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My childhood bsf of years passed away recently due to cancer. This death hurt me significantly because I didn’t know she had cancer till a week before. It’s been a year without her and idk what to do. I cry myself to sleep everyday praying to god to bring her back, I can’t live like this but it’s reality. I miss her so much and don’t know what to do to help me cope with this type of pain. I wish I spent more time with her. I’m too young to be dealing with the death of my bsf.