All effort made and all growth cut on repeat, but time continued and fed me hope every time. All this hope, it only made me more hungry to bloom. I have had my blooms taken away once again but I am no helpless child anymore. I had gripped oblivion and dragged it toward me. Now I read hidden truth and future possibilities. I cast spells and influence my fate. Time is on my side and no matter how much is taken I’ll get closer and closer to blooming every time.