ughhh i hateee liking her. it would've been better if i had liked someone I actually know but i barely talk to her? i lowkenuinely just ignore her atp except for when my friend talks to her in the ONE period we share. it's so embarrassing and frustrating having a crush because why does your smile and your voice give me butterflies 💔💔 this has been going on since last year as well like GET ME OUT OF THIS PRISON OMD