one of my friends doesn't want to talk to me anymore I've been through a very rough time since the beginning of 2026 because I had an awful job who put me in a massive burnout and depressive episode, and as my friend and I live 10 hours of car apart, I was incapable of sending texts and didn't talk much then I've quit this job and I am trying to get out of this depression I'm in. That friend used to react to stuff I would put on Imstagram but stopped 3 months ago. We talked a bit a month ago but my phone broke and never finished that discussion. So yesterday I finally found the strength to text her and said that because my phone broke I could never see her last text, that I was sorry for being so absent and so shit at communicating but that I think about her very often and that even if I don't say it often, I care about her and love her. She saw the text but didn't reply, and I feel like she'll never reply. And I totally get why, I am a very bad friend and did not talk a lot, left her texts unread for days or weeks, she started a new school at the end of September, came to my city multiple times without telling me etc, I really think she doesn't want to talk to me anymore. And the worst thing is that I understand why and agree that she has every right to do so after what a shitty friend I've been, and it hurts to see that except apologising and waiting for an answer, there is nothing I can do. And I hate myself for letting her down.