I'm getting so fucking tired of telling myself just one more day. That day turns into another and then turns into a week and then a month. It never fucking ends. I am so tired. I am so burnt out. But I just have to keep going. Even if i fall apart. And I am apart right now. My brain is so scattered it feels like a puzzle. I'm happy and then I'm not. I'm numb and then I feel everything. There's no in-between anymore. It's all or nothing. There's something wrong with me.