i'm waiting, you said you love me, to be loved by you one more time is all that I crave, so yes, I'm waiting,
My boyfriend suggeste we both have a phone tracking app on our phones, so we both can see what is happening all the time. I don't really know what to think abt that.
My childhood bsf of years passed away recently due to cancer. This death hurt me significantly because I didn’t know she had cancer till a week before. It’s been a year without her and idk what to do. I cry myself to sleep everyday praying to god to bring her back, I can’t live like this but it’s reality. I miss her so much and don’t know what to do to help me cope with this type of pain. I wish I spent more time with her. I’m too young to be dealing with the death of my bsf.
So i have a problem,in some days its my birthday and Im really sad,because when its my birthday i usually Always cry a Little bit and in the end im dissapointed. This year i didnt want to celebrate but in the end i gave in,tommorrow i will celebrate early my birthday. The thing Is that im a Little bit upset and anxios,i kinda messed up things with my Friends and also with my best friend (we kinda had a fight), tommorrow im going to see them and in scared that things will go bad and in very anxios. I dont really know what to do about It i just dont want to mess up things anymore, im so tired of being sad, dissapointed and anxios all the time,and im tired of messing things up,Always having to Say Sorry and be the stupid One. For atleats One day,id like to feel good and without all these negative emotions,atleats id like my birthday to go well. Do you have some advice? Thanks in Advance