Roseiyuu here🩷 Life update for anyone who remembers me: *went relatively deep into psychosis after my ex left me *still depressed asf *i made a lot of new friends *a lot of my friends have been trying to hit on me apparently and i was too dumb to see it. *half the men i meet admit to jacking off to my photos..? *a guy i met during psychosis and did some dumb shit with over text tried to blackmail me with my nudes. Idgaf, the pics and lingerie were cute as hell *slowly trying to find myself again (not doing too well) *still not over my ex. He's abandoned me since and doesnt care about all the stuff he said and did to me but its whatever. *ive gotten into gym (pls save me) *my friends are goated *I'm alive, i fear. Dont try killing yourselves chat, left me borderline paralysed for a while. *im still the same 17 year old as before, just less social, passionate and happy Anyway im taking my leave now. I have to avoid anythjng thats remotely even a bit too happy or sad otherwise i will go into a deep spiral about him and lose my shit again. Its been like this for months. Cant do anything without spiralling so i have to be very careful and slow.