I'm honestly so scared abt my college applications. I took a gap yr. nd now I have no choice but to apply bc my mom won't allow me to take another gap yr. I'm terrified of getting rejected. I'm scared of having to deal with people who might be rude or unaccommodating when I submit my requirements. I'm scared of interacting w people again after spending almost a year rotting away at home. I feel like I've become so disconnected from the outside world, nd now that I have to put myself out there again, everything feels so overwhelming. I'm just so scared of everything