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i feel like i'll never be truly happy im scared that no matter how hard i try i won't ever feel proud of myself im scared that i'll never feel enough im scared that ,despite the love that appears to be surrounding me, i'll never actually feel or believe it maybe the sadness that started years ago will never actually disappear and i hope i'll eventually learn to live with it without actively hating myself or maybe overcome it i'd like to believe at some point that life is worth living and maybe i'm actually still too young to fully grasp that