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I never used to care if a partner had anyone close to them besides me but now i genuinely feel sick and im conflictedo n what to do Hes somewhat close with his exes sister And he told me he had planned on going with her and her friend to this thrifting event coming up soon (he planned it before we began dating) I dont want to stop him, he loves clothes and thrifting But the thought makes me feel unreasonably upset The thought of him having to carry their bags, them laughing together, all this crap He eventually invited for me to go but i cant bring myself to say yes Its childish but i dont want to watch them laughing together. Im too scared to meet his exes sister Hes such a loyal and sweet man so i feel terribly ashamed for feeling this way. I want him to have friends, women and such But i dont want them to be any girl that used to like him or is so closely connected with his ex I dont know why i feel this way. I dont want to tell him either because i want him to do whatever he pleases But ughh. Im too insecure for this shit i dont know what to do. Hes always so exhausted from work and ive brought up his ex a few times, he keeps trying to reassure me abt her and now i dont feel like i can talk about my jealousy again Hes so tired he barely has any energy for anybody or anything, how could i bother him with my insecurities?