So guess whos parents don’t believe that I am diagnosed mentally ill and think my psychiatrist is some liar js to keep his business running….?????? Now they wanna do a spiritual cleansing on me and also take me to yet ANOTHER god damn psychiatrist and sit in with me this time bc they really rhink I don’t have all my said DIAGNOSED DISORDERS?? I feel so invisible in this house idk what to do anymore or how to feel I hate it so much I can’t take anymore of this they wanna dictate rven the way my emotions work and control them like hey so I actually have a chemical imbalance sooo….! But nah they dgaf apparently I have to suffer things like war or like starving nearly to death to have at least some kind of excuse for being the way I am like why do I have to prove I am suffering to them?? Idk how to explain myself anymore bc I have tried to explain it in rvery single fucking way maybe if I js let myself end up in a hospital bed then maybe js mayyybbbeeee they might listen to me… that or either I js gotta kill myself lwk I hate it here so bad I hate ut