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My grandpa (who was more like a dad to me) unexpectedly died a few days ago and I still don’t think I have actually digested that he’s just dead. My older cousin lives with our grandparents as their in-house caretaker, and his heart just stopped while my cousin was with him. It literally doesn’t feel real, even after I went to his service Monday. We’re getting his ashes back soon, and I still can’t even process that he’s dead. Sometimes it feels incredibly fake, and other times it feels so real that I just want to vomit. I guess I just needed to get this off my chest.