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Hi, I don't know how much I can help but, you're totally valid for feeling like this. You've been carrying pressure and stress, that's something to worry for. And the fact that you tried to keep going? That's very brave and strong. You should grant yourself a rest, I know it's not easy to do. But if you don't, things will keep getting worse. About your expectations as the eldest daughter, you're already showing effort and work, I mean it. You may think you're "weak" but that isn't true, you've always been strong. People have limits, and that's humane. You shouldn't feel guilty for taking a break, everyone needs one at some point of their life... We're meant to feel. It's valid to feel overwhelmed. It's not your fault. You're worth every rest you want to take. You gained it :)