Seeing other teens my age have best friends and hanging out in friend groups makes me so nauseous... im so annoying, no one can handle me for long and I havent had a best friend since elementary school... im 17, this is completely pathetic. I fucking hate myself and I wish I could be normal for five fucking minutes, im always just doing too damn much, I want teen romance, i want to go out and do stuff, i want to be normal.