I genuinely may have fucked up my life by not dating earlier. I have no experience at all. I kissed a guy once because he rushed me into it & I was disgusted. I don’t know how anything works & now I wonder if I’m even interested. How do I know if I’m asexual or just afraid of intimacy?? This shit sucks. I want to start dating but I’m so behind & when someone mentions being intimate I lose interest. But also, people are so weird for wanting to talk about that stuff when like we literally haven’t met yet, or maybe I’m weird for thinking that way.