.319"},{"id":"cluswpj910001m5wvvudtmnj8","content":"Please tell me I still have reasons to live ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-09 21:41:48.085","updatedAt":"2024-04-09 21:41:48.085"},{"id":"cluswm35t00016p6sm53pwrdz","content":"Same here ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clusoi80a00013ty99gmgdnbj","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-09 21:39:07.266","updatedAt":"2024-04-09 21:39:07.266"},{"id":"cluswl2120000m5wv2bxpy589","content":"Of course you can do better honey <33","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clusv9pco0000mj7w556pmaf8","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-09 21:38:19.142","updatedAt":"2024-04-09 21:38:19.142"},{"id":"clusvgqy90000234pi8goje3j","content":"Why can't he change? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-09 21:06:58.545","updatedAt":"2024-04-09 21:06:58.545"},{"id":"clusus1pj0000mm9qkontttbp","content":"Kill me please ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-09 20:47:46.088","updatedAt":"2024-04-09 20:47:46.088"},{"id":"cluso263n0000u75dw0kijgoy","content":"Anyone in the mood to just hop on a plane and to travel around another country and never come back? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-09 17:39:41.027","updatedAt":"2024-04-09 17:39:41.027"},{"id":"clurhvaq20000g8rsq9cz9ann","content":"I can't believe we actually talked things out ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-08 21:58:36.555","updatedAt":"2024-04-08 21:58:36.555"},{"id":"clur6f6100000dmeh6rebn6qz","content":"I dont believe I'm lovable that's why u push people away ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-08 16:38:08.196","updatedAt":"2024-04-08 16:38:08.196"},{"id":"clur23s2q0006k0tsmfo5td9a","content":"The way I was begging him to hate me ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-08 14:37:18.434","updatedAt":"2024-04-08 14:37:18.434"},{"id":"cluj8pdx60000hbg2ztbgivo3","content":"I want to die ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-03 03:19:54.81","updatedAt":"2024-04-03 03:19:54.81"},{"id":"cluh4bybl000115npghddmbfx","content":"Kill me please ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-04-01 15:41:57.249","updatedAt":"2024-04-01 15:41:57.249"},{"id":"clubomtk50002la08juykykxa","content":"Can't he just once do what he says he will? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-03-28 20:23:39.557","updatedAt":"2024-03-28 20:23:39.557"},{"id":"clu7k1u8j0000ky080apy8mys","content":"I dispise myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-03-25 23:04:17.492","updatedAt":"2024-03-25 23:04:17.492"},{"id":"clu7ez8ik0000jw08p2cz23im","content":"Why do I depend so much on him? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-03-25 20:42:17.949","updatedAt":"2024-03-25 20:42:17.949"},{"id":"clu7asedt0000jz08tvmgxicr","content":"I hate ír when my dad is at home ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-03-25 18:45:00.498","updatedAt":"2024-03-25 18:45:00.498"},{"id":"clu2nrq6j000gl208buckk8cq","content":"I'm so freaking scared to go to this bd party, I nearly now anyone there. I don't even know why I was invited. 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","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-03-12 04:47:50.686","updatedAt":"2024-03-12 04:47:50.686"},{"id":"cltnhkcdj0000l7082l98943w","content":"I should stop talking to him before I get even more attached ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-03-11 21:59:18.439","updatedAt":"2024-03-11 21:59:18.439"},{"id":"cltkl9dvh0002jq080dqva5y7","content":"Please let me feel alive ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-03-09 21:19:27.101","updatedAt":"2024-03-09 21:19:27.101"},{"id":"cltj2qr0u0000kz08g0jwe2b6","content":"Why do I have an identity crisis every 2 days ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-03-08 19:53:18.414","updatedAt":"2024-03-08 19:53:18.414"},{"id":"clt977itg000jla08dze5skt9","content":"I'm a horrible person ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-03-01 22:00:37.636","updatedAt":"2024-03-01 22:00:37.636"},{"id":"clt7ndhj60009jf08voqv3g1x","content":"I'm so fucking scared ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-29 19:57:37.411","updatedAt":"2024-02-29 19:57:37.411"},{"id":"clt7mf4ks0001l60854uebr8s","content":"I can't do this shit ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-29 19:30:54.316","updatedAt":"2024-02-29 19:30:54.316"},{"id":"clt7c9e1w0000jq08uwng55w2","content":"Why do I have to live with this fucking anxiety? I can't stand it anymore ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-29 14:46:30.5","updatedAt":"2024-02-29 14:46:30.5"},{"id":"clt64hb6k0000jn085i2g7237","content":"I should just overdose myself already ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-28 18:20:56.925","updatedAt":"2024-02-28 18:20:56.925"},{"id":"clt5ww4pi0006ju0a4hyf19na","content":"These fucking pill are helping nothing with my anxiety ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-28 14:48:31.446","updatedAt":"2024-02-28 14:48:31.446"},{"id":"clsz31w8m0005l908gyp8pawc","content":"I don't deserve anything ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-23 20:06:34.87","updatedAt":"2024-02-23 20:06:34.87"},{"id":"clsz2pbfv0000jy083cwzx44j","content":"I'll never be able to live up to anyone's expectations \nI'm such a fool","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-23 19:56:48.043","updatedAt":"2024-02-23 19:56:48.043"},{"id":"clsz1se3a0002id08a80owi8z","content":"I'm not good enough ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-23 19:31:11.83","updatedAt":"2024-02-23 19:31:11.83"},{"id":"clsximvp10002lj08613an4g9","content":"What? Now ur trying to act like a dad? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-22 17:47:15.83","updatedAt":"2024-02-22 17:47:15.83"},{"id":"clsrvmi710000l309yk9w9c38","content":"I'm scared to see the world because that means I'll need to see the pain in people's eyes, and that physically hurts my soul. \nI swear to God it's like a needle in my heart. \n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-18 19:04:16.285","updatedAt":"2024-02-18 19:04:16.285"},{"id":"clsgfghxv0000l408wjks0ghs","content":"I so fucking much hate myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-10 18:46:14.227","updatedAt":"2024-02-10 18:46:14.227"},{"id":"clse5ojz60002l40818k16s4i","content":"I can't do this ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-09 04:37:01.603","updatedAt":"2024-02-09 04:37:01.603"},{"id":"clsdp41cw0005jr08l0uj25qt","content":"Why can't I just fucking die already ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-08 20:53:10.496","updatedAt":"2024-02-08 20:53:10.496"},{"id":"clsdosv380000jr08qnc981nr","content":"Kill me please ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-02-08 20:44:29.157","updatedAt":"2024-02-08 20:44:29.157"},{"id":"cls1apwlz0002jr08hgrrz595","content":"Here we go again waking up in panic attacks ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-31 04:37:02.423","updatedAt":"2024-01-31 04:37:02.423"},{"id":"clrwkd30a000cl8085pom6q9r","content":"The days are just passing by ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-27 21:08:09.467","updatedAt":"2024-01-27 21:08:09.467"},{"id":"clrrp4wlc0000kz08wmaxyts4","content":"I need to throw up but I can't fuck","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-24 11:22:55.104","updatedAt":"2024-01-24 11:22:55.104"},{"id":"clrpbuxss0003k008zup8f0j3","content":"No wonder people hate me","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-22 19:35:42.749","updatedAt":"2024-01-22 19:35:42.749"},{"id":"clrpbupat0002kz0832xblhyt","content":"I'm so sick of myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-22 19:35:31.734","updatedAt":"2024-01-22 19:35:31.734"},{"id":"clrhs9jfa0000kx08r5i2mmse","content":"I want to cry","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-17 12:52:48.407","updatedAt":"2024-01-17 12:52:48.407"},{"id":"clrff7uh80000l508ybp9rsoe","content":"What is wrong with me? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-15 21:12:02.061","updatedAt":"2024-01-15 21:12:02.061"},{"id":"clrf359vp0000ig08julwvc9u","content":"For once in my life let me get what I want ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-15 15:34:06.662","updatedAt":"2024-01-15 15:34:06.662"},{"id":"clrcmkq6y0004l108tvecy23t","content":"My roman empire is the guy who traveld across the country just to see me but I never showed up. \nI'm a fucking horrible person ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-13 22:14:41.818","updatedAt":"2024-01-13 22:14:41.818"},{"id":"clrapah090000l308ezfssokh","content":"I want to be loved too, I do not deserve it? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-12 13:55:09.849","updatedAt":"2024-01-12 13:55:09.849"},{"id":"clrajv2bc0000jy087ehh68fq","content":"My crush probably likes my best friend which I understand cuz she's perfect in every way possible but it hurts","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-12 11:23:12.888","updatedAt":"2024-01-12 11:23:12.888"},{"id":"clr84nxw30000l9083g0wv2ua","content":"I can't stand myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-10 18:42:13.971","updatedAt":"2024-01-10 18:42:13.971"},{"id":"clr6uz2iu0000im0avhzmhe1n","content":"Ur hands touching mine disgusts me so bad","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-09 21:23:10.854","updatedAt":"2024-01-09 21:23:10.854"},{"id":"clr2b7yt70000l6086bvki2c5","content":"I have to starve again ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-06 16:59:08.923","updatedAt":"2024-01-06 16:59:08.923"},{"id":"clr0mlgnk0003ju08rxijwc9c","content":"Being at home gives me more anxiety than being at school, isn't that ironic? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-05 12:42:02.001","updatedAt":"2024-01-05 12:42:02.001"},{"id":"clqzwb83p0000l1088psi7y7d","content":"No one will ever love me ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-05 00:26:14.341","updatedAt":"2024-01-05 00:26:14.341"},{"id":"clqy97pts0002l908i5i3er8u","content":"Kill me or I'll kill myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-03 20:51:53.344","updatedAt":"2024-01-03 20:51:53.344"},{"id":"clqy8vcau0000l908ctz8z1p7","content":"I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here u hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here i hate it here i hate it here I hate it I so fucking hate it here \nespecially when you are around ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-03 20:42:15.943","updatedAt":"2024-01-03 20:42:15.943"},{"id":"clqy3l7sh0003lh08g7fg3wg6","content":"I'm gonna pack my things and leave u behind. This feeling's old and I know that I made up my mind. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-03 18:14:25.458","updatedAt":"2024-01-03 18:14:25.458"},{"id":"clqxzb9m30000jv08x7isc5gl","content":"Idk how much longer I can take ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-03 16:14:42.795","updatedAt":"2024-01-03 16:14:42.795"},{"id":"clqxtuwaa000bjs08fa4c557j","content":"Swearing on your honor won't change a thing ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-03 13:42:00.947","updatedAt":"2024-01-03 13:42:00.947"},{"id":"clqvsz1zb0002js08polio4vx","content":"I couldn't fall asleep all night ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2024-01-02 03:41:42.984","updatedAt":"2024-01-02 03:41:42.984"},{"id":"clqsjd97u0000jg08h4n4kty0","content":"I'm going crazy ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-30 20:49:30.859","updatedAt":"2023-12-30 20:49:30.859"},{"id":"clqsgepq10000lb08l41roxn8","content":"I dont like him, I like the guy I dream with every night ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-30 19:26:40.057","updatedAt":"2023-12-30 19:26:40.057"},{"id":"clqqumuug0002l308jm0mjxpn","content":"Why the hell is my heart racing like this? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-29 16:29:22.217","updatedAt":"2023-12-29 16:29:22.217"},{"id":"clqpk0pic0006js08sxt2rbur","content":"And we're acting like nothing happened, like we always do ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-28 18:44:26.532","updatedAt":"2023-12-28 18:44:26.532"},{"id":"clqpcplip0007jq0844855qjj","content":"Female rage is listening to ur father while he's having a speech about how unfair is it to want a man not to choose his alcohol addiction instead of his family. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-28 15:19:50.834","updatedAt":"2023-12-28 15:19:50.834"},{"id":"clqp9mgsj0002jw08c5oa2pcy","content":"Sometimes I so fucking hate my father ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-28 13:53:25.891","updatedAt":"2023-12-28 13:53:25.891"},{"id":"clqocs5be0005k008tbym80xi","content":"I have no chances to find someone to be together with ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-27 22:34:03.626","updatedAt":"2023-12-27 22:34:03.626"},{"id":"clqnfot810000le081ws0o3w6","content":"I've been dreaming with him recently wtf? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-27 07:07:40.657","updatedAt":"2023-12-27 07:07:40.657"},{"id":"clqli4myz0001js08ay1h72jp","content":"funny how my love language is physical touch but I'm starting to feel disgusted by physical touch","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-25 22:40:25.931","updatedAt":"2023-12-25 22:40:25.931"},{"id":"clqjsoli90004ld08syt1fkyu","content":"Merry Christmas <3\nTake care everyone~","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-24 18:00:20.961","updatedAt":"2023-12-24 18:00:20.961"},{"id":"clqidba8p0000l508y7skhjh8","content":"\"Ur always beside me\" \ncompared to u","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-23 18:02:19.418","updatedAt":"2023-12-23 18:02:19.418"},{"id":"clqibe6j00000jp087m6z6q2d","content":"I should just kill myself already ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-23 17:08:35.34","updatedAt":"2023-12-23 17:08:35.34"},{"id":"clqi7nybz0005l408nbh9pes3","content":"Some things cannot change. How was I even capable of believing otherwise? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-23 15:24:12.815","updatedAt":"2023-12-23 15:24:12.815"},{"id":"clqi7dbln0001l408oy4tziy1","content":"I spoke too soon ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-23 15:15:56.795","updatedAt":"2023-12-23 15:15:56.795"},{"id":"clqh0rsh90000jt09zd1jm749","content":"My family is acting like a family, it's creeping the hell out of me ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-22 19:23:28.365","updatedAt":"2023-12-22 19:23:28.365"},{"id":"clqgzuj490005l508xa70hcpo","content":"Let me get the fuck over him ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-22 18:57:36.586","updatedAt":"2023-12-22 18:57:36.586"},{"id":"clqfe2pd30000l508mjacoa75","content":"\"I look so bad\" \n\"No, u don't! Ur beautiful and if that makes u feel better u can't look as bad as I do\" \n\"Yes, I know but still.\" \nF u ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-21 16:00:20.199","updatedAt":"2023-12-21 16:00:20.199"},{"id":"clqe3x0mc0000jx08mnmzu0gm","content":"How many times did u promised? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-20 18:28:12.516","updatedAt":"2023-12-20 18:28:12.516"},{"id":"clqcl7eo10003jo08z6dle9i6","content":"I know I don't have chances so why do I even bother? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-19 16:56:38.401","updatedAt":"2023-12-19 16:56:38.401"},{"id":"clqbekl8f0014jo097vmyoy3c","content":"I'm going to die alone rotting in my own misery :))","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-18 21:03:09.952","updatedAt":"2023-12-18 21:03:09.952"},{"id":"clq6y74ki0001ju08ypqep038","content":"I'm so fucking burned-out ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-15 18:13:43.267","updatedAt":"2023-12-15 18:13:43.267"},{"id":"clq6xfphi0003jk08hu2gtj1f","content":"It's not my actual name, just a nickname I gave myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clq5jzbty0002ld08dl13asfu","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-15 17:52:24.006","updatedAt":"2023-12-15 17:52:24.006"},{"id":"clq6xdiwi0000jk089e5zot34","content":"Who am I even trying to convince at this point?","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-15 17:50:42.162","updatedAt":"2023-12-15 17:50:42.162"},{"id":"clq5jzbty0002ld08dl13asfu","content":"\"Everyone has anxiety, get over it\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-14 18:47:58.63","updatedAt":"2023-12-14 18:47:58.63"},{"id":"clq3a7wz00006jr08p01kxe9v","content":"Everybody's falling in love and I'm falling behind ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-13 04:39:10.765","updatedAt":"2023-12-13 04:39:10.765"},{"id":"clpsslt8z0000l608u0zoilfc","content":"I deserve nothing ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-05 20:28:24.276","updatedAt":"2023-12-05 20:28:24.276"},{"id":"clppp3lyn0000l508hud2rm5o","content":"My soul crashes for sweet old people ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-03 16:26:57.648","updatedAt":"2023-12-03 16:26:57.648"},{"id":"clppj97fq0000jt08zpp8sbta","content":"Knock knock knock hello? \nUr future needs you\nUr future needs you \nUr future needs you \nDon't give up \nDon't give up \nPlease ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-12-03 13:43:21.062","updatedAt":"2023-12-03 13:43:21.062"},{"id":"clpl5ijab0000l5080euk7avl","content":"Today is my ex bestfriend's birthday","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-30 12:07:36.995","updatedAt":"2023-11-30 12:07:36.995"},{"id":"clphf2a480000l3087tmi6ymx","content":"I can't do anything properly ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-27 21:23:50.072","updatedAt":"2023-11-27 21:23:50.072"},{"id":"clpbgntgy0000jp08ettwhk3y","content":"U say u like my body the way it is but I want u to like the way I think, the way I talk. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-23 17:21:57.49","updatedAt":"2023-11-23 17:21:57.49"},{"id":"clpap5k8p0000l608x5ohha5b","content":"I want one day when I don't wake up with pain in my chest. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-23 04:31:56.09","updatedAt":"2023-11-23 04:31:56.09"},{"id":"clp7c4lvp0000jz08ixduiq1i","content":"Some kind words can actually matter for some people 💕","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-20 20:03:58.022","updatedAt":"2023-11-20 20:03:58.022"},{"id":"clp1l9am00001jq08snghkghj","content":"I disgust myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-16 19:32:56.184","updatedAt":"2023-11-16 19:32:56.184"},{"id":"clp1l92ue0001l00901ynm9m5","content":"I deserve nothing ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-16 19:32:46.119","updatedAt":"2023-11-16 19:32:46.119"},{"id":"clp17so4l0006lb08i92vehbo","content":"I'm so mad at myself gosh ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-16 13:16:05.542","updatedAt":"2023-11-16 13:16:05.542"},{"id":"cloyl6nbc0000l40arvwp6bxf","content":"I too often burn out ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-14 17:07:34.153","updatedAt":"2023-11-14 17:07:34.153"},{"id":"clovzvup30009js08x3nsfv3w","content":"I hate to exist with myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-12 21:35:46.215","updatedAt":"2023-11-12 21:35:46.215"},{"id":"closywten0000l208lenucd6x","content":"Today I pretended to be an extrovert. \nSo weird that I actually liked it. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-10 18:45:13.055","updatedAt":"2023-11-10 18:45:13.055"},{"id":"clos4glj40000l508ru6d1dv6","content":"I deserve nothing. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-10 04:32:47.872","updatedAt":"2023-11-10 04:32:47.872"},{"id":"clorn8yip0000l108813j7b5d","content":"Ofc I'm the bad guy ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-09 20:30:57.985","updatedAt":"2023-11-09 20:30:57.985"},{"id":"clorllsda0000l708djg7tdwz","content":"\"U know u hurt him with what u said right? He was barely able to eat.\"\nAnd u think he didn't hurt me? Or that he didn't made me disgusted of the food? Who the fuck cares about that right? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-09 19:44:57.31","updatedAt":"2023-11-09 19:44:57.31"},{"id":"clorjgm4y0000jr087ieu6rhc","content":"What do I have to do to deserve love? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-09 18:44:56.722","updatedAt":"2023-11-09 18:44:56.722"},{"id":"clorf8ga10003jw086yxttpp5","content":"My best friend likes the guy I like :)","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-09 16:46:37.417","updatedAt":"2023-11-09 16:46:37.417"},{"id":"clon7bn6n0000l6082b5q9iwi","content":"I slept 3 hours last night\nWhat's wrong with me all of a sudden? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-06 17:54:04.704","updatedAt":"2023-11-06 17:54:04.704"},{"id":"clom2o1tf0002l508xfhxty3a","content":"I dont know what the fuck to do anymore ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-05 22:55:59.283","updatedAt":"2023-11-05 22:55:59.283"},{"id":"clolso7ig0000js087zsxawx3","content":"For ur knowledge: I'm gonna cry myself to sleep tonight ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-05 18:16:10.504","updatedAt":"2023-11-05 18:16:10.504"},{"id":"clolreqx90000jx08b4tth8fo","content":"Ofcourse u don't keep ur promises. Why would u? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-05 17:40:49.485","updatedAt":"2023-11-05 17:40:49.485"},{"id":"cloiwo0lf0003jq08amqkzgpt","content":"I can't even concentrate like this ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-03 17:44:41.475","updatedAt":"2023-11-03 17:44:41.475"},{"id":"cloip0ppu0000lb08zu6o5zmr","content":"I'm just wasting makeup and the money I spend on makeup ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-03 14:10:36.979","updatedAt":"2023-11-03 14:10:36.979"},{"id":"cloioyiy10001l208t37lclyd","content":"Lipstick on a pig","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-03 14:08:54.889","updatedAt":"2023-11-03 14:08:54.889"},{"id":"cloh8zdlk0003l108zwwx9a8g","content":"I need to be better ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-02 13:53:54.584","updatedAt":"2023-11-02 13:53:54.584"},{"id":"clog35zml0000lg08k8u3dngd","content":"I can't stop eating. I feel sick ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-11-01 18:23:19.198","updatedAt":"2023-11-01 18:23:19.198"},{"id":"cloeul0ne0000l008wmknxmia","content":"Wish I had the confidence my dad thinks I have ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-31 21:35:17.633","updatedAt":"2023-10-31 21:35:17.633"},{"id":"clobzl6pw0000ie086a6k45s3","content":"What the fuck do I do with my life after highschool? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-29 21:32:05.06","updatedAt":"2023-10-29 21:32:05.06"},{"id":"clo915jx30003m7082l263jyi","content":"I needed seven years, u only needed two ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-27 19:52:36.376","updatedAt":"2023-10-27 19:52:36.376"},{"id":"clo8jo73t0005la08fbb0c7v3","content":"ITS OVER \nI DID IT ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-27 11:43:13.145","updatedAt":"2023-10-27 11:43:13.145"},{"id":"clo7mhe450000l108nzutbktr","content":"Year by year it's geting worse. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-26 20:14:08.309","updatedAt":"2023-10-26 20:14:08.309"},{"id":"clo7lyaem0002mk08xwxuk0mx","content":"After months of not being able to cry, I finally was able to. \n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-26 19:59:17.038","updatedAt":"2023-10-26 19:59:17.038"},{"id":"clo5z4zz30000l508gfer75vi","content":"\"If ur that stressed about it u should take a pill or something\" \n\nI've been taking anxiety pills without u knowing about it for like 2 months with no results at all but it's ok ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-25 16:32:52.768","updatedAt":"2023-10-25 16:32:52.768"},{"id":"clo57bqyi0000me08wr6r8rf4","content":"Woke up with the thought: I wanna kms","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-25 03:34:18.427","updatedAt":"2023-10-25 03:34:18.427"},{"id":"clo4kr8bg0000l6089uyhs9wf","content":"Guess who's crying herself to sleep? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-24 17:02:29.596","updatedAt":"2023-10-24 17:02:29.596"},{"id":"clo4h3w7e0004mp087zicd8fb","content":"I hate this fucking shit ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-24 15:20:21.962","updatedAt":"2023-10-24 15:20:21.962"},{"id":"clo39dhh00001jy0844ac2ymb","content":"3/21 ; 18 more to go ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-23 18:56:06.324","updatedAt":"2023-10-23 18:56:06.324"},{"id":"clo32kba60000my08v6sdzbxi","content":"Anxious ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clo31ip6r0002mj08hl099zv0","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-23 15:45:27.582","updatedAt":"2023-10-23 15:45:27.582"},{"id":"clo2ynuff0002l109um3kb92l","content":"If only pills would help..","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-23 13:56:13.9","updatedAt":"2023-10-23 13:56:13.9"},{"id":"clnzveie70000l708ajwy2her","content":"My dad's coming home today..","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-21 10:01:41.023","updatedAt":"2023-10-21 10:01:41.023"},{"id":"clnyyp1u40001mg082jhdcu2t","content":"I can only hope she doesn't hate me ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-20 18:46:05.452","updatedAt":"2023-10-20 18:46:05.452"},{"id":"clnv8zfyy0000ld08o0sq6gj7","content":"I cannot do it. I just can't. I'm scared ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-18 04:23:01.786","updatedAt":"2023-10-18 04:23:01.786"},{"id":"clnu7khxz0000gn09o2tzad57","content":"Full heartedly ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clnu4zt890000l108adxcju8j","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-17 10:55:38.711","updatedAt":"2023-10-17 10:55:38.711"},{"id":"clntv8cye0000lc081hvayqhp","content":"I dont have the nerves for this shit ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-17 05:10:16.982","updatedAt":"2023-10-17 05:10:16.982"},{"id":"clnt94d4n0000lc083pt2yeqi","content":"I hate school presentations.","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-16 18:51:19.022","updatedAt":"2023-10-16 18:51:19.022"},{"id":"clnrtr70a0000mj08tm14oqra","content":"I'm not hungry but I can't stop eating ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-15 18:53:24.155","updatedAt":"2023-10-15 18:53:24.155"},{"id":"clnqfvxzq0000l5086eiy3fns","content":"I hate this shit","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-14 19:37:24.951","updatedAt":"2023-10-14 19:37:24.951"},{"id":"clnn1ahhy0000kx08cltf52gl","content":"I disgust myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-12 10:25:30.647","updatedAt":"2023-10-12 10:25:30.647"},{"id":"clnmqm6pw0000li09dfrl8dcd","content":"What got into me? I should be excited. I should be happy. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-12 05:26:40.772","updatedAt":"2023-10-12 05:26:40.772"},{"id":"clnm6s4m30000mr0867jq1ilc","content":"Today I burned every single poem/monolog I've ever written. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-11 20:11:25.659","updatedAt":"2023-10-11 20:11:25.659"},{"id":"clnm4y07s0003md08tykorvig","content":"What was I up to when I agreed to a two days trip with my school? What got into me? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-11 19:20:00.664","updatedAt":"2023-10-11 19:20:00.664"},{"id":"clnm4w0l90000md08e2w0auk0","content":"I'm tired of being alone but I cannot stand not being alone. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-11 19:18:27.838","updatedAt":"2023-10-11 19:18:27.838"},{"id":"clnm4pgls0000la08krqu9kz1","content":"How do u know who u are? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-11 19:13:22.001","updatedAt":"2023-10-11 19:13:22.001"},{"id":"clnlwi94t0002mc08igpn58bv","content":"Kinda wanna rip my hair out ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-11 15:23:48.797","updatedAt":"2023-10-11 15:23:48.797"},{"id":"clnlmr4s60003lb08nl71hye3","content":"My hands are shaking while I hold my truth in my hands. The truth I'll never be able to say. The truth no one wants to see. The truth I have to hide. The truth I need to get rid of right now. But how? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-11 10:50:46.902","updatedAt":"2023-10-11 10:50:46.902"},{"id":"clnkriud20002js08sbx1vd3a","content":"What am I doing wrong? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-10 20:16:32.054","updatedAt":"2023-10-10 20:16:32.054"},{"id":"clnkpougk0003lb08ilie8nyn","content":"Just had a cold shower of loneliness ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-10 19:25:12.884","updatedAt":"2023-10-10 19:25:12.884"},{"id":"clnkotacf0000ma099y71ciqn","content":"Will I ever experience any kind of teenage love?","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-10 19:00:40.48","updatedAt":"2023-10-10 19:00:40.48"},{"id":"clnj01zv60000mg087ckf5be4","content":"Made the horrendous decision to sit down a few meters away from an old lady in the park while she was eating alone. It broke my soul. \nAfterwards she asked me to buy her some medicine because her legs hurt too much to walk till the pharmacy. She only gave me half of the price but I wasn't capable to tell her that. I physically couldn't. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-09 14:39:50.182","updatedAt":"2023-10-09 14:39:50.182"},{"id":"clnhv7mq40000l5086hec6iyf","content":"I know she would be proud","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-08 19:36:28.876","updatedAt":"2023-10-08 19:36:28.876"},{"id":"clnapsknf0001jz099wdzyrxa","content":"What am I even trying for by now? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-03 19:30:25.035","updatedAt":"2023-10-03 19:30:25.035"},{"id":"clnaigony0000l708txhw5yac","content":"I disgust myself ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-03 16:05:13.054","updatedAt":"2023-10-03 16:05:13.054"},{"id":"clnahpt8r0004l6084g83182b","content":"I'm so fucking stupid ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-03 15:44:19.275","updatedAt":"2023-10-03 15:44:19.275"},{"id":"clnacdk8z0001mv0842awtge8","content":"I'm such a horrible person ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-03 13:14:49.668","updatedAt":"2023-10-03 13:14:49.668"},{"id":"cln9594fb0000lg081zhx53sq","content":"I got so used to have what I have \nTo never worry about my health \nTo always get for what I ask \nTo never care for someone else \n\nSelfish thing to do I know really well\nBut how could I not when I know myself less and less? \n\nI want to be thankful for what I have \nTo appreciate my great health \nTo do more than ask \nTo learn to care for someone else\n\nCare for people I don't know \nPray for those who are feeling low \nFor those who deserve more \n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-02 17:07:39.047","updatedAt":"2023-10-02 17:07:39.047"},{"id":"cln7p5gof0000la089m0nogim","content":"My hands and my voice are already shaking asf","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-01 16:49:08.271","updatedAt":"2023-10-01 16:49:08.271"},{"id":"cln7mqdk20000mj085qxd8zrs","content":"Feels good the pure anxiety school gives ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-10-01 15:41:25.155","updatedAt":"2023-10-01 15:41:25.155"},{"id":"cln4t3fat0000kz08zfvm1bk4","content":"Your future needs you. Your future needs you. Your future needs you. Your future needs you. Don't give up. Don't give up. Don't give up. Don't give up. Please. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-29 16:16:13.109","updatedAt":"2023-09-29 16:16:13.109"},{"id":"cln444ek30002mm086s7qg3v1","content":"I dreamed that I was seeing a psycholog loll","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-29 04:37:08.404","updatedAt":"2023-09-29 04:37:08.404"},{"id":"cln2855wz0002kx082m6nn0bd","content":"Please teach me how to find the strength in myself to stop, clean up and start over again ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-27 20:54:09.971","updatedAt":"2023-09-27 20:54:09.971"},{"id":"cln22l5gr0000mm084jfd0xvl","content":"I binged. I wanna throw up. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-27 18:18:38.188","updatedAt":"2023-09-27 18:18:38.188"},{"id":"cln0q75tf0000k008e2agtard","content":"\"Ur too much\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-26 19:44:03.891","updatedAt":"2023-09-26 19:44:03.891"},{"id":"cln0ogrl10004mg08xoz0sdi1","content":"What if my feelings aren't mine? \nWhat if my feelings are only the reflections of the books I've read, the videos or the movies I saw? \nWhat if I'm just steeling the emotions of the people I talked to? \n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-26 18:55:32.773","updatedAt":"2023-09-26 18:55:32.773"},{"id":"clmxpdvp40000jq08yusd4n09","content":"\"It has to be perfect. It has to be irreplaceable in every way.\"\n\n\"Why?\"\n\n\"To make up for it. To make up for the fact that it's me.\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-24 16:57:59.214","updatedAt":"2023-09-24 16:57:59.214"},{"id":"clmx6a1z50000l908gqcmvqtv","content":"I'm so unlovable ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-24 08:03:08.033","updatedAt":"2023-09-24 08:03:08.033"},{"id":"clmtjulpx0000jt08o9csd1jc","content":"Please, I'm tired","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-21 19:11:57.045","updatedAt":"2023-09-21 19:11:57.045"},{"id":"clmt8x2ci0000lf0884saq3dd","content":"I look disgusting. I look disgusting. I look disgusting. I look disgusting. I look disgusting. I feel disgusting. I look disgusting. I look disgusting. I feel disgusting. Fuck ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-21 14:05:56.131","updatedAt":"2023-09-21 14:05:56.131"},{"id":"clms20ux80000lb08twtv3fyp","content":"I'm better now (I drown myself into unnecessary studying just to keep myself occupied) ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-20 18:05:09.645","updatedAt":"2023-09-20 18:05:09.645"},{"id":"clms0tr9j0005me08v20jkvw9","content":"I've never heard ur point of view.\nI never wanted to.\nAnd even tho I know my truth, \nNow I want to know urs too. \nI want to know what I did wrong, \nWhat can I change in the future. \nJust to be a better person. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-20 17:31:38.696","updatedAt":"2023-09-20 17:31:38.696"},{"id":"clmqnkxgy0001ml0847k6nfc1","content":"I'd like to belive I'm a good person but then I remember the amount of hate I feel whenever ur around even if ur doing nothing. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-19 18:33:05.651","updatedAt":"2023-09-19 18:33:05.651"},{"id":"clmlyf8ww0002lb08quhnq1mh","content":"How wrong is that I feel safe in a hospital? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-16 11:37:45.44","updatedAt":"2023-09-16 11:37:45.44"},{"id":"clmkraczo0000la08fofonfw9","content":"I hate my anxiety ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-15 15:30:13.956","updatedAt":"2023-09-15 15:30:13.956"},{"id":"clmi3h7d60002mg08rxmybmay","content":"I was okay. What the fuck happened? What's wrong with me? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-13 18:48:10.122","updatedAt":"2023-09-13 18:48:10.122"},{"id":"clmi2om5x0000md0825qdcbl1","content":"It's always one step forward and three steps back ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-13 18:25:56.277","updatedAt":"2023-09-13 18:25:56.277"},{"id":"clmf85ied000al00894k2zpo5","content":"I can't believe I'm doing better ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-11 18:35:44.102","updatedAt":"2023-09-11 18:35:44.102"},{"id":"clmer0f8u0000la08k9ev0l58","content":"It's so fun to pretend I don't have anxiety :))","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-11 10:35:53.262","updatedAt":"2023-09-11 10:35:53.262"},{"id":"clm8655jw0000lb08jqtzwxhi","content":"I have everything my younger self wanted ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-06 20:05:04.989","updatedAt":"2023-09-06 20:05:04.989"},{"id":"clm6ewy7q000amt086m4nb00t","content":"I'm doing better \nI made it to September \nI can finally breath~~","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-05 14:35:06.422","updatedAt":"2023-09-05 14:35:06.422"},{"id":"clm3j97nv0000ij08one3vc3t","content":"Watching u walk out that door its like I'm watching my peace come in. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-03 14:13:18.476","updatedAt":"2023-09-03 14:13:18.476"},{"id":"clm34mzo90000l508w7g68t4x","content":"\"De, jaj, nem tudok így maradni, \nSzeretném magam megmutatni,\nHogy látva lássanak \nEzért minden: önkínzás, ének\nSzeretném hogyha szeretnének \nS lennék valakié..\" \n -Ady Endre- ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-03 07:24:07.065","updatedAt":"2023-09-03 07:24:07.065"},{"id":"clm1158wv0000mo081oq3q6xb","content":"Fake it till u make it ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-09-01 20:10:48.031","updatedAt":"2023-09-01 20:10:48.031"},{"id":"cllz8nais0006jw08yqlko6r1","content":"Loud whispers under ur breath that u make sure everyone can hear, knowing damn well how that will make me feel. \nAnd still, u are the overthinker, scared of what people will think, not receiving the amount of love u give. Give to who? \nNot a single kind word you've had while we were \"friends\", the amount of conversations u had behind my back. I don't even wanna know. \nIt's a relief ur not part of my life anymore. I hear not a single whisper, nothing about those conversations like a while ago. It's quite. \nBeyond that, ur still in the back of head, fighting not to leave. Whispering, like u always did. \n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-31 14:05:14.885","updatedAt":"2023-08-31 14:05:14.885"},{"id":"cllz3e9gm0002jt0823zwp5px","content":"It's like nothing changed. I hate it. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-31 11:38:15.526","updatedAt":"2023-08-31 11:38:15.526"},{"id":"cllye6r430000ms08fjoovtq3","content":"Everything feels so unreal. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-30 23:52:34.755","updatedAt":"2023-08-30 23:52:34.755"},{"id":"cllwb1x4m0004mk081twogi93","content":"It's nice to meet genuinely sweet people ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-29 12:49:18.071","updatedAt":"2023-08-29 12:49:18.071"},{"id":"clll7x36n0000mk086ft2unoo","content":"3rd day being ok. I need to track it. I need to remind myself that there is nothing to worry about, everything is falling into place. For now at least. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-21 18:36:05.855","updatedAt":"2023-08-21 18:36:05.855"},{"id":"clljrndfc0000ld08lc6luqw0","content":"Been feeling suspiciously good the past 2 days. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-20 18:12:52.537","updatedAt":"2023-08-20 18:12:52.537"},{"id":"cllhoxd710006lg08xx4ansda","content":"I'm scared to meet new people ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-19 07:21:07.598","updatedAt":"2023-08-19 07:21:07.598"},{"id":"cllh3s0e30004l908u89mqb0r","content":"The tears are back. I'm getting weak again. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-18 21:29:05.788","updatedAt":"2023-08-18 21:29:05.788"},{"id":"cllgvnjs9001cmk08pxlhmu3a","content":"It's always one step forward and three steps back ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-18 17:41:40.713","updatedAt":"2023-08-18 17:41:40.713"},{"id":"cllgsqe6b000cju08k1t9qa0d","content":"Please just fucking stop ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-18 16:19:54.564","updatedAt":"2023-08-18 16:19:54.564"},{"id":"cllds54y90000l1082s1xjzkl","content":"I forgot one thing and u act like I murdered someone and casually said: \"oh sorry, my hand slipped\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-16 13:40:04.306","updatedAt":"2023-08-16 13:40:04.306"},{"id":"clldg748e0000i308skdys0k3","content":"act like nothing happened, act like nothing happened, act like nothing happened, act like nothing happened, act like nothing happened, ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-16 08:05:41.295","updatedAt":"2023-08-16 08:05:41.295"},{"id":"cllcsof5q0002mj08oq0bsqr9","content":"Last year today, l watched the fireworks with tears in my eyes while my mom and dad hugged me from the sides. This year I only hear the fireworks. I'm in my room with tears in my eyes listening to my drunk dad complaining about everything and everyone. I hate this shit. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-15 21:07:17.823","updatedAt":"2023-08-15 21:07:17.823"},{"id":"cllcs618d0004mr08tgy7ue62","content":"I want to scream my soul out ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-15 20:52:59.966","updatedAt":"2023-08-15 20:52:59.966"},{"id":"cllcmqbx4000mju0814oe93w8","content":"I close the trains bathroom door behind me. I don't even need to pee. What am I doing here? Maybe I just need a few seconds to escape, thats it. I look in the mirror. I see my messy hair, my dry lips and the dark circles under my eyes. I feel drained, I look drained. Tears start to form in my eyes, they roll down on my cheeks dropping off my chin. I can't control it. My hands are shaking, my face is heating up, the strength is leaving my body. I cry. With one hand I cover my mouth while I hug myself with the other. I can't make any noise. I can't let her hear me. She's standing behind that damn door. I need to be quick but more importantly quite. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-15 18:20:49.241","updatedAt":"2023-08-15 18:20:49.241"},{"id":"cllcl18ka0008jv08m56xyz6c","content":"I haven't cried in a while. Is that because of me not having reasons to cry, or because I'm unconsciously avoiding the things that should make me cry?","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-15 17:33:18.875","updatedAt":"2023-08-15 17:33:18.875"},{"id":"cllcj1fl90008jm08mpi6m7iq","content":"I isolated myself. I don't want to know what's happening in the world. I'm too preoccupied of what's happening in MY world. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-15 16:37:28.75","updatedAt":"2023-08-15 16:37:28.75"},{"id":"cllcceeb40000mj095hyenm52","content":"3 days without arguing, new record, congrats ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-15 13:31:36.305","updatedAt":"2023-08-15 13:31:36.305"},{"id":"cllc8k9f60000jg08g4s01akn","content":"Please just leave me alone. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-15 11:44:11.442","updatedAt":"2023-08-15 11:44:11.442"},{"id":"cllb35jme0004mp08y2g6a8j9","content":"Four more days. And for the first time in my life i wont have to feel ashamed of my smile. One more week. And I can finally escape from this lump even if it's not for too long. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-14 16:25:00.567","updatedAt":"2023-08-14 16:25:00.567"},{"id":"cllaeymho0000mh0873br0a17","content":"My dad just teached me how to starve (not like I didn't knew) ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-14 05:07:46.909","updatedAt":"2023-08-14 05:07:46.909"},{"id":"cll9pgo0y001gkz08wcoz1djo","content":"I fucking hate the way u talk ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-13 17:13:58.69","updatedAt":"2023-08-13 17:13:58.69"},{"id":"cll9lmk320000kz08j5i6yb5u","content":"Sometimes I hate this fucking family.","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-13 15:26:35.055","updatedAt":"2023-08-13 15:26:35.055"},{"id":"cll9k526f0006me089nsnkaf0","content":"The fact that I'm the only one who can properly talk to him without turning anything into an argument. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-13 14:44:59.079","updatedAt":"2023-08-13 14:44:59.079"},{"id":"cll9jl12f0000me085g4ub5s6","content":"The amount of freedom a foreign country can give u is insane. No one knows u and u know no one. That's what I need rn. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-13 14:29:24.52","updatedAt":"2023-08-13 14:29:24.52"},{"id":"cll9gyf3m000gl908u0elyfgj","content":"Here we go again. Nothing changed. Of course it didn't. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-13 13:15:50.386","updatedAt":"2023-08-13 13:15:50.386"},{"id":"cll9aqkt10000mj08mzv9eifc","content":"One more week. I need to survive one more week. One more week until I can finally feel free. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-13 10:21:46.837","updatedAt":"2023-08-13 10:21:46.837"},{"id":"cll8dpc0s0006l908vorpe34e","content":"My heart is beating too fast. My hands are shaking, they are so cold. All the heat goes in my face. I can barely stand up straight. Why can't I control my own fucking body? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-12 18:57:01.468","updatedAt":"2023-08-12 18:57:01.468"},{"id":"cll8c8u230002mq08agwbzubh","content":"Everything will be okay. Everything will be okay. Everything will be okay. Everything will be okay. I will repeat this till I actually believe it. I will repeat this till everything will be okay. Because everything will be okay. Please just let me believe that everything will be okay. Please just make everything be okay. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-12 18:16:12.075","updatedAt":"2023-08-12 18:16:12.075"},{"id":"cll6wq1sn000mmf08pb8w3i43","content":"I'm so fucking average that I'm scared I don't have a real personality. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-11 18:13:55.223","updatedAt":"2023-08-11 18:13:55.223"},{"id":"cll6w3z3z000cmf08psmey7ni","content":"I want u to come home. But then I remember how uncomfortable I feel around u. How I'm praying every night for u two not to fight. How u talk when ur drunk. I hate it. \nI hate that I love ur absence. I hate that u are not like the father I need. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-11 17:56:45.311","updatedAt":"2023-08-11 17:56:45.311"},{"id":"cll6f27vt0002ml08bzp02fj2","content":"I hate u. I hate u. I hate u. I hate u. I hate u. I hate u. I hate u. I hate u. Just because in a time I loved u too much. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-11 09:59:29.897","updatedAt":"2023-08-11 09:59:29.897"},{"id":"cll61yors0000ju0820jt8cei","content":"I see red in front of my eyes. That's probably because I woke up with blood in my mouth. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-11 03:52:50.152","updatedAt":"2023-08-11 03:52:50.152"},{"id":"cll56t4dx0002lb085qusqzt6","content":"\"I swear I have all my shit together, I just forgot where I put it.\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-10 13:20:42.358","updatedAt":"2023-08-10 13:20:42.358"},{"id":"cll440khg0006lb084mrymhg6","content":"I'm so fucking selfish and ungrateful ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-09 19:14:44.788","updatedAt":"2023-08-09 19:14:44.788"},{"id":"cll3kxdzi0002mn08my4xma1v","content":"The only time when I can live in the present is when I feel pain :)","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-09 10:20:23.694","updatedAt":"2023-08-09 10:20:23.694"},{"id":"cll19fg9v0008l608c0yskgiu","content":"If leaving this app will make u feel better then that's all that matters. I'm sure u made a ton of people smile with your kind words, including me. Wishing the best for u <33","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cll14cl5i000ymk08v3fzrkm7","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-07 19:22:58.724","updatedAt":"2023-08-07 19:22:58.724"},{"id":"cll15jmqc001kmk08adcosq3l","content":"Feels good to gain a kittens trust ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-07 17:34:15.253","updatedAt":"2023-08-07 17:34:15.253"},{"id":"cll13j4ej000slb08u6qkh48k","content":"I love cold. I wish it would be cold all the time.","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-07 16:37:52.268","updatedAt":"2023-08-07 16:37:52.268"},{"id":"clkws70z60006lc08rvnnzeyd","content":"\"Did u notice that u had the most friends when u were the worst version of yourself?\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-04 16:09:27.474","updatedAt":"2023-08-04 16:09:27.474"},{"id":"clkwdys180000mi089hool83n","content":"Body dysmorphia hitting hard. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-04 09:31:08.012","updatedAt":"2023-08-04 09:31:08.012"},{"id":"clkvk6aa10008l708v6d4x4q8","content":"Another bunch of empty words, how sweet. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-03 19:37:09.77","updatedAt":"2023-08-03 19:37:09.77"},{"id":"clkvcw8g50006mp08j9i0ktfr","content":"I actually have no one..","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-03 16:13:23.526","updatedAt":"2023-08-03 16:13:23.526"},{"id":"clkv8cnu4001cmj08slydct8x","content":"Last year today I was packing to leave this mf country. Can I relive that please? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-03 14:06:11.884","updatedAt":"2023-08-03 14:06:11.884"},{"id":"clkutczfs0002l908fm4uj1h2","content":"I wanted u to text me, but now that u did I wish u didn't. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-03 07:06:32.68","updatedAt":"2023-08-03 07:06:32.68"},{"id":"clkuns2s30004mi08l0n17zak","content":"I'm so lonely wth","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-03 04:30:19.155","updatedAt":"2023-08-03 04:30:19.155"},{"id":"clku7utr90004mm080cza4gl3","content":"Happy birthday to me..","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-02 21:04:33.573","updatedAt":"2023-08-02 21:04:33.573"},{"id":"clkspmmm3000aji088xk17eex","content":"One thing at a time. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-01 19:46:31.804","updatedAt":"2023-08-01 19:46:31.804"},{"id":"clksoatk70006lf08c5fmm2yt","content":"I either live in the past or in the future. I don't even know what is happening around me. Everything seems so unreal, it's like I'm watching my life from afar. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-01 19:09:21.319","updatedAt":"2023-08-01 19:09:21.319"},{"id":"clksczbvd000il8085l2rzo3n","content":"U make me remember about the person who I was.\nI don't want to remember her tho. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-08-01 13:52:29.401","updatedAt":"2023-08-01 13:52:29.401"},{"id":"clkqspcef0000l408l4n692ri","content":"Growing up scares me. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-31 11:37:05.031","updatedAt":"2023-07-31 11:37:05.031"},{"id":"clkpspqog0000mj08yibg6eed","content":"Now I look at you and I feel empty, numb and honestly a little bit angry. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-30 18:49:37.36","updatedAt":"2023-07-30 18:49:37.36"},{"id":"clkmqcggc0000ju08t6e7zz7t","content":"She found it. She found my \"diary\". I'm fucked. I'm fucked. I'm fucked. I'm fucked. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-28 15:19:59.82","updatedAt":"2023-07-28 15:19:59.82"},{"id":"clkmoparu0006l808x1wdbg9g","content":"\"What have you've done today then?\" - I tried to stay alive. I don't respond to the question. I've done nothing meaningful. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-28 14:33:59.755","updatedAt":"2023-07-28 14:33:59.755"},{"id":"clkleywlj0000jw08n9jffxhu","content":"I dont even know how I look like anymore. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-27 17:13:45.607","updatedAt":"2023-07-27 17:13:45.607"},{"id":"clkjt5kpy000ol6084sl81sdl","content":"If I would die rn would be filled up with regrets. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-26 14:15:19.078","updatedAt":"2023-07-26 14:15:19.078"},{"id":"clkjrrmat0000l9088gduqujk","content":"What is between starving and binging? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-26 13:36:28.326","updatedAt":"2023-07-26 13:36:28.326"},{"id":"clkinz8gn000al408ise49x08","content":"How it feels to be confident? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-25 19:02:39","updatedAt":"2023-07-25 19:02:39"},{"id":"clki0aym7000cmq08d4yexf17","content":"I'm not in control anymore. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-25 07:59:55.327","updatedAt":"2023-07-25 07:59:55.327"},{"id":"clkh12yss0008jt086ac0i0av","content":"Maybe I'm the person who was always against me. \n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-24 15:33:55.757","updatedAt":"2023-07-24 15:33:55.757"},{"id":"clkfswu4i001eib0872yiumat","content":"Why can't I just stop eating? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-23 18:57:26.659","updatedAt":"2023-07-23 18:57:26.659"},{"id":"clkd3cj5a000ul108jjnuduf6","content":"U gave me attention. Not in the way I was expecting it tho. Not in the way I wanted it. Not in the way I needed it. Not in the way u should have. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-21 21:26:16.559","updatedAt":"2023-07-21 21:26:16.559"},{"id":"clkd39jea000wl708ifxxm20t","content":"But I was scared too. Scared that if I do something wrong I might loose u. And I was desperate. Desperate as hell for your attention. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-21 21:23:56.915","updatedAt":"2023-07-21 21:23:56.915"},{"id":"clkd31b5k0010md08sc6ao0o7","content":"Till this day I still hear the fear and despair in your voice. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-21 21:17:32.984","updatedAt":"2023-07-21 21:17:32.984"},{"id":"clkbkhr1e000mju0821unx2yu","content":"\"I stay awake at night because I don't even know what my favorite color is and I'm afraid I don't have a real personality\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-20 19:50:41.187","updatedAt":"2023-07-20 19:50:41.187"},{"id":"clkb46uwt000al7089iavgzwb","content":"I feel disgusting ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-20 12:14:19.133","updatedAt":"2023-07-20 12:14:19.133"},{"id":"clk8rror20000i908ec07ct3z","content":"I want to believe that little me is proud rn, at least a little bit","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-18 20:51:03.567","updatedAt":"2023-07-18 20:51:03.567"},{"id":"clk7f4ck4000qmh09xfg85mnr","content":"Napról napra veszítek el magamból egy-egy apró szilánkot. Személyiségem darabjai hullanak szét, én pedig nem tudok mit tenni ellene. Némán ülök és csak bámulom. Bámulom, ahogyan a padlóra esnek. Nem teszek semmit. Nem tudok mit tenni. Nem mozdul a testem, szinte ellenkezik. Fáradt vagyok hozzá. \n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-17 22:09:13.108","updatedAt":"2023-07-17 22:09:13.108"},{"id":"clk7f0l0b0050l708yvmh81im","content":"Akárcsak egy tövis, a hátamba vagy fúrva. \nZokogva távolítanalak el, hogy ne lássalak újra. Furcsa érzés ránt vissza, maradásodért könyörögve. Oly sok mindent tettél ellenem, én pedig oly sokszor néztem el emellett bocsánatot kérve. Én voltam az kinek igaza volt. Mindig. De sose mondtam semmit. Szívesebben tűrtem, hogy ne tegyelek én is tönkre. \n\n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-17 22:06:17.435","updatedAt":"2023-07-17 22:06:17.435"},{"id":"clk7dke5b003gl7088kgds67i","content":"Who am I? \nThe quiet girl? The girl who can't open her mouth when there are more than three people in a room? But if she still does her face still turns red? The girl who can't even go to the near by grocery store by herself? The girl who is terrified by the voice in her own head, but still let's it talk? Not to talk, to scream. She let's her scream from the bottom of her heart because she's afraid of it. She's scared, she's not brave enough to stop it, but it doesn't matter because she finds confort in it. She feels safe with the screaming voice, because how much better it is to be scolded by your own thoughts in the cruelest ways possible than to be scolded by anyone else, right? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-17 21:25:42.431","updatedAt":"2023-07-17 21:25:42.431"},{"id":"clk7cdaqb0012l708afdcqjz8","content":"Ki vagyok? \nA csendes lány? Az aki sose szólal meg ha háromnál többen vannak egy szobában? És ha mégis instant vöröslik az arca? Aki a sarki kisboltba nem képes egymagában elmenni? Az aki retteg a saját hangjától a fejében mégis folyamatosan hagyja beszélni? Dehogy beszélni, üvölteni. Hagyja őt tiszta szívéből üvölteni vele mert fél tőle. Fél, nem mer ellent mondani mégis ez az érzés biztonságot nyújt. Biztonságban érzi magát az üvöltő hangal, hiszen mennyivel jobb ha a saját gondolatai szidják a legkegyetlenebb formákban mintsem ha más tenné, nem de? \n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-17 20:52:11.795","updatedAt":"2023-07-17 20:52:11.795"},{"id":"clk7cb0qv000yl708g8fc2rhz","content":"Nem érzem úgy, hogy élek. Két kezemben tartom azt aki voltam és azt aki vagyok. A múlton változtatni nem tudok, a jelenen sem. Hiszen a jelen már múlt, a másodpercek telnek és mind elmúlnak. Egyszer mind a jelenemet alkották most mégis emlékkép formájában nézek vissza rájuk. A pillanatokra amiket elvesztettem. \nUgyanúgy veszítettem el őket mint az szétnyitott ujjaim között homokkét kihullott szemcséket a személyiségemből. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-17 20:50:25.544","updatedAt":"2023-07-17 20:50:25.544"},{"id":"clk6kdvu00002li08jc7nr9j6","content":"\"She didn't just hate\n her brain, though\n\nShe hated her body. \nShe hated her life. \n\nNot because it was bad,\n\nBut because when u\nhate your brain \nAnd your body. \n\nIt's hard to enjoy the rest.\" ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-17 07:48:49.896","updatedAt":"2023-07-17 07:48:49.896"},{"id":"clk5pqf870002mi08rsal8err","content":"I dont even know what I'm doing anymore. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-16 17:30:46.807","updatedAt":"2023-07-16 17:30:46.807"},{"id":"clk57uhmr0000jq08g8zktw1w","content":"I dont want to be like her, I want to be her. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-16 09:10:03.459","updatedAt":"2023-07-16 09:10:03.459"},{"id":"clk4dkvt4000klb08madwfnfo","content":"Wish I could be the person who always knows what to say. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-15 19:02:46.793","updatedAt":"2023-07-15 19:02:46.793"},{"id":"clk0852ir000uld08ndj5ke3a","content":"I need to pull myself together","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-12 21:19:26.212","updatedAt":"2023-07-12 21:19:26.212"},{"id":"cljzwil9y000ml508xfrtn0nt","content":"I'm ok, I always was and I always will be ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-12 15:54:01.654","updatedAt":"2023-07-12 15:54:01.654"},{"id":"cljytaer90000mk084tceau70","content":"Congratulations hun~~~","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cljyh1zoh0008kt083dqqn6wl","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-11 21:35:54.933","updatedAt":"2023-07-11 21:35:54.933"},{"id":"cljynft700000l508l5swfvo2","content":"I just want to feel alive again. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-11 18:52:09.229","updatedAt":"2023-07-11 18:52:09.229"},{"id":"cljxz1pla000emf08clztfs6o","content":"I am too much but never enough ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-11 07:29:20.591","updatedAt":"2023-07-11 07:29:20.591"},{"id":"cljx7xtmm000kkw08x8kggnah","content":"Never been directly bullied by anyone except myself. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-10 18:50:29.567","updatedAt":"2023-07-10 18:50:29.567"},{"id":"cljvpi3zs000gmf08qqbb7xy8","content":"Been blocking my feelings for so long and now there is nothing else left for me just the anxiety. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-09 17:26:37.24","updatedAt":"2023-07-09 17:26:37.24"},{"id":"cljv6civ20008jp08nghl0g7s","content":"I held u in my arms convincing the both of us that nothing happend. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-09 08:30:23.871","updatedAt":"2023-07-09 08:30:23.871"},{"id":"cljui3i32000wl208yla4bbn9","content":"Ig: _csilla_mate_ \nSnap: csilla_mate ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cljuhmq6r000sl6085csqkdz8","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-08 21:11:32.174","updatedAt":"2023-07-08 21:11:32.174"},{"id":"cljuhwesz0002la08coy35zj8","content":"I'm not the best with my words but I'm a good listener if that's ok for you. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cljuhmq6r000sl6085csqkdz8","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-08 21:06:01.332","updatedAt":"2023-07-08 21:06:01.332"},{"id":"cljuhfbok000al208lw7c6qu7","content":"Non of us deserves to feel such way. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-08 20:52:44.133","updatedAt":"2023-07-08 20:52:44.133"},{"id":"cljugw7j2000mmb08ostz277v","content":"I don't know if it was a dream, a scenario that my delusional mind made up just to have a reason for hating him or it is an actual memory. I don't even know when it happened anymore. Was I 12? Or 13 maybe 11? Everything is so blurry but clear at the same time. \n\nBecause I clearly remember the fear I was feeling, the not understanding. Why was he touching me that way? Was he touching me that way? He was thinking about touching me that way?\n\n\"U can't tell this to anyone, it stays between the two of us. U don't want me to go to jail, right?\" \n\nAnd I didn't tell anyone. And I won't. After all, I dont want to see my father in jail. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-08 20:37:52.287","updatedAt":"2023-07-08 20:37:52.287"},{"id":"cljuez8ni0004le08v9z62r6l","content":"I thought fixing my insecurities may fix majority of the problems in my head. Why is it not working? ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-08 19:44:14.478","updatedAt":"2023-07-08 19:44:14.478"},{"id":"cljlv3v4e0020lb08m1r8wlm9","content":"The thing that is pushing me forward rn is the thought that one day I'll be able to smile freely. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-02 20:05:48.494","updatedAt":"2023-07-02 20:05:48.494"},{"id":"cljkhvhih000eld08y5r9eah8","content":"Happiness, fear, anxiety and hope rushing through my soul. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-07-01 21:07:36.425","updatedAt":"2023-07-01 21:07:36.425"},{"id":"cljiy01w1000glb08o24bhpq3","content":"Sadly, I still have some hope- ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-30 19:03:30.961","updatedAt":"2023-06-30 19:03:30.961"},{"id":"cljierp9e0004l408f202vt05","content":"Admitting that u were wrong is hard, even harder is to apologize for your actions. \n\nThis is probably the reason I've never even got a \"sorry\" from u. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-30 10:05:08.642","updatedAt":"2023-06-30 10:05:08.642"},{"id":"cljhjttia0000jt08aodbu5k1","content":"Focusing on myself sucks. Exactly because I'm focusing on myself. I focus on my behaviors, the way I act around people, the way I talk, the way I think. I focus on every single strand of my hair, every feature of my face and every curve of my body too closely. \n\nIt hurts to focus on myself, exactly because I'm focusing on myself. I see every imperfection my body has and it hurts. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-29 19:38:59.362","updatedAt":"2023-06-29 19:38:59.362"},{"id":"cljhicr3s0010mp080zv9zcbz","content":"I let my impulsive thoughts win after half an year of being clean ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-29 18:57:43.48","updatedAt":"2023-06-29 18:57:43.48"},{"id":"cljg4trra000yl709wqouw3bt","content":"I feel my body burning ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-28 19:51:16.678","updatedAt":"2023-06-28 19:51:16.678"},{"id":"cljfv7o500004jt08qwz5ijrx","content":"Because the pain in the body quiets the pain in the head~ ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-28 15:22:09.012","updatedAt":"2023-06-28 15:22:09.012"},{"id":"cljfuxxn40004me08g8hm6vdk","content":"I dont deserve to be happy. \nI dont deserve to be confident. \nI dont deserve to be taken care of. \nI dont deserve to be alive. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-28 15:14:34.768","updatedAt":"2023-06-28 15:14:34.768"},{"id":"cljfutmhl000kjn08rb5so7w2","content":"Maybe I just don't deserve it ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-28 15:11:13.69","updatedAt":"2023-06-28 15:11:13.69"},{"id":"cljer7uxl0016jv08rxm77vau","content":"Hiiii~","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cljer4e7e000klc08g1soqsud","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 20:42:33.177","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 20:42:33.177"},{"id":"cljeqyk700012jt08dys35lqx","content":"U are just still learning and that's alright hun <3 I wish that one day you'll be who u always wished to be with plenty of confidence, I know you'll made it~ ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cljeor86u0018ky09c3i4dxlb","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 20:35:19.357","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 20:35:19.357"},{"id":"cljeqoojq000gjv083e0b50ym","content":"CONGRATULATIONS 🎊 we're all so happy for u~ hope you'll love it <3 ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cljeqdj5v0006jt0815633tmc","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 20:27:38.438","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 20:27:38.438"},{"id":"cljeqckjv0000jt08syrx5vqt","content":"Just by reading my posts I can see how emotionally unstable I am lol","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 20:18:13.388","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 20:18:13.388"},{"id":"cljeq4wt1002wky09dochwr3z","content":"Summer is that time of the year when I realize how lonely I can be without my school friends. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 20:12:16.022","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 20:12:16.022"},{"id":"cljend5n10010l708yl46jka4","content":"Maybe things are going to be good..","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 18:54:41.87","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 18:54:41.87"},{"id":"cljegxhnn0004kz08x7zqhi4f","content":"And I still have to pretend I'm doing great and nothing is wrong ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 15:54:33.251","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 15:54:33.251"},{"id":"cljegvfy40002kz08srve9fj8","content":"One Ok Rock - Wasted nights; We are; Stand out fit in; ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cljeee4xc000ema08ngj2epxi","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 15:52:57.724","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 15:52:57.724"},{"id":"cljeg30v70018ma08jddwj0d5","content":"I hope they don't see how much my hands are shaking ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 15:30:51.812","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 15:30:51.812"},{"id":"cljefrrex0010ma08ez01mc2o","content":"U did what I asked for but still messed it up ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 15:22:06.346","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 15:22:06.346"},{"id":"cljead5cp000qjw08iliegpyk","content":"Do a spa day~~~","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clje9mimw000gl80894evn3ev","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 12:50:46.489","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 12:50:46.489"},{"id":"cljea6cdl000ojw08mnijghsl","content":"U could try drawing/painting, bake or cook something new, diy something summary lol, binge a book or a series. ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clje9mimw000gl80894evn3ev","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 12:45:29.001","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 12:45:29.001"},{"id":"cljea0510000oml08390ryz3v","content":"Prioritize yourself and in the moment they'll see u can't be controlled they'll leave --- from my own experiences \nHope you'll get through it <3 ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clje9o57b0006mr082wobgyzf","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 12:40:39.54","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 12:40:39.54"},{"id":"clje9wr9r000mml08wsd0heio","content":"Hii♡~","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clje9nhku000ajw08dppr6pws","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 12:38:01.744","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 12:38:01.744"},{"id":"clje9jf020006jw08zz89en4p","content":"Your welcome~ and also how dare i forgot to include \"thewizardliz\" to my list? lol ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clje6y8zo0002mk08z0ktg2b2","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 12:27:39.315","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 12:27:39.315"},{"id":"clje97hov0004mn086zfz6rmh","content":"I'm still working on both but what I have till now: \nMentally: 1. A few weeks ago I started journaling, anytime something comes to my mind (overthinkig, anxiety etc) I write it down to \"release\" myself from it. 2. And I don't know but for me reading helps in a way to escape from my own head, for a few moments I'm not left alone with my thoughts and I can be somewhere else, find something that makes u feel the same way. \nPhysically: 1. Working out not just gives me the hope that I can look how I want to, but makes me feel like I've done something. 2. I've recently cut my hair and u know \"new hair new me\". 3. Find the skincare products that actually helps your skin feel the best. 4. Maybe shape your eyebrows. 5. Manicure - pedicure. 6. Experiment with makeup: check if u are a cold or warm tone and find what looks best on u. 7. Pinterest is always a good place to find new clothing styles that u like. \n\nI hope I was able to give you at least one idea that u haven't done till now, I'm sorry I didn't <3 \n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"clje6y8zo0002mk08z0ktg2b2","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 12:18:22.928","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 12:18:22.928"},{"id":"clje30f030016mg08fcc5f22d","content":"I should start doing something with my life ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 09:24:55.156","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 09:24:55.156"},{"id":"clje2xkm7001ml6081gu6uf4i","content":"I want to be heard and seen but in the same time I want to be ignored and forgotten ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 09:22:42.464","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 09:22:42.464"},{"id":"clje2of0d000mmg089amq7n3w","content":"I hate myself so much because of how ungrateful I can be sometimes ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 09:15:35.293","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 09:15:35.293"},{"id":"clje2jm5v0004l408ob3toew7","content":"I dont want to live here, I just hate this fucking place ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 09:11:51.284","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 09:11:51.284"},{"id":"clje1ll9z000il6081grc0y1h","content":"Yeah so u think I choose to be an introvert with social anxiety huh? \nU think I enjoy not being able to go alone to a damn grocery store? \nIt's actually fun to have panic attacks anytime I have to do a school presentation, it feels good right? Turning red, not being able to control my breath, shaking as hell I love it soooo bad, it makes me feel in control of my actions especially when my brain goes blank and i don't know anything about the subject anymore. \nFeeling drained, tired, hateful and angry of myself, honestly of everyone just because we all exist in this messed up world where people think they can dissolve your social anxiety just by saying \"don't worry, it's not that big of a deal\". \nIt is a big deal, at least in my head. \n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-27 08:45:23.831","updatedAt":"2023-06-27 08:45:23.831"},{"id":"cljddq86f000umm08zt6m8nnh","content":"I hope that u now don't blame yourself for anything that happend in the past. There is nothing wrong with u hun <3 ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cljddcihv000mmm08skzq97k5","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-26 21:37:09.352","updatedAt":"2023-06-26 21:37:09.352"},{"id":"cljdd7pr70006l408l3p743di","content":"It's alright. She gorgeous, I would choose her too ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-26 21:22:45.667","updatedAt":"2023-06-26 21:22:45.667"},{"id":"cljdcbsxc000omj08hjdrnlbp","content":"If u would be a \"fucking horrible person\" u would not questionize it, u would not asume it. It means you are not one of them, u are so much better I'd like you to see that too <3 I may not know u in person but I'm on this app since like two days and u already made me feel welcomed. \nThank u~ ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cljdbjger0008mq086oyvbunc","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-26 20:57:56.784","updatedAt":"2023-06-26 20:57:56.784"},{"id":"cljdb08ln0000mj08jvvefgro","content":"I'd like to believe I'm a good person. \nI always carry tissues/pads/pills with me so I can help anyone if they needs it. I use \"please\" \"thank you\" and \"ur welcome\" all the time. I respect older people. I don't cross people's boundaries. If there is a way I can help u trust me I will. I'm patient while explaining to make sure u understand. I don't argue back with no reason. I don't judge people by appearances and there is no way I would left out anyone intentionally. \nI'd like to believe I'm a good person. But then I remember these are the bare minimums a human being should do in their daily life. Being well raised makes me a good person or I'm just trying to convince myself about it?\n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-26 20:20:57.612","updatedAt":"2023-06-26 20:20:57.612"},{"id":"cljba7a07000elc08evygo7uq","content":"You chose each other and it hurt me. It still hurts. ","createdBy":"☔️","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-25 10:22:54.056","updatedAt":"2023-06-25 10:22:54.056"},{"id":"cljb9wcz70006lc0819cweuh8","content":"I hate the way you are talking. \nI hate the way you are thinking. \n","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-25 10:14:24.692","updatedAt":"2023-06-25 10:14:24.692"},{"id":"cljb9rbcy0004lc089yn8j1ex","content":"Don't let this demolish what u build till now hun <3 it's never too late to start again ","createdBy":"Lia~","baseLikeCount":null,"parentId":"cljazpyev0002l40837tnyzn7","userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-25 10:10:29.315","updatedAt":"2023-06-25 10:10:29.315"},{"id":"cljafere8001iky08oejccraw","content":"I hate being who I am. ","createdBy":"Anonymous","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-24 20:00:55.088","updatedAt":"2023-06-24 20:00:55.088"},{"id":"cljaf6j0p0018ky08dxvtsgv0","content":"I can express my thoughts and opinions in my own head. I imagine screaming my lungs out, speaking up for myself, being honest with my own feelings, telling what I want and how I want it. But when it comes to saying them out loud I block, I can't do it not even when I'm alone in my room. Why is it that hard? ","createdBy":"Anonymous","baseLikeCount":0,"parentId":null,"userId":"cljaevyht0012ky08xp8kftkt","createdAt":"2023-06-24 19:54:30.985","updatedAt":"2023-06-24 19:54:30.985"}]}}

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