m bawling my eyes out like a loser i used to like this guy and my friends always were saying how he wasnt a good person and the fact that he has done horrible stuff, so i stopped liking him (also due to the fact i learned one of my friends dated him in the past) they changed my opinion on him and so that was done with. Fast forward to now, i made a comment to my friend (his ex) in a groupchat due to her constantly talking about him and how he is “fine shyt” and i say how he is a bad person and she has said it before. i proceed to get called out by my other friends in that groupchat because i had liked him before and how they had to “hound me” to stop liking him. i said that i learned my lesson the first time, and they reply to that saying “what dat mean” and i say “it doesnt have a second meaning??? i just meant that i learned my lesson liking him like ye i think hes objectively good looking but i know there is no way id look at him like that again” one replies with “Boi if you dont getchoo boiiii” being super unserious but still siding with the ex, and the ex said “Ok thats u, thats reasonable. but maybe don't try to influence and persuade my thoughts n stuff” as if ALL of them did not HOUND me into not liking them and if you scroll up literally not even 10 messages one of our other friends had said to me “didnt WE as a collective have to tell you he sucked..?” Like you are admitting to the thing you dont want done??? you didnt say anything to that and NOBODY is defending me. i realize im still lonely even in a group of 7.