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Feels like I'm lying everytime just so I get speak lesser. I don't feel like myself. Not speaking honestly anymore. Making more trouble for people. Letting people doubt me. What have I become. How do I make myself stop lying or making my sentence short just so I can speak lesser. This isn't how I want my life to be. I'm letting people down. My collugues that were my friends, I feel so toxic when I'm with them and Idk whether I shld hang out with them anymore. The more im with them, the more I become more meaner.