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I feel anxious about my relationship I want him to put more effort in but I don't wanna scare him since it's early I have an exam tmr which I'm nowhere prepared for My mother keeps pointing out and complaining about every single thing I do incorrectly, nitpicking my flaws Infront of my family, especially my dad to show them my mistakes I don't have the fucking energy to move or revise anything. I don't want to live like this I feel physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted. I've been fasting all day but I feel like I'm only getting fatter and bigger day by day I want him to text me.I want my exams to end.I want parents that won't talk shit behind my back and nitpick every step I take.i want to loose weight. I want to get close to god. I don't think I can live like this anymore