I fucked up You took my shit for one year and I could have changed my ways and be in much better place now. But I don't love myself enough I was never taught to love myself I have to heal and change I basically threw away a 1 in a million chance by losing YOU now I have to live with that regret for the rest of my life. I am truly sorry You deserve better and I really hope your new man or future man treats you like you are supposed to be treated. I am going to use this situation as fuel to change because I know I am better than this person I have become 💔 (Eks jammer vir alles, ek mis jou poes baie elke fokken dag, ons praat vir maande nie maar elke dag dink ek oor jou ek kan nie ophou nie en die drank help my oook nie vergeet van jou nie dit maak dit erger)