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I longed to have you near me, to feel your touch, and hear the sound of your voice once more before I finally abandon all the hopes I had for our future; I wanted nothing more than to have you look my way one last time, and smile as if saying goodbye wasn’t a bad thing at all, as if it was the right thing to do, and as if it was the only thing that could be done in order for us to fix ourselves and reflect on the mistakes we’ve made. I had to admit that at first, I was terrified to face the truth, for I had never expected that the house we’ve made for ourselves would eventually crumble into nothing but smithereens and dusts, forever burying all the love, happiness, affection, as well as the priceless memories we both promised to never forget. I wanted to show you that I could still give you everything you need, yet it finally occurred to me that you’d no longer turn back no matter how hard I plead; yet, I’d still spend an eternity in the crumbled castle until I bleed, waiting until the final remnants of what used to be us finally gets buried.