Trying hard not to cry because this week is horrible and I don't want to see anyone today because I am so anxious I'm trying hard to not fall back into my defensive mechanisms and to open up and not isolate myself completely to protect myself from any social interaction that could make me feel more anxious or make me ovetthink, I'm trying not to cut contact with everyone for a few days or weeks but it is so so so hard rn
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