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Today I just got hit by a patient. I just feel so stupid and like an idiot for thinking that I can stop the patient. So dumb of me. So full of myself. It was a great day until this happened. I know nobody blame but I just idk I feel so guilty. Like it could be avoided. Maybe im just too harsh on myself. But I can't help it. Idk I dont feel like myself anymore. I just want to stop thinking about it. I want to stop thinking about it so bad! I fucking hate myself