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I told my ex before we ever dated about my childhood, all the sexual trauma i had ever experienced growing up I was so stupid. He raped me. He told me all about his rape and murder fantasies he had of me and other people. Hed tell me all about how he loved i was innocent, how he loved how others thought i was pure, he loved when i talked in a higher voice, when i dressed "slutty" but "cute" , how he loved ruining me, how he loved making me into a mess He loved seeing me cry and beg He told me he knew he was a bad person but he enjoyed it all. He enjoyed taking advantage of me. He admitted to raping me, yet everyone still sided with him. He got emotional support by others, our friends sided with him, my brothers blamed me for what happening Telling me that i "still let him hit", my closest friend got sick of me being mentally fucked over and left me during it all. For once, please just for once let someone believe me Please