i'm attracted to girls as a girl. a lot of the conversations i have with friends are about romance or boys or crushes or boyfriends and i love listening to them about their problems or happy moments, but when the conversation shifts to me it feels like i have nothing to say. today i kind of lied about my "type" to a friend and said i think i'd be into older men just so we'd have something to talk about, meanwhile my crush was two seats away. i feel a bit alone with my own romantic feelings since i have no one else to talk to about them aside from my two best friends.