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If you go to a doctor and tell them youre depressed theyll normally recommend you to a therapist and such. Depending on where you live and who you ask you may be able to receive therapy for free up till youre 18. Its okay to cry, let it out. It will be okay even if its not today. :( 🩷 We'll push through together! :) The world can be so cruel. What kind of people willingly make someone feel this way. I managed to escape my prolonged years of abuse & bullying even when i had nobody else. If i can do it then i believe you can too! I wish i could sit by your side but for now ill read your notes and wish you well. Lets hold on so we can see a better tomorrow! This may or may not work with you, im only speaking purely on my experiences. But one of the ways i got through it all was by reading romance mangas. Engaging in positive things make things seem a bit brighter yknow? One of my favourite topics is romance and anything that feels like a highschool shoujo dream tbh. ...its comforting. Ah but theres also things like keeping your head up and learning to be comfortable in the discomfort. Do things that are scary, that youre not ready for. Talk back, ask for things, look at people in the eye when they say cruel things instead of bowing your head. Its always important to remember we're all just human and theyre not some powerful being. Youre the one who controls everything. ..ive never been very confident. Im strong on my beliefs and my sense of justice. But growing up, i was severely paranoid and terrified of everyone. It really does get better even when everything feels like its collapsed long ago. I always told myself that if i want things to change then i have to be the one to do it otherwise things wont move. Its better to do it even if youre in tears because youll atleast be paving a peaceful road for the future. When things feel hard, sit down for a bit and vent it all out. Regulate your thoughts and try to rationalise some. Sorry this isnt exactly the most comforting thing to read, ive always been more of an advice person over consoling with sweet words but i hope my sincere feelings reached you atleast a little. I truly do wish i could be there to help. I wish i could give you the physical proof that it will get better and nothing is set in stone.