You always say those damn " what if I die, do you want me to die? How will you live your life? Would it be better for you if i die" but what happens if I were the one to die instead? Have you thought about what you would do if your hurtful words were the reason I died? What if I jumped off because of your constant guilt tripping? Of course I would go through turmoil if you died, but would you if I died? Since you keep mentioning "dying" which is the equivalent of leaving, maybe I should be the one to leave instead of you leaving .