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Sometimes I dont why my hearts feels so heavy. Ever since I was a child I mastered crying in silence because i was punish before if i would cry outloud. Even if its so bad I would cry in silence, its just that when they ask me whats wrong i could never tell them because i know they have their own problems and dont want to be a burden to them. As i grew up, I would get this random nights where my hearts feels heavy and and I dont know why. They say that i dont have a reason to be sad because i have a loving family n friends, i dont know why i feel this way. It feels like a curse bound to destroy my whole being as a daughter, a friend, a sister and as a person.