i've stopped talking to everyone, even my closest friends, and i've had my socmed deactivated for months. guys, how do i stop doing this shit? i crave having people around and actually talking to them, but whenever i interact with anyone i know, especially the people i'm close with, i get this weird, unexplainable feeling of uneasiness in my chest, yk what i mean? even interacting with people i'm not close to makes me feel the same way. it's like i want the interaction so badly, but the moment i actually get it, i can't handle it. idkkk. i feel so alone. i feel so fucking lonely. i'm extrovert nd don't have a problem when it comes to interacting to a total stranger but when it comes to people ik, idkkk i turn into a fucking loser