I've been fine for like 6 months everything went well but now im thinking about him so much especially when he came back , i thought im strong and fine without him but mistakenly i got attached again but he left again as he always do and now i can't stop thinking about him and it hurts me a lot , i cant talk to anyone about it i can't express my feelings people will think im weak but it hurts a lot , i really hope he change for me , he is already perfect it just hurts to be with him and also hurt to be without him , idk what to do but god pls pls i want him and i need him so badly